APOCALIPS

IF I FALL!

New Disease

Better Start Digging

Lyrics:

It starts with silence...
And silence turns to scars.

I came home to a war I didn’t start
Fighting ghosts in the dark, falling apart
You looked right through me, eyes so cold
We said "forever" — now it just feels old

Every word you didn’t say
Stacked like bricks in the hall each day
I begged for warmth, you gave me stone
So I learned how to feel alone


And I swore I’d never change
But the nights got strange
Looking for something real
In all the wrong place


Nowhere to run
When the fire’s at home
So you chase the heat
Just to feel less alone
We do dumb things
When love turns to dust
We break what’s left
When we lose what we trust


I found comfort in the chaos, arms I shouldn’t hold
It wasn’t love — just escape from the cold
Made mistakes I can't erase
Just trying to remember how a touch felt safe

You were absent — I was reckless
Two hearts numb, two minds defenseless
I still wore your name in the back of my head
But I let it drown in someone else's bed


And I told myself lies
Just to make it alright
But the guilt never sleeps
It just grows inside


Nowhere to run
When the fire’s at home
So you chase the heat
Just to feel less alone
We do dumb things
When love turns to dust
We break what’s left
When we lose what we trust


You ignored my cries — now hear the sound
Of everything we built burning down
You turned away, I turned into someone else
'Cause I couldn’t find you — so I lost myself


We break down — we break down
We break down — then burn it out!



I didn’t want more…
I just wanted you
But silence became
What we both got used to


Nowhere to run
When the love disappears
So we fill the void
With anger and fear
We do dumb things
When we’re broken inside
But all I wanted…
Was you by my side


Just you...
By my side...

Nowhere To Run

Until The Day I

Dare the Impossible

Goodbye

Lyrics 


You are welcome to my nightmare tonight
Say hi to my friend the grave digger in sight
He’s got a great smile it cuts like a knife
And a great bite it’ll steal your life


Shadows creep where the cold winds sigh
Are you ready to run or ready to die


Welcome welcome to the show
Where the dark is all you’ll know
Grave digger’s grin it’s your delight
But his bite it ends the night


Coffins whisper secrets below
The graveyard hums with a ghostly glow
He’ll offer a hand but don’t you take
It’s a deal you’ll wish you didn’t make


Tick tock hear the clock it’s late
Grave digger smiles he seals your fate
Laughter echoes in the air so thin
This is where your fears begin


Welcome welcome to the show
Where the dark is all you’ll know
Grave digger’s grin it’s your delight
But his bite it ends the night


Welcome to My Nightmare - REMASTERED - HD

This song wrestles with spiritual surrender, the painful process of letting go of the old self, and the breakthrough that comes from being broken. It’s not about death by despair, it’s about death to ego, fear, pride, and the chains that hold us back from becoming who we were meant to be.

Six Feet Deep

hardrock, powerful, e-guitar, male vocals, original 

i'm done

Echoes in the Void

Winnipeg composer, retired from the farm, still chasing meaning in melody. My work lives where TV cues meet YouTube soundscapes, with a few albums in between. Built in Mixcraft Pro, fuelled by late-night coffee, stubborn curiosity, and a Stoic’s sense of timing. Also writing on politics, history, and philosophy, because sound isn’t my only instrument.

Dare the Impossible

Wayne Mathison