its been a really really bad day
ive been up for to long idk whata say
and everything couldve went wrong did 
i dont feel to happy with what i am becoming
its finally that time of the night 
when i could ijust feel nothing 
when i can be alright 
and like 20 mintues later i was done 
snapped back to reality 

post nut clarity

i dont rlly wanna talk 
i can see my boss is lookin at me 
i dont think that hes  to happy
i dont think i did anythign wrong
he said i left to early and taht 
hes gonna let go of me so now 
so now i got nop cash got np job
sitting at the bus stop i jsut cried and sobbed
20 minutes later i was done
snapped back to reality 
post nut clarity 

i watch insane things
i really hate it 
i hate myself girl 
memories fadin

Post Nut Clarity

IM NOT MENTALLY ILL IM BASED

Commitment Issues

one of my most favorite songs

https://soundcloud.com/apriltool/egirl-spit

egirl spit (april tool cover)

Controlling Me!

they say they all had her but idc
i brush her smelly greasy blonde hair
i tell her bedtime stories cuz shes such a child
i kiss her on her forehead before i turn off the light
shes my trailer park princess
shes white like snow
she brushes her teeth like once a week
but it doesnt matter because im so happy
we go throwing pebbles into the lake
i take her to the skatepark even tho i cant skate
her old unkept white dress is all she wears
it smells of cigarettes beer and dry grass
she really likes collecting bugs
she really likes doing drugs
when i show up before her trailer she jumps into my arms
and we talk and drink and kiss and laugh watching the sunset passing time
shes my trailer park princess
shes white like snow
she brushes her teeth like once a week
but it doesnt matter because im so happy
we go throwing pebbles into the lake
i take her to the skatepark even tho i cant skate
her old unkept white dress is all she wears
it smells of cigarettes beer and dry grass

backstabbing bitch

my snow white trailer park princess

FanBoy808 - wasn't meant to be

Fanboy808

https://soundcloud.com/fanboy808

lyrics (source : Genius)

With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back
With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back

I can't talk 'cause I'm a victim too
Your intrusive thoughts, don't let it get to you
I know it's hard but you gotta push through
I'd never do anything to hurt you
You gotta believe mе, baby, please, just this once
I'vе been feelin' a bit down and I'm mentally stuck
You gotta believe me, baby, please, just this once
I've been feelin' a bit down and I'm mentally stuck

With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back
With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back

My whole life is a set back but I still need you
I can't even trust myself, yeah, girl, me too
My whole life is a set back but I still need you
I can't even trust myself, yeah, girl, me too
Why must it be this way? I'd never lie to you
Why won't you tell the truth? It's all I ever did to you
Why must it be this way? I'd never lie to you
Why won't you tell the truth? It's all I ever did to you

Baby, please
Stay with me
I've been doing my best
It's hard to see

With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back
With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back

Fanboy808 - With love comes trust (she doesnt seem to get that)

yayyy songg + @bloodsekai

prod me and sekai

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
i wanna come over
even tho i barely know her
standing by her house 
looking like a fucking lunatic 
please open the door
I will not be a bore 
im not having any fun
i just wanna die 
wanna die

bed rot girl
shes so fucking lazy
bed rot girl
she drives me crazy
bed rot girl
the one that could save me
otherwise id be hanging

(bloodsekai)
woke up at ur house
idk what i'm doing here
showed me my way out
now ur looking thru ur car mirror

think i seemed to piss u off
didn't mean to do u wrong
would u say ur better off
if we hadn't met at all

got the sense that i could try
(i can try to try)
in ur life i'll say goodbye
(i'm really bad at lies)
tell my mom i'll be back
(i'll be back)
when u don't want me attacked
(and i'm still intact)

bedrot girl w/ bloodsekai

no more friends

odihu - no more friends ft bloodsekai

RIGHT TIME

i use s my songs as a way to my express myself and how i feel about the world an eveybodyu around me

Controlling Me!

wujek