baby show me someone better than me😵‍💫

<3
fuck she throwin up this hoe throwin up
she like "fuck i wanna do more drugs, i need more drugs"
said "fuck the drugs bitch i need more love, i need more love"
told me "baby i don't got none, i don't got none
fuck this coke slut bitch ima grown up now
i do more drugs baby i do more drugs now
dont talk ab her she my old thats my old slut now
so she tell me that she wanna be the 1 rn

she want me to mention her n all of my songs
bae i aint talkin bout yo ass @ all
i do wat i do bitch
n the stick longer than poolstick

hella nice hoes that i cool wit
n theres hella white hoes that i cool wit
n they tell me that they rlly like my music
"we love 2 listen 2 it n we love 2 use it"
drugs i'm abusin
ona star bitch i'm cruisin
fuck the bag up i abuse it
fuck her good she jus might lose it
ima grown up, i do more drugs now
prolly keep on growin up 2 do more drugs now

fuck she throwin up this hoe throwin up
she like "fuck i wanna do more drugs, i need more drugs"
said "fuck the drugs bitch i need more love, i need more love"
told me "baby i don't got none, i don't got none
fuck this coke slut bitch ima grown up now
i do more drugs baby i do more drugs now
dont talk ab her she my old thats my old slut now
so she tell me that she wanna be the 1 rn

throwin up (prod. shvde)

lyrics:

white on white rover, windows tint i’m feeling way too papal
i’m in this condo with some baddies, dice up on the table
i’m under clouds of marijuana, can’t say i’m ungrateful 
i done loved one too many thotties, i don’t do no labels

i might love her body, she do it so gracefully
i’m in this party, i’ve got partnas serving jodeci
this one’s for the pretty hoes that hate me
this one’s for the pretty hoes that-

i’m way too picky, i feel like a dickhead
she way too prissy, she need her attitude checked
white on white rover, it got screens in the back
i’m drinking henny, drinking cognac

white on white rover, windows tint i’m feeling way too papal
i’m in this condo with some baddies, dice up on the table
i’m under clouds of marijuana, can’t say i’m ungrateful 
i done loved one too many thotties, i don’t do no labels

my eyes too red, think i need some visine
with a baddie, look like a barbie
swerving big bodies

i fell in love with her figurine 
she roll the baccie so gracefully
i’ve got partnas serving jodeci 

white on white rover, windows tint i’m feeling way too papal
i’m in this condo with some baddies, dice up on the table
i’m under clouds of marijuana, can’t say i’m ungrateful 
i done loved one too many thotties, i don’t do no labels

ungrateful

drummer w/ keeta (chrxme , goo)

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P.Regi

lyrics

(chorus)
new man, i think i changed now
i heard u went n got a new home in our same house
feelings too damned, unsafe to take out
i got a new plan for ur life ill stay out

(verse)

diamonds on my left wrist
right ear got me steppin on the same shit
problems in a blunt but lately couldnt face it
i always struggle wit patience
easier to break than to save it

you found a better me
i had some diamonds but u were my centerpiece
you kept me alive now u is dead to me
i cannot waste all this energy fuck is u tellin me

give me wok give me top give me something i can feel 
gimme love gimme drugs gimme something that will heal me
stop all the bleeding up in my feels please
if its die or love again im praying that you kill me

memories up on replay
we do not talk now these days 
she know im so t im so t'd aye oh no no

we got war like d-day
i got two bitches in three ways
she wanna fuck off the weed aye on green day im cheesed

oh girl im cheesin
i know it aint fair when i hurt u for no reason
its treason oh no no

no no 
i left you solo 
new man oh i know
still the same baby no no no no

(chorus)
new man, i think i changed now
i heard u went n got a new home in our same house
feelings too damned, unsafe to take out
i got a new plan for ur life ill stay out

Centerpiece

return 2 form

self prod (guitar from joeboi kit)
ft @reefuh

[aftrr]
told my ol brotha u could count on me
old hoes they love doubting me
what i make in a month, ur whole salary
watch out for them ppl they so mad at me
they so mad at me

i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

k flip
fuckin wit nobody thats basic
all black on a royce thats spaceship
hop ona road highway its vacant
dont need nobody, that money im taken
heart on my sleeve, hotel im pacing
keep my mask on keep my face in
smoke my doja, paint the town wit smith n wesson

i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

[reef]
told my brotha im back home
i spent 25 nights 24 days on the road
we could sip hi tech on rocks make sure its cold
i just spent yo month right here on this lil coat

all of my friends is dead all my friends died
i want racks instead i'll give my life
perc'd up in my head im barely alive
my brother went fed stabbed him with a knife
cut up on i5, drunk as the fuck when i drive
i jus want see my brother thrive
so rich get my butler high
blow dope from the other side
boy you aint shooting shit online
go hunting with my rifle lay them birds down

