self titled ep out 12/15/24 everywhere
this girl will be the death of me (prod. Pain & Love)
ive had enough (prod. sorrow bringer)
everyday i suffer (prod. THERSX) 

thank you to everyone who made this possible, so much more to come <3

weeper (part one)

I've been up for way too long
While i smoke that shit till i'm fuckin numb
I got way too much that i'm runnin from
I just wanna give up think i've had enough

Wish my brain could heal
But i'm too damn ill
Fuckin wit new drugs
Tryna feel fulfilled
Only want my bitch signed name in my will
So she'll be fine when i end up killed
It feels like
That i'll never ever feel right
Why's it gotta be a hard night
Every single night
Got emotions acting like landmines
It'd be better if i was flatlined
Got so much shame for my past life
And i don't know why i'm even tryna stay alive

I've been up for way too long
While i smoke that shit till i'm fuckin numb
I got way too much that i'm runnin from
I just wanna give up think i've had enough
I've had enough
I've been up for way too long
While i smoke that shit till i'm fuckin numb
I got way too much that i'm runnin from
I just wanna give up think i've had enough

Got so much i gotta prove
And i know you don't approve
I've got nothing left to lose
Can you stop this heart abuse
Girl i'd go so far for you
Cut up both my arms for you
Dont think i can pay my dues
Can we call that shit a truce
Guess my heart still the same
As it was that day
When i was 15 slowly rotting away
So much misery know u see it on my face
Know u see it in my eyes
That i'm not okay

I've been up for way too long
While i smoke that shit till i'm fuckin numb
I got way too much that i'm runnin from
I just wanna give up think i've had enough
Ive been up for way too long
While i smoke that shyi till i'm fuckin numb
I got way too much that i'm runnin from
I just wanna give up think i've had enough

ive had enough (prod. sorrow bringer)

Everyday I suffer
Why'd I ever love her
I'm sorry that my love hurts
It's coz everyday I suffer

I can't really cope
I'm all out of hope
I stay in my bag
While I live like I'm broke
All of these hoes
Tryna fuck up my flow
But I just want my girl
All alone in a room
I'm too sick she already know
Put my dick inside her throat
Cut me down out of the rope
Or pretty soon I'm gonna fold
Living life like a crash course
Fast as a race horse
What am I being fake for
How long will I wait for
I don't wanna wait more
I'm not tryna stay poor
Weeper on the grind whore
Gettin that designer

Everyday I suffer
Why'd I ever love her
I'm sorry that my love hurts
It's coz everyday I suffer

everyday i suffer (prod. THERSX)

This girl will be the death of me
She don't love me think it's plain to see
She'll break me down till I'm history
Till I'm in the ground and she's missing me
This girl will be the death of me
She don't love me think it's plain to see
She'll break me down till I'm history
Till I'm in the ground and she's missing me

I think that I've already died
I could call a thousand times
And you wont reply,
Guess I'm not worth your time
Girl I really hate my life
Please drop a pill in my cup
Coz I don't care if I die
No I don't give a fuck
Guess I never was enough
Why this love just got so tough
Soon I'm headin' out above
See u on the moon my love
Swear I'll wait at the gates
For as long as it takes
You're my only one,
I'm sorry babe
I know that I'm dramatic
And dating me's traumatic
Coz every time I start to cry
I need u like an addict
I'm feenin for my bad bitch
Can't breathe like I'm asthmatic
She's all I've ever wanted
Don't leave me in the past bitch

This girl will be the death of me
She don't love me think it's plain to see
She'll break me down till I'm history
Till I'm in the ground and she's missing me
This girl will be the death of me
She don't love me think it's plain to see
She'll break me down till I'm history
Till I'm in the ground and she's missing me

