@BEKU.SAN - STILL ALIVE [Prod. Brody]

crash&burn ft. Rabz & kennedyxoxo *johnny friend*

I woke up feeling empty
I got my money in my pockets
But I really miss my girlfriend
Even though she broke up with me

I feel dead
I feel broken up instead
I got demons in my head
I feel pain inside my chest
I dont know why I can’t rest
Every day I take my meds
When I wake up go to bed
I can’t forget what you said
You said you think about death

I don’t why she talks to me I can’t understand a word
I don’t understand why everyday we live in a curse
It’s the worst
I’ll be sleeping in a hurst
On top of me is some dirt
Everything gets on my nerves
I don’t know when I will learn

I don’t know when I will learn
One day the whole world will burn
I don’t know what’s coming first
Well either kill ourselves or hurt
I diddnt ask to be born
Raise my glass cause I’ve been warned
I don’t think I can conform
I don’t think I can confirm 

I woke up feeling empty
I got my money in my pockets
But I really miss my girlfriend
Even though she broke up with mex2

I feel dead
I feel broken up instead
I got demons in my head
I feel pain inside my chest
I dont know why I can’t rest
Every day I take my meds
When I wake up go to bed
I can’t forget what you said
You said you think about death

DEAD

Nxvy - Drunk On Thursday

i feel like that guy from that one movie ( dash x ryankelly )

rents paid takin all my meds i gotta go
i got the next train tokyo japan im on the road
i spent like 5 bands worry bout it later let it go
im on the same energy i always been on
bank account got a lil deeper but im still me
i try missing all that negativity they be on
cuz im juss tryna make a couple milli with my brodie
they said id never make it
they said im gonn change
they said im not gonn care about these people when i lay but i still do
jolly rancher sittin in the cup that shi turn blue
hunting rifle chop you out the air juss like nobu
sixth sense, know i got a hit when i hit save
she like me because she like my music, it on replay
diamonds on my necklace not a thing i used to care for
but that shi so appealing in the icebox window

i cop it ill buy it
i want it ill try it
and she look so divine in the moonlit window
she wont say goodbye to her friends and i like that
make another record everytime that i miss her

letitgo

tweak

eurekaskydeck ft jabbuh

even tho some beautiful things have to come to an end, it's good to sometimes remember the happiness they once brought you :)

"our time together isn't ever quite enough" <3

produced by @mothfries
recorded/mixed by @heartbox_prod

lyrics:

Now It’s just you and me inside my jeep
Eyes locked and hands too
Although I’m scared to death
I get the feeling that I can’t move
Something in my chest
tells me it’s meant to be, we can’t lose
I lean in towards your seat 
and let my feelings understand you

9:53, turned down your street
one hand on the wheel, 
other placed in between 
your fingers fit so perfectly

in my heart: you be; in my cup: bubble tea
we’re singin out our hearts so far off key
if not to owl city
you know we’ll bumpin r kelly

I think to myself it’s the way you hold me
or maybe your smile like the sunset shining
that makes everything so at peace, so easy
either way i know I’m home right now here

pull the car right up outside your house next to your driveway
said it’s okay if you get back in this time a bit late
but I know your mother, she’s awake still
If this is all we get that’s fine, let’s make these next five minutes count

And It’s just you and me inside my jeep
Eyes locked and hands too
Although I’m scared death
I get the feeling that I can’t move
Something in my chest
tells me it’s meant to be, we can’t lose
I lean in towards your seat 
and let my feelings understand you

When i’m alone, home, in my room, feelin’ blue, i’m hating life in my shoes
and I’m missing your family. i’m thinking of you
oh how despite the differences I’ve never felt so loved, we’re so in tune

We’re so in tuneeeeee
we’re so in tuneeeeee
Did i mention I love you?
yeah I love you

this time its us three your sister, you and me the front room
Family all around  i never thought i’d be so valued
If this is what it’s like to feel loved, we’ll never be through  I have to leave and go back home it will be too soon

The World is a Happier Place When I'm With You! (prod. mothfries)

much love gang thx for listening <333
-- lyrics --
Count it up wit me
Baby can't you see?
I got this whole world
Set for you and me
Ridin in my whip
Shawty got my 6:
She's my baby girl
She can count a stack up quick

I just wear designer
I don't like fashion
My tattoos are finer
My rollies be flashin
Skinny jeans sagging
Just too much cash in em 
Louis belt strapped
I stay ready put a cap in 'em

I wear Valentino 
I don’t like Valentine’s
I be wearing Vlone
I’m alone all the time
I’ll be stacking C notes
Hunnit hunnits TIL I die
I don't fuck wit these hoes
Come and count wit me tonight

Count it up wit me
Baby can't you see?
I got this whole world
Set for you and me
Ridin in my whip
Shawty got my 6:
She's my baby girl
She can count a stack up quick

Stack it count it
Divide it then hide it
Unzip the Goyard
There's more cash inside it
Living lavish
I want you to try it
I love your smile
Girl please do not hide it

I know there’s more to life than poppin tags
I just love buying u brand new bags
Anything u want baby u can have
U just gotta come and help me count this cash

Life’s too short gotta count it fast
Got money now we gotta keep a strap 
Flyin private no jet lag
Funds in my Schwab and some in a bag
some in cash some in a stash
some for moms and give some back
Shawty says I'm sweet so
She gimme top in the back
Of a Bentley truck
Yea Thasswassup Buttercup 
I don’t wanna lean no more on that double cup
Don’t wanna fiend no more baby hold me up
I just wanna see u more come and count it up 

Count it up wit me
Baby can't you see?
I got this whole world
Set for you and me
Ridin in my whip
Shawty got my 6:
She's my baby girl
She can count a stack up quick

Stack it count it
Divide it then hide it
Unzip the Goyard
There's more cash inside it
Living lavish
I want you to try it
I love your smile
Girl please do not hide it

I know there’s more to life than poppin tags
I just love buying u brand new bags
Anything u want baby u can have
U just gotta come and help me count this cash

Nxvy - Drunk On Thursday

WAVY4L