"I Not a Monster" is an emotionally intense and atmospherically rich track that blends haunting melodies with cinematic sound design. It opens with brooding, ambient textures that immediately set a somber and reflective tone. Subtle piano motifs and swelling strings gradually build a sense of inner turmoil and vulnerability, while the minimalistic percussion adds a restrained but persistent sense of tension.

As the piece unfolds, layered instrumentation evokes a feeling of inner conflict and misunderstood identity—suggesting a narrative of someone struggling to reconcile how they’re perceived with who they truly are. The title "I Not a Monster" resonates deeply through the music, underscoring themes of isolation, empathy, and self-defense against unjust judgment.

This track would fit perfectly in a dramatic film or game soundtrack, particularly in scenes exploring character introspection, emotional revelation, or a turning point in the narrative.

I Not a Monster

Crown of Ashes

Dare the Impossible

The Last Free Thought

The message of the song is about the power of neuroplasticity and personal transformation. It conveys the idea that individuals can overcome past traumas and ingrained habits by consciously rewiring their minds, breaking free from old patterns, and creating new pathways for growth and resilience. The lyrics emphasize taking control of one's mental landscape, using willpower and awareness to reshape identity and triumph over inner struggles.

Wires Rewritten

Bowing to the chains
Screaming for a leash
Licking boots
Your cries never cease
A hollow drone
The swarm aligns
Crawling in filth
Begging for signs

Useful Idiot

What does this song mean to you ? Hope you enjoy :D 

Oblivion

CONJURING THE SEVENTH ECLIPSE

The central theme of "We Walk Into the Light" is embracing mortality as a gentle, loving transition—a serene acceptance of life's impermanence, where endings dissolve into cycles of beauty and renewal, carried forward by connection and the warmth of shared humanity rather than fear or loss.
This unfolds through the lyrics' meditative imagery of shifting seasons, fading bodies that "just disappear," and a "final door" warmed by intertwined hands, transforming death from a cold void into a "warm embrace" and "great return." The chorus's invocation—"We walk into the light, hand in hand through the unknown"—serves as an anthem of communal passage, underscoring love as the enduring force that "carries us beyond the dark." The heavier, doom-metal-infused rap style, with its echoing drums like a "slow heartbeat" and blooming Hammond organ evoking a "warm horizon," mirrors this duality: the weight of inevitability softened by ethereal, psychedelic lifts in the bridge and outro, where whispers of "Come closer… stay near…" and the spoken resolve to "change together" affirm transformation as an intimate, hopeful rite.

We Walk Into the Light

Neural Dismay

Motionless In White - Disguise

Winnipeg composer, retired from the farm, still chasing meaning in melody. My work lives where TV cues meet YouTube soundscapes, with a few albums in between. Built in Mixcraft Pro, fuelled by late-night coffee, stubborn curiosity, and a Stoic’s sense of timing. Also writing on politics, history, and philosophy, because sound isn’t my only instrument.

The Last Free Thought

Wayne Mathison