videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuHN953_fYY
www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/never-was

[lyrics]

i’m so alone 
i wish i could see your face and say 
i’m not here 
 ever was 
the california sun 
them california girls 
they’re not here never was 

when you called 
me that night 
and you told 
me you’re mine 
this time you’re on your way 
how much more can one wait 

i had a lucid dream 
i hold those memories 
i saw again your timid skin 
my eyes were too caught up

never was

never was (prod. manget$u)

Stop trynna be somebody you’ll never be
Some trynna seek, for the cold when I freeze
Girl look at me, tell me what do I mean?
Girl look at me, without that evil grin

Tell me for a moment that you didn’t have my back
Talk behind my back, now baby that’s a wrap
Tell about a moment that I didn’t love you back 
Girl you’re trippin bad, now girl you’re feeling sad

I don’t wanna fall in love
It’s too late to stop
Girl you know I want you back
But you don’t want any of that

Stop trynna be somebody you’ll never be
Some trynna seek, for the cold when I freeze
Girl look at me, tell me what do I mean?
Girl look at me, without that evil grin

Tell me for a moment that you didn’t have my back
Talk behind my back, now baby that’s a wrap
Tell about a moment that I didn’t love you back 
Girl you’re trippin bad, now girl you’re feeling sad

I don’t wanna fall in love
It’s too late to stop
Girl you know I want you back
But you don’t want any of

suisside- want you back (prod. boat)

(I hate you big chase)

Ekkstacy: 

(All these pills in my right hand)

All these pills in my right hand 
Ima take a shot with my night stand 
I ain’t got no friends I don’t like them 
Mama found my pills guess I’ll hide them


Suisside:
And ever since that you left 
I fell in love with the pain
She fell in love with my name
And now she riding the waves
And since the day we met
I knew this shit wasn’t meant
And now I’m cutting myself
Even though she ain’t care
I walk around I ain’t scared
I see a sign in the air
I used to love you I swear
But girls like you ain’t that rare
I see the shame in your stare
I know you still wanna care
I’m looking out for her breath
She never walk where I stand 
Yeah, she never walk where I stand
She never walk where I stand
Yeah, she never walk where I stand 


Ekkstacy:

Guess I’ve always felt dead
Cuts all on my wrists I ain’t felt that
Baby called my phone 10 times
Sui just did 10 lines
Why she always gotta cry?
Shawty asked me if I wanna die, yeah
We just wanna die, yeah


Suisside:
And ever since that you left 
I fell in love with the pain
She fell in love with my name
And now she riding the waves
And since the day we met
I knew this shit wasn’t meant
And now I’m cutting myself
Even though she ain’t care
I walk around I ain’t scared
I see a sign in the air
I used to love you I swear
But girls like you ain’t that rare
I see the shame in your stare
I know you still wanna care
I’m looking out for her breath
She never walk where I stand 
Yeah, she never walk where I stand
She never walk where I stand
Yeah, she never walk where I stand

suisside x ekkstacy- walk where i stand (prod. ihatebigchase)

suisside- peak of the world (prod. crumb)

it ain’t safe out in these streets 
out at night feel like i’m a fucking creep
bust a right at the light and then we scheme 
how you know? cuz i got it all wit me 

don’t cry don’t cry 
you’re fine you’ll find your way 
round here sometime 
wander to your car parked outside 
let the fog in your mind

if you really don’t want me 
throw me down by the well 
i won’t scream i wont try i wont cry out for help
oh well 
bitch you better not be trying to tell 

dont matter if you’re ready or not 
i’m gonna creep down slow 
and carry you home 
don’t matter if you’re ready or not
im gonna creep down slow 
and carry you home

antitoxins 4 my soul
    <3

fog w/ suisside {prod. lovelixir}

everlasting

Samhain

kill myself (prod. by mysticphonk)

suisside - lying to myself (prod. x10derrick)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @yungnamahage)

sleepy hollow (prod. namahage)

suisside - sweet dreams (prod.lilpipe)

forgive me (prod. manget$u)

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