i dont feel to good
bout this 
i play my games 
it feels like bliss 

wake up in my room at night
im still in my chair 
im not alright 
i play csgo 
to hide the pain 
and i scream and rage
im going insane
5 am and im still up
and i will not sleep till i get dubs
play valorant to hide the pain
yeah i scream and rage im going insane

Video Game Disease

why did you do this to me

Dommy Mommy Gf (alternative take)

@bloodsekai

i feel so mad
u hurt me bad
i want u dead
just die and rot

bleeding out ur torso
i thought u had it figured out
i shot down ur options
its jus me and you now
lying out ur foul words
poisned  all by ur curse
if u die then im first
if u die then im first

bleeding on the floor hall
ashes at the door crawl
all the roses thorns fall
be in time for role call

bloodsekai .. if u die, then i’m first *demo*

prod. yuki
cute carrot nose shes the only one i love
pale moonlight skin like a dove
shes cold at first but its only a facade
inside shes warm and snug
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY
been off my meds for about 2 or 3 days
dont want my gf to go away
her grey eyes reflect a deep wisdom in her soul
im gonna fuck her snow hole
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY

snowgirl gf cover

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

@oxwillow cover

bloodsekai + yuki - beta orbiter

[verse 1]
 what if i said tht i want u
 wld u hear, wld u say the same thing
 or want me 2 disappear
 i dont wanna if it is not with u
 rotting inside my room dreamin of me n u

[verse 2]
 ik u dont care n u hate me so
 yeah i tried 2 make things better
 but whered it all go
 when it gets 2 hard 4 me
 i sit n i stare at u wanting other guys that sit over there
 


im a subhuman degenerate that will rope because u rejected me (wujek cover)

w/ @weejk
lyrics:

[wujek]
uh, requiem, i changed my preset a little bit
i changed my p—, hahahahaha
yeah, yeah, yeah
pop the molly in the club
pop the molly in the club, oh, oh
ayy, scene hoes on my penis, penis
on my fuckin' penis

[yuki]
yeah
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her

[yuki]
crying on the club floor, like, what the fuck?
i just need, like, one more and that's enough
crying on the club floor, like, what the fuck?
i just need, like, one more and that's enough

[wujek]
pop the molly in the club
getting too fucked up
pop the molly in the club
bitch, i'm off of these drugs
woah, i'm walking dead
woah, i'm walking dead
woah, i'm walking dead
[?]
i'm walking dead
i'm walking dead

[wujek]
we're at the disco rave party
with all my furry girlfriends, guys
my name's revivle
my voice is a little bit different 'cause i pitched it down
xd, xo, kisses

[yuki]
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her
yeah
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her

the party never ends

klub shew

if only i knew more

i'm right when you left me.

i use s my songs as a way to my express myself and how i feel about the world an eveybodyu around me