track made only with virtual instruments (VSTI) Video of this Song; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mm6T02QMNuM

If you need a backing track ; br.fiverr.com/s/ZmR70Ek

Sleep Token - Chokehold

Monsters in Her Bed

The core message of "Break Before I'm Broken" is a poignant reflection on the self-inflicted suffering caused by anticipatory anxiety and fear of an uncertain future. The song explores the human tendency to torment oneself with imagined scenarios and potential pain that may never materialize, highlighting how worry can become a "poison" that consumes the present. It conveys the struggle of being trapped in a cycle of dread, fighting battles in the mind before they occur, and living "nightmares" that are not yet real. The rap verse intensifies this by depicting the emotional weight of carrying these fears, while the bridge, with its female vocalist, offers a moment of clarity, urging the listener to embrace the present and let go of the need to control or fear the future. Ultimately, the song encourages breaking free from the prison of preemptive suffering, advocating for living fully in the moment and finding peace by releasing the burdens of what has not yet come.

Before It’s Real

Faint Of Heart

The core message of "Clouds Can't Kill the Sun" is one of enduring resilience and unyielding hope in the face of adversity. The song uses the metaphor of clouds obscuring the sun to represent challenges, doubts, and external forces that attempt to dim one’s inner strength and spirit. It conveys that no matter how dark or overwhelming these "storms" may seem, they are temporary and cannot extinguish the enduring light within. The lyrics emphasize standing firm through trials, recognizing that shadows and obstacles are fleeting, while the individual’s inner fire—symbolized by the sun—remains unbreakable. The rap verse reinforces this by highlighting the power of perseverance and the ability to transform challenges into fuel for growth. Ultimately, the song inspires listeners to hold fast to their inner strength, trust in their ability to overcome, and embrace the certainty that their light will always prevail, no matter the darkness they face.

Clouds Can’t Kill the Sun

Smell Of Rain

SMUGGLIN' - Alt Cut (PHAZIKK). 

A remastered vision of my song. 

SMUGGLIN' - Alt Cut

Goodbye

It’s just in my head
Pages in Clouds 2025


It’s just in my head, don’t try to break in,
I’m floating alone where the quiet begins.
Colors and sounds, spinning through my mind,
A little lost, a little free, leave the world behind.

It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,

I’m okay, I’m away, in my own space,
Keep your distance, don’t invade this place.

Stay away from me, I’m just in the vibe,
Drifting through thoughts where I come alive.
No need for noise, no need for fight,
I’m okay, I’m away, I’m feeling right.

It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,
Lights flicker soft, echoes in my head,
Dancing with shadows, nothing to dread.
The world can wait, I’ve got my own flow,
In this bubble, I move slow.

I’m okay, I’m away, in my own space,
Keep your distance, don’t invade this place.

Stay away from me, I’m just in the vibe,
Drifting through thoughts where I come alive.
No need for noise, no need for fight,
I’m okay, I’m away, I’m feeling right.
It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,

Let me drift, let me spin, let me fade,
I don’t need you to invade this parade.
In my head, I’m free, I’m alive,
Just riding the waves, just in the vibe.

Stay away from me, I’m just in the vibe,
Drifting through thoughts where I come alive.
No need for noise, no need for fight,
I’m okay, I’m away, I’m feeling right.

It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,

PB2025


It’s just in my head

Twisted

No Surrender

Winnipeg composer, retired from the farm, still chasing meaning in melody. My work lives where TV cues meet YouTube soundscapes, with a few albums in between. Built in Mixcraft Pro, fuelled by late-night coffee, stubborn curiosity, and a Stoic’s sense of timing. Also writing on politics, history, and philosophy, because sound isn’t my only instrument.

Clouds Can’t Kill the Sun

Wayne Mathison