do u remember

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do u remember + xaxanity

chorus:
she hates when i do drugs don't feel alive without them
don't stress abt the money i just swiped the atm
i'm sorry i wasn't there for you and your problems
baggy full of downers you know that i'm on them

bad things keep happening to me (and i can't make it stop) [prod irl]

NOW ON STREAMING PLATFORMS!!!!
with @pozabu
saw her at the party had to get her fuck what they say
all around the world like we still party till the daybreak
buying all this shit like everyday another payday
off another molly i can barely keep a straight face

yeah we party till the morning
till the mf daybreak
telling u ily
girl ik it was a mistake
u told me its all fine
so y u had to make my <3 ache

y u had to make my heart ache
my heart ache :(

all around the world
im doing shows im making bands
got couple girls in my dms obsessed w me Xd 
but they're just fans

n i dont rly fucking care as long as im here w my friends
we're making magic
making potions
we can put u in a trance

barely keep a straight face 
bitch im getting paid 
potions in my goblet 
mix dat shit with some cocaine
bitch im with my friends 
we at the party getting blazed 
ever since i was a youngin i was always in my own lane 

i never talked to much 
and im so out of touch 
girl we dont talk enough 
ur falling out of love 

i jsut dont get i 
i never really trust 
i got fucked over once 
and now ive had enough

daybreak w/ nomark

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

yuh 
i told you don’t fuck around and find out so u fucked around and found out 
it’s all good til they try to kill you 
noose wrapped around my throat telling you i feel you 
everytime everytime without a doubt ye
let me down going down like Earhart ye
make a wish pray to god that he hears you
ain’t nobody ever there to gaf yeah

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

m1v 

I wanna love you right
Do things that make you fly
Promise
Ill love you till our names on our graveyard
Pull me on rip 
Hold on me lift
My pain off my shoulder
I cant catch a shift 
Ill love you till our names on our graveyard
Cant catch the drift when i let go
I hold you dearer while we grow
Cant stand a pain on your behold
Rip it in pieces thousandfold
And it is all a cycle
we do it again


to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again

I’m not insane, say you fucking love me! ft. m1v

https://www.instagram.com/luvwillowxx/
https://www.instagram.com/puwp/
https://www.instagram.com/10n35t4r

fml ft. m1v [prod. lonestar]

feat. luvwillow
prod. dead yami

Idk where the cover art is from I’m sorry I didn’t mean 2 steal it if u see this

i know (feat. luvwillow)

prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

suicidal love

prod kai boo
master @ldlad

lyrics

@anorexicbeauty

ur even cuter when ure in pain
im a morbid star i need morbid fame
at the body farms watch my sad harm
call me snuff harm im the snuffstar
and my heart is torn apart bby u jus broke my heart
in the morgue pretty girl i just wnna make u cut
blood on my hands baby can u hold me
i just talk to the bodies cuz i feel so lonely

@kuscheltierfriedhof

babe u look so cute in a coffin
i swear im on my knees, im gonna freeze
everybody wanna see me dead i wonder why
i wanna cry, i might die
pretty girls around me i would still choose u
bby dont betray me i dont wanna b a fool
got my cutters on a table mentally im so unstable
drugstar till i fucking die i just wanna call u mine

@anorexicbeauty
you know i love it 
when u cut it
its so pretty
is it hurting?
its dripping...
its disgusting
when we die it'll mean fucking nothing

snuffcide x vampyrska - sad harm (kaiboo)

cover art cred: fruitx2777
/// lyrics and updates ///
yea listen i got on my brothers pc and downloaded fl studio and nexus and serum and i made my first shitty beat ive made in a few months so erm yea here.

idk i feel like this is mid but i like some parts a lot lol doesnt live up to my vision tho

update: i deleted my insta btw cus creepers and im paranoid and stuff.. but again im on sc if u need to reach out. if ur a supa cool artist just dm me here i still am thinking of doing collabs later on after i settle in from moving out
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you dont know the pain
you dont know the pain

curves and all my hair and brain
even if i held my weight
i know im a 
dumb girl who wont listen
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

all you ever wanna do is tell me what i wanna hear
i know that you all get off on watching my tears disappear
soaking in the fabric of your shirt i lay my head against
you all love me in a trance
you all love to make me dance

i know im a dumb bitch and i prolly wouldnt be so hurt
if i put my foot down
if i buried myself in the dirt

do i have to kill myself
to keep me safe
from all of you

its always the same excuses
no matter the things i do

…
i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
tell me im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
...

youre a sick freak all the way down from head and to your toes
slimy nasty tar and black
thats the shit that fills ur soul

i know that ur watching me
i see your shadow all the time
following behind my footsteps
tripping my feet 
dragged inside

beat my face in
dig your claws
i know that you like the blood
lick that shit right off my face
you just cant forget the taste

i will sit there pretty
cus i always wished to be a doll
you can call me angel
oh how purity falls down from God

youre a greedy glutton
and i hope i plant my seeds inside
i hope one day you all see the tiny flicker in my eye
i hope you remember the cost of your fun and entertainment
im so gullible and naive
but i know thats my mistake and

HHYYYAHHHHHHHH!!!!!

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

i know im a dumb girl

i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb girl
i knew you wouldnt listen.

dumb girl. (prod pupsies)

I Took a Pill

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i use s my songs as a way to my express myself and how i feel about the world an eveybodyu around me

daybreak w/ nomark

wujek