h4rtbrkr - if i cant have you no one can (demo)

h4rtbrkr - what the fuck

prod. me

https://open.spotify.com/track/6pvJaA1h3UvQQheh0TJbsK?si=krhJlgD6QWuf5ERterIjCA

the love i lost-fried by fluoride (cover)

first song ever really bad dont listne
told myself that idc
everyday see ur dumb curly hair
im so obsessed i stalk ur page,
im on delivered but it says ur not away
if i looked like him, you'd think that im cool
you said that hes pretty hot and idk what to do
it sucks theres no one like you its fucked ik i cant have you
its not that hard to check ur phone
are u doing it on purpose or am i just that unknown
to you, wonder how i look to you
guess im nobody at all jst a random fkin dude

cant have you

verse:
i know that you have your
reasons to leave me on delivered
but its okay it was a mistake
ill tell myself coping all day

pre chor:
but now you seem to forget me
is it cus im too nice you dont like me
youuu know i try my best but you dont seem to care
and i break down cryin cus ik its not fair

chorus: were friends but i rlly think u cute but ik im in the wrong and theres nothing i can do
think i get attached a lil bit too fast and if u dont feel the same ik that ill be rlly sad
bridge: youre always fuckin lying to me 
you lead me on and i coudlnt see
what you were turly doing to me
but it was nothing at all and now your fuckin in my dreams

chorus repeats

end: were friends and i rlly think u cute but u think that im jus weird and theres nothing i can do
i know u will never feel the same but ill still lead myself on until i blow my fuckin brains

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friendzoned

bomb has been planted

lyrics:
gonna take my life
on a cold december night 
there's no reason why
i guess it just feels right :P
i hope you miss my warmth
remember how you'd ignore
all my cries for help
and it got to the point 
where i no longer know 
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself

kill myself, brains all on the wall
such a shame you ignored my call
you're so mean when you're talking to me 
really makes me wonder if you'll even miss me



cold december night

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her hands - h4teboy

the words i said
that’s why she wants me dead
that’s why she wants me dead
i guess, i guess it makes me mad
this love i had
it has become my grave
it has become my grave
i guess, i guess it’s just my fate

break my bones, cut off my head 
i really think it’s not that bad 
take my heart and tear a part of it, a part of it 
enjoy decay of my rotten parts 
so I belong to fine arts 
i still adore these chains that hold me, that hold me now


now master me, i am your toy
i promise u i won’t avoid
i hate this feeling without u
i wanna be the one u like
i’ll even sharpen my own pike
i want u to finish me off

she wants me dead

your pretty face and lovely hair
you look like beautiful nightmare
your touch would bleed my soul in two
yet still I crawl through hell for you
i carved your name beneath my skin
and now your curse is locked within
i taste your absence on my lips
u like a ghost that never quit
yet still your voice inside my head
it keeps me close though i’m long dead
i feel you near then you’re away
and I am stuck in yesterday
the days move on but i stand still
haunted by you against my will

still love you anyway
i guess it’s just my fate
i wish you mine one day
that’s why I’m walking dead
still love you anyway
i guess it’s just my fate
i wish you mine one day
that’s why I’m walking dead

you left your poison in my veins
it blunts the ache then turns to pain
the floor dissolves beneath my feet
no refuge left no place to meet
the air is heavy thick with smoke
i chase a phantom i evoke
the walls still whisper what you said
these words give me a bad h3ad4che
i reach for love but find the frost
another dream forever lost
i dress my wounds in thoughts of you
and rot inside this creepy room