Name: stranded by Weekend Violence in Copy of Buzzing Indie
Duration: 2 min 34 s
Description: "how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

First song I added to my liked songs in a very long time. 10/10

Copy of Buzzing Indie

“I want to be you / but I never want to say the truth to you” — it captures that mix of vulnerability and emotional detachment that defines late-night overthinking.

Composed and performed by Zion Dere
Produced by Zion Dere, Janek Hruschka
Mixed by Janek Hruschka
Master by Juan Camillo Escobar

Francos Pain - walking near - Single

Crumbling

bridges

“She Goes” draws you into the pull of the unknown — hypnotic repetition and haunting melodies create a dreamy, emotional atmosphere that lingers long after the last note.

She Goes

Produced by leonxr, SANIKWAVE, MARLOW, HEYARNOLD

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You can buy my VINYL here: https://elasticstage.com/noraunnep/releases/sylvan-glade-album

Vocal, lyrics: Nóra Ünnep
Music: B. R.

Lyrics:
My dreamplace looks nothing like yours
I can’t see swans, rainbows all around
But vivid cities with mended hearts

It’s time to shake the burden
of yearning, doubt

My throat is dry
I’ve drunk too much
My brain is tight
I’ve read too much
I know too much
I’ve heard too much
I’ve tasted too much

Way too much

Still I have hopes
I sit in the light
On the pure ray of the sun
in the light, in the light
On the pure ray of the sun

It can be done,
it can be done
it can be done, done, done, done

Vinyl

Discussion With The Inner Child

© Simon St John Chamberlain 2025
Remix of the "The Secrets you Hide" first published in 2020

Lyrics:
Who will catch you when you fall?
When all those you love have betrayed you.

Who will be there by your side?
And who can you count on this time?

When there’s nothing left to fear
But the rage in your heart uncontrolled

When you know the end is near
The fire in your heart will run cold

Who knows why you cannot see?
And who knows what weighs on your mind?

Who knows why love can’t break free?
And who knows the secrets you hide?

The Secrets You Hide (Ghost Edit)

Shadow Queen

Notice

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

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Spells to cast this October

Names in Smoke

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This new indie album is my way of capturing the feeling of autumn nights, quiet rooms, and the strange beauty of being close to someone while the world fades outside. The songs are minimal in words but heavy in mood — sweaters, rain, shadows, and light all becoming part of the story. It’s melancholic but also cosy, a blend of intimacy and distance, memory and desire. These tracks live somewhere between Fleetwood Mac’s mysticism, Beach House synths and the hazy trance of indie and dream-pop.

Yellow sweater

I'm Still Here

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The lights fall soft on her silvered hair,
A shimmer caught in the midnight air.

Her laughter drifts through the crowded room,
And every note cuts through the gloom.

And though the music pulls her near,
Her eyes find mine — I disappear.

The years between us melt away,
When she looks — when she looks my way.

She’s not the girl I met back then,
She’s more — she’s love, she’s life again.

I sit and watch, a silent prayer,
To keep her dancing, keep her there.

And though she twirls with someone new,
Her heart still whispers, “I see you.”

And in her glance, I see it clear —
The same young love that brought me here.

The night folds close, the lights grow dim,
But her gaze still pulls me back to then.

She turns once more — her eyes, they say,
“I’m yours, always… when I look your way.”


When She Looks My Way

Who says we can't take over the world?

This Is Not How It's Supposed To Feel - October 5th

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