Let's go in the garden
You'll find something waiting
Right there where you left it lying upside down
When you finally find it, you'll see how it's faded
The underside is lighter when you turn it around
Everything stays right where you left it
Everything stays
But it still changes
Ever so slightly, daily and nightly
In little ways, is when everything stays
Go down to the ocean
The crystal tide is raising
Waters' gotten higher as the shore washes out
Keep your eyes wide open, even when the sun is blazin'
The moon controls the tide, it can cause you to drown
Everything stays, right where you've left it
Everything stays, but it still changes
Ever so slightly, daily and nightly
In little ways
Is when everything stays

everything stays cover

sample of the zombie song by stephanie mabey
feat @holdmetillicry

im such a zombie w/ cry

i run to you

obnoxious w/cal

prod me

what's the point of a question? if it cuts like an answer
every word that you throw it leaves me bleeding out after
told me truth was a weapon now i sleep with a dagger
I'm wrapped in sheets made of steel where the wounds only gather

counting blades in the silence every fight we left unsaid
and I hold peace in my pockets but you're aiming for my head
you kiss the wounds you leave undone
saying I should be glad that I'm not dead
but I keep them beside me when I'm crawling back to bed

I left my pride in the doorway while you sharpen your spin
and I've been caught in the crossfire where the night pulls me in
keep my guard in my chest so you tear through my skin
every night is a battle that I let you win

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant
silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

these empty sheets they feel like armor but they don't stop the pain
with every word that you speak, it pulls the knife out again
I chase your voice in the dark, but it fades in my brain
and when I reach for your hand, all I find is the

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

dagger

just a throwaway i liked
sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Att8P0C40FU

you never liked responding

(⚠️WARNING THIS KNIFE WAS INFACT USED TO CUT SOME EXOTIC BUTTERS⚠️)

Lyrics:

You wanna tell me your lies
But I can see it clear as day

Accepting the signs
Cuz I can’t let you walk away

I know it’s alright
And with every single step you take
I’ll distance myself

From all our little past mistakes

It’s never easy to stay

I walk around with a blade in my bag
I’m too damn cautious it’s sad
I’m so paranoid
I hope to god I don’t crash

Remember my name
Even though I’m not the same
Yk I’m not good with apologies
But baby I’m sorry for treating you that way

(outro)
Fuck I'm so exhausted
I'm tired of doing the same old thing
when is it my turn to have real love
i just wanna know
do I even deserve it?

(This songs about arleth btw :3)

A song about butter knives

fully prod me :) ily all

if i had one week id give it to you
cause if im bein honest baby
i got nothing to lose
and all these drugs i take 
are getting harder to use
and if i lost my self
it prolly be cause of you

im boutta jump off fallin right into my death
but like it doesnt even matter if i hold my breath
cause baby its been a couple years since ive held my head
and i havent been the same ever since u left

cause ima loser
damn
hate the fact i even fuckin knew her
ima cry up on the net on my computer
go on twitter just to rant abt a user
i said i knew her

and if 10 pills popped
wont leave me dead
il put a bullet right into my fuckin head
cause the agony and jelousy just gives me dread
to the point i cant even seem to leave my bed

i got one year left of human tourute
the people and the noise all form a order
and i cant eat i think i got a disorder
the shit ive seen last week is horror

ive seen ghost inside my room
and they tell me what do 
if it helps il that noose
like whatever gets thes views

i mean il go and pay the cost
if it means i see the lost
and all my feelings getting tossed
are for the best im gettin soft
LIKE FUCK

cause ima loser
damn
hate the fact i even fuckin knew her
ima cry up on the net on my computer
go on twitter just to rant abt a user
i said i knew her

and if 10 pills popped
wont leave me dead
il put a bullet right into my fuckin head
cause the agony and jelousy just gives me dread
to the point i cant even seem to leave my bed

bed (prod me)

i love my family and friends <3


i hear them talk
alot
it kinda hurts
but nothings gon change
its not
lookin good for me
i took a shot
of scotch
to drown the memorys
of all i said
and got
but nothings ever perfect
and i desrevre it
all the hurtin
i really do it my self
ima servent

i try protecting those i love
and in the process i get bit right on the tounge
i speak for everyone but not myself enough
and everybodys gon know when its getting rough

and when i die i hope they tell you
that i loved you
im really sorry that i lost myself
i didnt mean to go repel you
or expel you
i try to help but it cost myself
tell me does it still imepel you
all i tell you
i keep it in but it cost my health
tell cry il meet him at the venue
then tell my nephew
that his uncle really loves him much

then tell my mother that i lover her
then tell my brothers
that their sibling tried to make it work
man someone go and tell my father
that it falterd
but that it never really even hurt
then someone go and tell my sister
that ill miss her
and that her brother leaves her all of his worth

to all the friends i met this year
dont you go and cry a tear
losin yall i fear
i love you all to death
but i couldnt find the words for it

to birthday stella man
i swear that yall fuckin earned this
to viv n cry man
i swear that yall the earnest
to zura cal and mist 
thank you for your service
yall help me tons
and im prayin that you learn this
to wntr justice man yall are fuckin perfect
i swear you all deserve the world man

oh you do

to those in my life - love may

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

im such a zombie w/ cry

aumay

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