[aftrr]
makin plays like a GM but im still an all-star
look at me they wanna be em but u wont get too far
they see a god, u a heathen, guess ur playing ur part

if i die would u still miss me
blood on my hands would u kiss me
victory lap em in cirlces im dizzy
give me and reefuh the keys to the city
they tryna fw the kid no diddy
want me dead boy u better keep wishing
sit down u dont even stand for nun
100 rounds pockets on stamin-up

[reef]
lebron james, 2-3
i ball, 2d
whos that, whos he
oh oh h oh i could never fuck a groupie
oh oh i got foreign hoes tryna make a movie

[aftrr]
she got good brain like she went philosophic
im movin heavy metal like lil gotit
rlly been bout it like dont get me started
import overseas the money exotic
shooter got aim he movin robotic
flooded my wrist now my body aquatic
new hoe fuckin wit my head psychotic
i needa tonic who got it

[reef]
ran off wit the bag i got it
ran off wit ya bag like sonic
i know his lil ass not bout it
ya views, ya bitch is botted
drac came wit a switch like its modded
got lean like it came out the faucet
hit the bank and i make a deposit
i get up in that bitch and i rock it

[aftrr]
i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

count on me w/ reef

smoked way too much before i posted this and now im in my feels

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produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

///
held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

showman

prod caleblodish + joshbae + maxvon000
streaming: ffm.to/xelmylife

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My Life

track 1
iniquity

if i let her go
i'm letting her know
that she don't control me
yeah she can't patrol me
i'm fucked on the patron
so i wanna spill secrets
babygirl can u keep it
tell me baby can u keep it
i been lost in the deep
tryna see my way out
i done went to my sides
and i looked up and down
i said i'd sell you what i find
aint nothing around
there aint meaning to shit
so bae take it down
bae lets get high

and do everything that we said that we probably shouldnt do tonight
and if there aint meaning to shit i'm tryna be so damn high that i cannot recognize you
cuz i'd break my mf spine for u
i never told a bitch this in my life but i would die for you
i would lie for you
i would cry for you
i'd put 10 toes on the ground, jump up and fly for you
bitch i'd touch the sky for you so i'll kill any guy for you
i'll commit a crime for you
end my fucking life for you

if i let her go
i'm letting her know
that she don't control me
yeah she can't patrol me
i'm fucked on the patron
so i wanna spill secrets
babygirl can u keep it
tell me baby can u keep it
i been lost in the deep
tryna see my way out
i done went to my sides
and i looked up and down
i said i'd sell you what i find
aint nothing around
there aint meaning to shit
so bae take it down
bae lets get high

secrets (prod. baz, liamtakeover)

she wanna know what life is like where i'm from
i'd rather show her my life rn cuz lately it's nothing but fun
me growing up not a place that i like to revisit too often
you tryin 2 hard to be somebody else ima need you to soften up
im tryna have 2 rs on the whip im tryna have 2 rs
look at the roof n see stars in this bitch i look at the roof n see stars
she tried playin me like guitar she tryna play me like guitar
drugs let go of my arms
drugs let go of my arms please

all they do is harm me
all they do is harm me
all i do is plant seeds
pull up when they're sprouting
the family i got around me i picked
cuz the one i was given at birth aint do shit
my mom was my mom and my dad for a bit
maybe thats why i got an emotional side
stick w me baby i'll show you the light
ik i got knowledge that'll do you right
she stick w me cuz she know i'll treat her right and she'll never find somebody else in her life like me
and if she think she can lets see
baby show me someone better than me
and i dont got an ego attached to me
i'm just lookin at all the facts i see

she wanna know what life is like where i'm from
i'd rather show her my life rn cuz lately it's nothing but fun
me growing up not a place that i like to revisit too often
you tryin 2 hard to be somebody else ima need you to soften up
im tryna have 2 rs on the whip im tryna have 2 rs
look at the roof n see stars in this bitch i look at the roof n see stars
she tried playin me like guitar she tryna play me like guitar
drugs let go of my arms
drugs let go of my arms please

nothing but fun (prod. bestq)

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[prod. chrxme + gateway + kissa]

Lyrics

she see the ice hold up
she see the chain she gunna put that shi straight in her cup, soda
we let it bang hit him from range feelin like love sosa
too much pain shi triple A into the dutch roll up
out on my gang shit u know i dont trust solos

that bitch too outside baby i cant fuck a dub
runnin it back she said that she need a new damn thug
too much damage too much green floating in my lungs
u talk over me baby is u fucking dumb 

i hit that bitch n i leave, oooh pillow talking tongues 
i do my dance hit a shmeez, she said that beat hit dumb 
i dont know shit abt bonds so i hit that bitch n im gone 
i get the bands wit my cro so ride the beat ralph saint lauren 

i give the bands to the birds 
bees in the trap n i let em in
she in love w my words 
she put her hands all over my letterman
i kick that bih to the curb
i do the dash im steady swervin
i drop a 10 like a perc
what can i say she love her birkins 

she see the ice hold up
she see the chain she gunna put that shi straigh in her cup, soda
we let it bang hit him from range feelin like love sosa
too much pain shi triple A into the dutch roll up
out on my gang shit u know i dont trust solos

nothing but fun (prod. bestq)

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