khan aitmatov: I know this tunnel, and it knows me.

when did everything get overcomplicated 
I just want somebody to tell me that i’m not ugly
I I I I got a tab on my tongue I’m going 
25 over the speed limit i’m bugging
I would like to know what I did 
that made you think that I was someone 
you couldn’t put all your trust in
when I opened up my heart 
was it too much for you to stomach 
baby I’m so exhausted
fuck!
every time I dream about somebody 
then somebody ends up afraid of being accosted
every time I have a dream about you 
all of my inward feelings turn from happy to dogshit
i-i-i’m surviving in the metro 
cut my teeth on wedding rings 
bayonetta ready and sharpened
if I live to see the sun again 
i’m rolling to the bank 
goth bitch finna make the deposit

i i i i don’t wanna live my whole life 
i don’t wanna live my whole life 
in the dark and afraid
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
all alone and unsafe

please say something 
please say something
I’m so nauseous
all of this awkward silence disgusting
open up my texts I’m begging for a discussion

metro 2033 (p. trabint + dakota)

burning

Birlliant!!

start anew*

what if you wanted to be freed one day? what if that dream came to reality? what if your entrapment was the result of your own attachment to nostalgia? live for the future not for the past. be free and explore the world, nature is beauty.

track 4
mix me
prod me
master @yourcheerleader

note:
hiiii!!! all plats upload will come whenever the album gets announced and i have more finished and ready. thank you niztopia and the nizkord (Clap Clap Clap Nizkord W) for motivating me to get better and come out of my comfort zone. i took a big creative turn for this project and i cannot wait to show yall more. see yall soon <3

xamu 2024

what if this isn't what home is supposed to be

Higher Quality Rip

FROMTHEHEART: https://soundcloud.com/thefthproject
osquinn: https://soundcloud.com/catmom4
brakence: https://soundcloud.com/brakence
glaive: https://soundcloud.com/1glaive
ericdoa: https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa
valentine: https://soundcloud.com/mynameisvalentine
kmoe: https://soundcloud.com/kmoethekid

Get Used To It (Feat: osquinn, brakence, glaive, ericdoa, valentine, kmoe) (Higher Quality Rip)

engineered, mixed/mastered by me

[Chorus]
Tryna find the words I'm saying
Hard to tell my cultivation, my God
You ain't give me everything that you got
So I found it myself, and I left you to rot
Everybody’s on fire
I rummage through the rubble, oh God
Tryna find the words to say to you
It's eating me alive, and I can't help to think it's all of my fault

[Verse]
While you pushed me down, I lay there right on the ground
My tears start to drop, I knew you wouldn't be around
You laughed in my face, you even looked so proud 
And you made me feel stupid, so I shut my mouth

[Chorus]
Tryna find the words I'm saying
Hard to tell my cultivation, my God
You ain't give me everything that you got
So I found it myself, and I left you to rot
Everybody’s on fire
I rummage through the rubble, oh God
Tryna find the words to say to you
It's eating me alive, and I can't help to think it's all of my fault
Tryna find the words I'm saying
Hard to tell my cultivation, my God
You ain't give me everything that you got
So I found it myself, and I left you to rot
Everybody’s on fire
I rummage through the rubble, oh God
Tryna find the words to say to you
It's eating me alive, and I can't help to think it's all of my fault

walkman

lyrics:

I drive a shitty car
yea I know I shouldn't
affording winter tires
yea you know I couldn't
you're my daffodil
i would take a bullet
i'd lose it all for you
and i would be perfect

I cant wait for summer to start
lets run far away we can go to the park
we can head inside your room but im so scared of the dark
we can sit and watch tv
we can do anything

and in the best way you told me that you wanted me
but in the worst way you showed me that you loved me
head lice thats all I see when I see you
damn right thats all I need when I see you

I drive a shitty car
yea I know I shouldn't
affording winter tires
yea you know I couldn't
you're my daffodil
i would take a bullet
i'd lose it all for you
huh

and lately
my lifes been such a mess
oh baby oh baby
you wont let me forget mmm
head lice thats all I see when I see you
damn right thats all I need when I see you

keep holding on
to us
to us

I drive a shitty car
yea I know I shouldn't
affording winter tires
yea you know I couldn't
you're my daffodil
i would take a bullet
i'd lose it all for you

wouldnt that be so perfect

head lice (p. michael harrison)

bestfriend (31sentinel, evan sasha, typhoon)

parlay (31sentinel & evan sasha)

miss it

"Tea Time w the gng 🐈🐇☕🍰"

Original Track Date: "6/13/2023"

Lyrics:
Got Sanrio on everything, 
My fit look like a fever dream,
Got Tokidoki wristwatches,
Money Dance Like TikTok,
Got your advance in my pocket,
Couple Bands in my wallet,
Hit the mall that's my closet
Jewelry drip like my faucet
Sanrio on everything, 
My friends are pink my money green,
I'm gettin cake, I'm sippin tea
(Yea) Cat naps and money trees,
Got tokidoki wristwatches,
Silver chains and new lockets,
Come bake a pie at my cottage
Chase the bag like I lost it
[Bakura]:
na na na x2
baby come to my house,
you know what I'm bout,
get ya out the city babe and drive you around,
money ain't a thing girl, as long as you down,
take you to Paris, we'll fly out your parents
bumping music so loud,
while we leave out of town,
I want a diamond ring and limousines,
a tux and a gown...

head lice (p. michael harrison)

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