DEAD YAMI MADE THE INSTRUMENTAL!!
@deadyami (deadyami)

LYRICS:
Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Pre-Verse:
I can't look people in the eyes
I know that you're sad inside
But sometimes, it's better not to cry

Verse:
My friends all call me Mary Jane
And these places always stay the same
I am not the person I used to be

When things we used to do
Is a reminder of me and you
I hope someday you'll be happy too

I hope someday you'll be happy too
I hope someday you'll be happy too

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Verse 2:
My head always feels so cloudy
You would be better without me
One of those things that just don't work out

See my reflection in your eyes
The way your hand fits in mine
This is just another one of those goodbyes

This is just another one of those goodbyes
This is just another one of those goodbyes

Bridge:
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say... goodbye

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

Instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cD2MugTYAIk

/i killed myself in january/ (demo)

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

when i saw her
short black hair
she saw me looking but she did not care
knee socks black band t shirt
bangs behind shes hiding secrets

 to her im just another loser
i dont know how to get closer
again im completely fooled
why this girl has to be so fucking cute

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad
omg shes so cute it makes me so fvcking mad
why do i have to suffer like this god tell me why
wish id never saw her cute girls are ruining my life

thinking bout her brings me pain
i know we could never date
im wearing eyepatch everyday
to not see her pretty face
x2

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

all the small things cover

#emo #rock #emorock #altrock


She saw my weakness
I made it obvious 
To see her love for me
Fall  asleep 

I’m on my way now
To get drugs out
To erase this thing call
Memories

It’s all good now
But it hurts
Even if there’s a second
I wouldn’t wanna be with you ever again

I’m drinking, and thinking
I’m so stupid, I hate myself
I’m dreamin, and crying
I hope she goes and kill herself 
I hope she isn’t here
How can I go on like this
I don’t even want her anymore
I guess I seen this happened before
I can’t concentrate, don’t even wanna skate 
Don’t even wanna skate

mycurrentpain

Dommy Mommy Gf (alternative take)

i h8 my life
i wanna die
cant go a day without thoughts of suicide

got no job
got no friends
my life has come to an end

i cut you off
and all your friends
i hope you all forget my name
its like i can never have fun
my brain is fried i wanna die

it makes me feel like its raining outside
and when the storms gone i wanna slit my wrists and cry
i know im not that guy
who will live a happy life
i just wanted a girlfriedn but now im too scared to try

fml
hate my guts
i try to fight it
i give up
women and society
its all too much for me

wasting time
in my room
hikkikomori
wish i could
but i have to find a job
they dont know how much my life sucks

it makes me feel like its raining outside
and when the storms gone i wanna slit my wrists and cry
i know im not that guy
who will live a happy life
i just wanted a girlfriedn but now im too scared to try

leave me
bleeding
i dont want your help
let me
end it
ill see u in hell

slit my wrists and cry

took a lot of inspiration from early sunsets over monroeville so if u wanna say i plagiarised then yes i did

lyrics:

what
what am i doing here?
same 4 walls again
stuck in sidelines and it kills me
maybe you'll free me then we can

do it again
and we can go back home
you were my friend
now you're my phone girl

oh i can't breathe in here

but
angels are giving you something for nothing
would be a waste if it turned into loving
with you
i'm not the type to tell you what to do
i know the shit you went through
when you saved my life
would you become my wife
and then
we can stay lost forever
stay lost forever
it's something to do

la la la la la la la

no
it'll be alright
it's alright
it's alright

Phone Girl

prod. oxee

RAWRZ:
(rawr)
in the club and we gettin fucked up
i think i think shes the one
i just need some dumb luck
she says oh x2

pop tags buy it back
in the gucci fucking bag
cus its bottle after bottle and we drinking off the rack
coke give me heart attacks
never ever ever relax
never answer fucking texts
im too famous for that

pull up to the club lookin like a fuckin zombie
bitch we getting rough u could never fucking stop me
pop another pill with my main man oxee
in the back of the club with all the bitches on me

