prod. me

https://open.spotify.com/track/6pvJaA1h3UvQQheh0TJbsK?si=krhJlgD6QWuf5ERterIjCA

the love i lost-fried by fluoride (cover)

smells like teen nostalgia

ngl couldv been recording better but my broke at that time so and not prod me

given up

lyrics:
gonna take my life
on a cold december night 
there's no reason why
i guess it just feels right :P
i hope you miss my warmth
remember how you'd ignore
all my cries for help
and it got to the point 
where i no longer know 
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself

kill myself, brains all on the wall
such a shame you ignored my call
you're so mean when you're talking to me 
really makes me wonder if you'll even miss me



cold december night

single while u guys wait for my ep
(got inspired to make this from a yt beat i produced this tho)
lyrics:
chorus:
Lately ive been feelin useless
Nothing seems to go my way
But i gotta suck it up
Cus nobody gaf
Even when i feel like i wanna quit

verse:
all my life just filled with lies i dont wanna do this anymore
always mad or always sad i keep on going but just what for?
always seem to wonder whats wrong with me
my friends dont stay they always leave
and i always seem to wonder why im so naive
this worlds not real its make believe

chorus repeats then solo

degenerate

im bleeding out in the rain
you’d better run away
your eyes got me down
and made me insane
im smoking cigs in my room
it all ends in doom
the sound of my heart 
is fading in gloom
my body in grave
my girlfriend is knave
she stole all my love
and left me unsafe
her voice pulls me down
i choke as i drown
my shadow’s the only
friend sticking around

text you at 4am, you don’t even reply
ashes fall like my hopes and I can’t even sigh
fingers tracing the scars I swore I’d never show
bleeding brain in my skull brings a headache that grows
im fckn boring and  im sorry that im wasting each day
Im sitting on bench and cryin' cause im loser again
my tears and blood mixed in flood flowing down my face
shadows swallow the light, leaving nothing in place
i'd rather shatter my phone than keep checking its screen
every message cuts sharp, like a knife on my skin
the blood in my veins hums a song I can’t stop
i’m dancing with nightmares on the edge of the drop



my girlfriend is knave

the words i said
that’s why she wants me dead
that’s why she wants me dead
i guess, i guess it makes me mad
this love i had
it has become my grave
it has become my grave
i guess, i guess it’s just my fate

break my bones, cut off my head 
i really think it’s not that bad 
take my heart and tear a part of it, a part of it 
enjoy decay of my rotten parts 
so I belong to fine arts 
i still adore these chains that hold me, that hold me now


now master me, i am your toy
i promise u i won’t avoid
i hate this feeling without u
i wanna be the one u like
i’ll even sharpen my own pike
i want u to finish me off

she wants me dead

<3 sorry for the delays glad i could finally get this song out
prod spawncamped, featuring @coldwntr

my girlfriend is knave

h3ad4che