morir como hombre

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Caris’s Favorites

Smooth Rock 2

Audioslave - Like a stone

Wait-and-Bleed slipknot (slowed)

Divisive

Linkin Park - By Myself (slowed + reverb)

I learned song and recorded cover in less than an hour... that's why it sounds crap but hey

Crossfade - Cold Cover

JORDAN PETERS x (L)MIRL x TBJP x SLOWED

music produced by the goat: https://soundcloud.com/nextime

Branch Warren x Nextime -  The Fog

DO NOT F*CKING MISS ( TBJP Jordan Peters motivation ) X NEXT TIME - AGAIN

you never learned to love yourself
you're dead inside i bet
a damaged bird that cannot fly
alone, alone, alone

refuse to heal
self loathe in all your mess
fixate on the past
your skin is crawled with scars
open scars that will not heal
you won't let them heal

you never learned to love yourself
you're dead inside i bet
a damaged bird that cannot fly
alone, alone, alone

scars that won't heal

"I train, I eat, I sleep" Dorian Yates motivation x Dionnysuss - see you dance (super slowed) (loop)

A Collection

Jumper (2006 Remaster)

"Blueprint in the Blood" explores the philosophical tension between inherited destiny and personal agency, framed through a primal lens of genetics, evolution, and self-determination. At its core, it's a defiant anthem about recognizing the "blueprint" etched into our DNA—our biological and ancestral wiring—as both a foundation and a limitation, while celebrating the raw power of choice to rewrite and transcend it.

Blueprint in the Blood

International Superhits!

When I Come Around

Songs That Saved My Life

Bullet With Butterfly Wings

My Own Worst Enemy

Looking back at me I see that
I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you,
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by,
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies,
Maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be, so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed-up side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope;
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am (Is I'm sorry for the way)
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

Cold

Crossfade - Cold (Acoustic)

The Human Condition

Again

Winnipeg composer, retired from the farm, still chasing meaning in melody. My work lives where TV cues meet YouTube soundscapes, with a few albums in between. Built in Mixcraft Pro, fuelled by late-night coffee, stubborn curiosity, and a Stoic’s sense of timing. Also writing on politics, history, and philosophy, because sound isn’t my only instrument.

Blueprint in the Blood

Wayne Mathison