H8 M0NDAYZ:
Im going numb
Can’t feel my face
I’ll pour some more just to escape
2 more pills
Another shot
1 more hit and im so gone

poison in my brain fuck the next day
Dancing til were dead and then were getting dragged away
Living so fast money so stacked
Bitch im always going hard yeah ill never relax

SKU11B0Y:
Angel of the night
Thug in club and liquor make it right 
Cutting up my body hello kitty knife
I don't wanna get up bleedin my wrists dry

Get my stack up
Racks on racks off
Fuck these haters 
See you l8er
I'm immortal 
Angels fly high 
Sku11 forever 
We'll never die

OXEE01:
slit my wrist in the club
shawty wanna suck my blood
geeking off the fucking noz
feel it all inside my lungs
feel it all inside your guts
come on baby suck my cock
give her pills to keep her calm
baby i will rock your world

cook like walter
dress like jesse
drowning in the tub
yeah my wrists all messy
feeling fucked up
yeah i pop another benny
kissing all my cuts 
won't somebody help me

ya won't somebody help me

dumb luck - @rawrzxd @h8m0ndayz @sku11b0y @oxee01

They say that being scared
Is part of growing up 
But even if I was all alone
I'd still be throwing up

No one seems to hear me
No matter how much I've said it
Every step's a mistake
On the path I am headed

Someone please take the wheel
I think I'm too young to drive
When things are getting a way too real
I wonder if I'm too young to die

Cuz I

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

I cry and say I feel bad
When I run from my problems
Because if I didn't do that
Then I'd have to try and solve them

I'm not strong enough to change
And I'm too lazy to care
I reach out for a friend
But I know no one is there

We feel things for each other
But every man dies alone
There ain't no future for me now
But that's something I've always known

This planet's filled with despair
And loneliness everlasting
So I'll pray for a world
A world as empty as me

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

No Guts (I Got)

lyrics
owoooowoooo x8
I just cant stop thinking about you
when I see your face I just cant look away 
you probably think I am lame 
its all the same
and ive been feeling worse and worse now
when I see your face I just cant close my eyes 
I have no chance
I realize 
I wanna buy

I’ll buy your spit
Owoooowoooo x4

everyday im thinking about you
when I see your face I just cant look away 
you probably think I am lame 
its all the same
and ive been feeling worse and worse now
when I see your face I just cant close my eyes 
I have no chance
I realize 
I wanna die

Yeahhh yeahhh
ill buy your spit
fuck-ing spit
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah x4
I just cant close my eyes I have no chance I realize I wanna die
(ill buy your spit)

egirl spit

adapted from Ghost Adventures: Cecil Hotel by Zak Bagans

She took an amtrak
down to the west coast
booked a shared room
near skid row

She’s a bright young lady
at the Cecil Hotel
She brought no friends
except for herself

She went sight seeing
snapped some pictures
posts them online
It’s the last time we see her

she’s on the east side baby
at the Cecil Hotel
so far from home
but only for a spell

You get a real sick feeling
at the Cecil hotel
like a deep, deep secret
you’re too afraid to tell

off her meds and kicked out her room
"odd behavior" it’s nothing new
something calls her under the moon
no escape she turns to the roof

There’s something waiting 
at the Cecil hotel
No one knows 
But it waits for no one else

The late night pacing
in the cecil hotel
can’t close your eyes
you’ll wake up in hell

she presses every button
at the cecil hotel
and doors stay open
like there’s no one else

did she call on any body?
did she ask for help?
did she choose to the face the demons
all by herself?

there are voices in her head
she can hear them yell
there are urges in her mind
she can feel them swell

you can watch her disappear
on the video
now she’s gone for four days
till they find her in the tank

alone
floating still
unclothed
with the lid 
shut close
with her eyes
shut close

she’s in your mouth
she flows
in the walls
so cold
in your hair
her soul
this hotel
her home

is there a single soul
who speaks to you
who knows your inner world
what you’re going through

she on the east side waiting
at the Cecil Hotel
so far from home
but only for a spell

CECIL HOTEL

i use s my songs as a way to my express myself and how i feel about the world an eveybodyu around me

Dommy Mommy Gf (alternative take)

wujek

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