If when u close ur eyes
U need me at night
Just look in ur heart
Then look to the sky
I'll be with the stars
U don't gotta cry
It's not ur fault
I've always wanted to die

this girl will be the death of me (prod. pain & love)

this life is so unfulfilling 
i've been drowning in my feelings
while i'm staring at the ceiling
wish that i could say i'm healing
why's this life so unappealing
there's just too much pain to deal with
shawty knows that i'm concealing
so many fucked up feelings 
put a pill in my cup then fill it
i hope it doesn't kill me
but just in case it kills me
tell me that u love me
i wanna be somebody
if i kill myself will they want me
will i come back as a zombie 
coz heaven doesn't want me
i'm so fucking sorry
i feel like i'm starving  
i'm tired of this heartache 
i'm too far gone babe
so much fucking carnage
shawty make me heartless
guess that was her target
i spiral into darkness
this life is so unfulfilling 
i've been drowning in my feelings
while i'm staring at the ceiling
wish that i could say i'm healing
whys this life so unappealing
there's just too much pain to deal with
shawty knows that i'm concealing
so many fucked up feelings 
this life is so unfulfilling 
i've been drowning in my feelings
while i'm staring at the ceiling
wish that i could say i'm healing
whys this life so unappealing
there's just too much pain to deal with
shawty knows that i'm concealing
so many fucked up feelings 
you say i'm too emotional i open up
ain't optional to smoke enough
its irrational all the obstacles
the opps will come i'm blockin em
she pass the pills i'm poppin em
it'll never last i'm not enough
i cant get past this sorta love
heart attack from all the drugs
this life is so unfulfilling 
i've been drowning in my feelings
while i'm staring at the ceiling
wish that i could say i'm healing
whys this life so unappealing
there's just too much pain to deal with
shawty knows that i'm concealing
so many fucked up feelings 


feelings (prod. shvrs)

i am releasing this a day after valentines for a reason. in all previous years i have spent valentines with or wanting another. this year is different, i only want myself. this song is a poem to my inner child, one that did not grow up at the pace of his peers, one that did not grow up easily. one that grew up broken and flawed, confused and scared and falling short of many goals. that kid needs love fr, so thats what this song is. thank you <3
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lyrics

just hold on a lil bit longer
trust me u dont want her
u have a higher purpose then that hoe without a father
i know that u feel worthless see urself as a monster
we dont have to be a burden
but its time for working harder
you know that we deserve it to regain our honor
i know how much ur hurtingn u could call urself a martyr
and ur not a bad person when ur mind start to wander
but ur more than a mistake and ur more than just a monster

i dont really know what made us hate ourself
always felt so out of place since before i was 12
felt like such a disgrace didnt let it go to waste
put that pain towards a cause now its easy to create
because all i really want for us to learn from our mistakes
because someday ill be the boss and we'll deal with all the snakes
all this pain that we've wrought every night that we've fought
this is what we had to go through to get the life that we want 

just hold on a lil bit longer
trust me u dont want her
u have a higher purpose then that hoe without a father
i know that u feel worthless see urself as a monster
we dont have to be a burden
but its time for working harder
you know that we deserve it to regain our honor
i know how much ur hurtingn u could call urself a martyr
and ur not a bad person when ur mind start to wander
but ur more than a mistake and ur more than just a bother

monster (prod. sorrow bringer)

i know its messed up
but i still want ur love
coz i was never enough
had to fake who i was 
have to hide my face
gotta change my name
think i lost myself in these stupid games
now im trapped in hell overwhelmed with pain
coz of enemies that i helped make
if u wanna know how to feel okay
i suggest u go so far away
coz ill make u drown
in the depths of pain
you wont hear a sound
with no escape
should i stick around
should i pass away
fly above the clouds
to outerspace
i come crashing down
to the ground
i shouldve known couldnt figure this out
i shouldve known couldnt figure this out
i shouldve known couldnt figure this out
i know its messed up
but i still want ur love
coz i was never enough
had to fake who i was 
have to hide my face
gotta change my name
think i lost myself in these stupid games
now im trapped in hell overwhelmed with pain
coz of enemies that i helped make
have to hide my face
gotta change my name
think i lost myself in these stupid games
now im trapped in hell overwhelmed with pain
coz of enemies that i helped make

enemies (prod. Alexander Bierk)

ghostboy out the suburbs and into the gutter
i make music to kill urself too

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