Ignore Me (remaster)

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a place where everything burns
xx.xx.2023

Huh, uh-h-h
I drown in my own blood
The pills make me fall in love
But when I'm sober I'm still cold

I stay away from this poisons
Devil say that I sould stay closer
Wake up every day, still no motions
What have I done, do I deserve it?

My mama think I'm demonic
Shit, I am, let's be honest
Now I really think that I should get closer
Pour another glass of poison

Sometimes I really wanna fall in love
Bitches say I'm not enough
They don' know, I can't no more
Exist in the universe
Tears come down
I cannot lie
Problems catch me
but I cannot hide

Locked in ties
Bloody eyes
I've been tryna fix my own life
I tried, swear, I tried

Huh, uh-h-h
I drown in my own blood
The pills make me fall in love
But when I'm sober I'm still cold

I stay away from this poisons
Devil say that I sould stay closer
Wake up every day, still no motions
What have I done, do I deserve it?

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devil's poison (prod. sogimura)

@kid.tye X @kidcorley - Paranoid

Clique

HIDE

written & recorded 04/06/2024

song of the week: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVt_dsGnZfw&pp=ygUKYm10aCBkcm93btIHCQn7CQGHKiGM7w%3D%3D

lyrics:

now, i look up
and what do i see 
i see nothing but a ceiling
when i used to look up with you
i used to see the sky and the stars so blue
that's right i saw stars in the day
but it was just your face

i don't think i can ever really smile again
i just listen to edm with all of my friends
cause i don't wanna feel just wanna pop pills
that you helped me stopped...
that you helped me stopped
back my mom was in the hospital
really coming close to dying
but not really at all

you took me from smoking weed everyday
to talking to you everyday
about things i couldn't tell my friends
you were my foundation my only support
when i was doing bad when i was doing worse
but then i did a little better and i found my peace
so i had to leave you in pieces cause that's me

even though i would spend weekends with you
hand in hand looking at blue
oceans and skies it was great
i couldn't tell from your face
that we were both going through things we both
wanted to forget
to forget
people in our lives were going away
i just wish you told me a little sooner but now

you're a sickness in my life
with symptoms late at night
where i remember when i went to breakup 
you wore makeup right
you wore stuff you never wore
i've never seen this girl before
i was like what are you doing just be yourself

you're a sickness in my life
with symptoms late at night
where i remember when i went to breakup 
you wore makeup right
you wore stuff that you never wore
i've never seen this girl before
i was like what are you doing just be yourself

you're a sickness in my life
with symptoms late at night
where i remember when i went to breakup 
you wore mascara right
i saw it streaming down your pores
at the time it wasn't sore 
and now im like im sorry for being myself

Just Be Yourself 04/06/2024

Instagrams:
@thelil9
@emofruits
(Emofruits)
Waited too long, yea baby I'm numb
Fucked up too long, I got these pills on my tongue
This is not love, this cannot be love
This is not love, this cannot be love
Yea you know I'll give you what you want
Girl you wanna fuck with me or not
Do you wanna fuck or not
Yea you know I'll give you what you want
Yea I don't think you know me at all
You don't really know at all

(Lil 9)
I'm best at loving you and that was my first mistake
To think I trusted you, turns out you were playing games
Baby what you want from me, I can't take the constant pain
The back and forth from you's got me going insane
Just need to hear from you that you wanna be with me
I told myself I have to get over you and me
I hurt myself by believing in you
Do you wanna love or not
Baby it's up to you

(Emofruits)
Waited too long, yea baby I'm numb
Fucked up too long, I got these pills on my tongue
This is not love, this cannot be love
This is not love, this cannot be love
Yea you know I'll give you what you want
Girl you wanna fuck with me or not
Do you wanna fuck or not
Yea you know I'll give you what you want
Yea I don't think you know me at all
You don't really know at all

Prom Night Saga

What You Want (Feat. Emofruits)

Lyrics:
an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, imma mess dont need strength 
to another degree, wearing thin on my personality, kno the real ones hate me, no ones fckin wit me
days pass i cant breathe, feelings fade im misplaced outcast still unseen
imma mess she dont love me, an i still feel nothing
 
imma mess hope they kno whats evident
kno in the end keep an act like i was somethin 
im so tired of these games 
feel strung out, all the mess, cant find a place 
demons talkin, still cant find my space in my head 
maybe one day i can end this pain 
take my own life jus to gain some faith 
still hopeful that ill 
end all my suffering
shut my mouth knowing im a nuncense 
no one bother with consecquential nonsense 
im jus tired need to rest my eyelids

an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, dont need strength

Crushed Up Remedies

i'm so tired

EVER - I’M SO TIRED (PROD. OKTHXBB)

empty 
I been feelin empty
cut open my body
theres nothing left inside
I’ve been trapped in
trapped inside my room
just fucking getting high 
and staying up all night

I’ve lost track of time
if you need me 
dont bother calling
I wont pick up
I’m too busy 
working on dying
why am I crying again?

chest been gettin heavy
from all the shit I carry inside, inside
yet somehow I feel empty
my body’s cold and shaking 
alive, am I alive

right now?
the lights out
Im all alone
I feel like I cannot breathe
I swear I’m
dying
why am I crying again?

empty

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devil's poison (prod. sogimura)

†weeklyn†