That is... so sad

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rose

https://open.spotify.com/album/3Hb7Xkn8qxvwZApXNOs0uL

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angst - you fuck me up (prod. 4evr) [OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY, ITUNES, ETC.,]

Where willl I go cuz I’m losing my cool tell everyone u love goodbye, it won’t take long to leave, yeah, yeah, I want to go to the moon with you, is there anybody listening to me? I Im about to take a major nosedive off the empire I know, death comes as easy as he goes. The reaper come and see me and he stick around n kick it got a meal with my ticket I would have it with him but he says its gonna be my last and I know, I love him but he says its time to go. And if its only better things, will u remember me, I would do anything to keep my memories from fading in the shadows, don’t wanna finish the black holes, is anybody out there listening to me I’m bout take a massive nosedive way beyond the skies and I know, I’m falling up and out of control, where will I go, cuz I’m losing my cool. Oh what you say to that? Whatchu say to me? Watcha say to that, theres a whole universe to see.

Space Burial (feat. βeta max) [prod. keaton]

Passion & Confusion by timmies and shiloh

bandcamp: https://timmies.bandcamp.com/album/passion-confusion
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7dhqyOcnFR9o9SfUhhxqbs
itunes:  https://itunes.apple.com/ru/album/passion-confusion-feat-shiloh-ep/id1288535787
other: https://passionandconfusion.fanlink.to/passionandconfusion

Spotify

tell me why i'm waiting (ft. shiloh)

crush me like the dreams i used 2 have

lazy sunday (prod. nojon)

verse 1:
trust issues
love issues
to save myself and not my money bought some new shoes
i got some tattoos, i got a new bruise,
in my bank account, vibing to the blues
all this news
and i choose
to spend my money 'fore i get it
not saving every month i forget it

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

verse 2:
i knock myself down
but i pick myself up
i put down the cup
i dont go to no clubs
i used to smoke them dubs to escape myself
i tried to blend in to erase myself
i bounced back from that and reshaped myself
i used to be scared afraid of myself
turned that around
sometimes i love myself

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

verse 3:
i love it when i wish myself well
i love it when i flip my last dime in the wishing well
i hated when i took a trip back to hell
i hate it that i tripped and fell
but i picked myself up
wiped the tears from my cheeks
i aint actin like it never happened
if i did i'd be weak
for weeks i
hated i was unique
but i love it now

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

love hate relationship

bury me alive

nadiak - "Loner"

Guitar written and composed by: @taxpurposes

Thank you for your support

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"Loner"

[prod. a0rta]

its mixed like shit im aware feel free to roast me

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliche
And fuck this industry
Im gonna take it all the way

И чтоб ты сгорела
Не разговаривай со мной
Ето не Моя дела
Не хочу знать как/что с тобой

И если ты поняла 
Тогда иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращай

I got depression like i got a mission to win
Labels came knockin, aint letting em in
I got the sound that they want
But they aint got half of the shit that i got in the bin

I go so hard that these metal, emo, pop punk, lames be saying that im copyin
But to my face actin like we friends, im already bigger than they’ve ever been

Or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Yall my mothafuckin enemies
Where was u when i was in the streets getting jumped and beat


Imma make billions
Playing shows try to save spirits
Im a villain but i hate the wicked 
Imma god fightin thru sickness
Yuh

I want a universal tour 
Every show a million people
Thats a hundred million souls
Thats a hundred million equals

Thats a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
With a hundred million stories
I just hope i make them happy

 hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And im not happy no
I think its time to let it go
I feel it slip away 
They’ll find me face down on the floor

i hurt myself again

produced by george cauty aka boyfifty

lyrics:

wind blowin down city trees and shit
eastern white pines like 50 feet and shit
kinda scared to be inside my room
my vision on the limelight
tunnel sight

my concious going bye bye
new time
flys by
i want
everything
all star 
all time

getting high all the time
know i should be worried but im barely in my prime
ghost
i step safely out of line
caster with my problems i kite everything in site 
do the most
bad shit happen all the time
going bat shit all the time

craving action all the time 
soaking up ideas till im dry 
im not gonna lie feel effects inside

pick my mind to points where i might think it isnt mine
i got alot thats going on but ill just pause it for the night

i got alot of shit to do
and dont have nearly enough time
know id make the time for you
if you had joined me for the ride
ride 
join me for the ride
time 
guess it just wasnt our time

wind blowin down city trees and shit
eastern white pines like 50 feet and shit
kinda scared to be inside my room
my vision on the limelight
tunnel sight

my concious going bye bye
new time
flys by
i want
everything
all star 
all time

getting high all the time
know i should be worried but im barely in my prime
ghost

time (prod. boyfifty)

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//私は私の心を失った//

i recently purchased a new ukulele after i gave mine away back in november, so i thought it'd only make sense to whip up a fresh uke track for you guys. i hope you enjoy it. 

i love you <3

lyrics
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this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide 

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air 
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair 
i'm outta my mind

i think you're really cool

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//私は十分に話していない//

lyrics
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when she goes i kiss her on the nose
tell her i love her so
turn around and walk alone
when she goes i smoke till i implode
coughing till i'm a ghost
i'm swimming to the coast 
where am i going
full of disgrace and self loathing
i cannot sleep without you in my sheets
so i stay up all night just hoping
that you come back but there's nothing
i guess i'm wishing for something
lost in a love with a girl whose a dove
and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing

i am just nothing
i am just nothing

when she goes i pick another rose
rip petals till i don't
that's just the way it goes 
when she cries i write another note
put it inside her coat
start clearin' out my throat

i never talk enough baby
trip over words like i'm crazy

follow taurusmoon

when she goes (prod. by taurusmoon)

passenger seat (demo)

no one can save her (prod. sketchmyname)

Some boring, Love Stories

Life Is Changing | Feat. raynadayz & kinshii

Warm Me (i Think Im Not Ok)

instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
twitter.com/yungworry

Lyrics:

(Verse 1) 

I still miss the way you hold me
To feel your hands on top of mine 
I still long for you to take me back 
Hoping you might change your mind

(Hook)

Still in love with you 
Still in love with you 
All I asked for was the truth 
And I don’t know what I’m supposed to do

(Verse 2)

All I’ve got left are these memories
All I’ve got left is this void 
Falling further into darkness 
Falling further from this life

ALL I ASKED FOR

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

all i asked for

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//再試行する//

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https://traktrain.com/prodjody
https://www.instagram.com/prod.jody
https://twitter.com/prodjody

lyrics
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oh my
this just doesn’t feel right
i’ve been in this car all god damn night
so high 
smoke until i go cry
you say i’m a mess but at least i try

oh why does it always feel like i’m a ghost
i’m floating in & out of all these homes
i don’t even have one to call my own 
i’ve been on tour for such a fucking long time
can’t remember what my bedroom looks like
cause hotel rooms and bnbs are all i
see when i’m away & i don’t know why
i signed up for this until i go live
talk me out of fighting with myself 
right now i could use some fucking help 
i scribble words until i feel myself 
homesick has never felt so fucking swell

oh my
this just doesn’t feel right
i’ve been in this car all god damn night
so high 
smoke until i go cry
you say i’m a mess but at least i try

That is... so sad

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