feels like my ears are getting a massage ♪🔥♫

1/3

production by maxeem

sure its funny 
but its still jst hard 2 talk abt
sayin that u luv me but its toxic evry time arnd :/
sure ive got some problems but i shudnt b who u talk abt

i dont lik when ur lik tht :/
i jus want another chance
some things come n go
its another one of those
u have 2 push against the stone
its okay no one ever knows 
"wont u shut up? let it go."

srry..

dont covr ur face
its 2 hard 2 look away
didnt work out :/
mayb we shud try another day
im attached to a screen
i cant seem 2 put it down...
i was screamin out ur name
didnt u hear me call it out...

sometimes its 2 hard 2 let go..
i was way to attached..
its like u shuda known tht.
mayb its my fault after all..
losin sleep over a dream
i dont think life is what it seems.

stream

addict (p. maxeem)

prod by xona & quannnic

@quannnic

-lyrics-

I’m done with you
I got scars all on my arm
and you know well, that they talk about me when I start to fail
god, I don’t feel myself no more
you’re the reason i came for
but I’m breaking what i swore 
I just want you to know…

that I feel so tired 
I don’t feel okay 
can we stay away?
cause I know you’ll be safe
I don’t care that much 
I don’t care that much 
and I wish you tried, I just-

don’t look back, I’ll crash 
I got too much in my past
and I won’t feel bad
I’ll crash
and end my life in a flash
you laugh, right back
these strings attached my back
you placed me through this ash
yet I feel my best out of that

black circles to my eyes like that
you don’t know, you don’t bother like that
scrolling through our photos, now I’m sad
I don’t mean anything, I’m last
“stop staring at nothing”
and I’ll kill myself 
and I’ll kill myself 

and I can’t find a source why-
fuck this, you bend all of these lies
no point to fight
(no point x3)
and I crash at points 
so it’s hard to make a choice
yeah I’m done with you
so done with you

that I feel so tired 
I don’t feel okay 
can we stay away?
cause I know you’ll be safe
I don’t care that much 
I don’t care that much 
and I wish you tried, tried, tried-

don’t look back, I’ll crash 
I got too much in my past
and I won’t feel bad
I’ll crash
and end my life in a flash
look back, I'll crash
i don't want us in the past
cause i always feel bad
i'll crash
and end my life in a flash

sincerely

spotify

@dercept @remghost

and i dont know what i care for anymore
every single person turn tail and they ignore
all the time and dedication that we swore
that shit sent me burning flames straight into my core

and all those pretty lies
i get
that my time's compromised
i walk
towards the purple lights
bleached hair
and my life's a landmine

time keeps tickin away
dont stall just cut right to the chase
cold dead eyes on a pretty face
got me out gunned an arms race

and im wasting every day
i dont really fuckin know
what im doing anyway
so (i dont know)
i stay up to 3 am
melatonin in my head
cuz i just cant go to bed

and i cant
just be myself
but i hate
that someone else
in my head
is always somewhere
fighting
against my conscious

landmine

Sent you a message
That Imma miss you
Feel like it’s ending 
On a saddest note I know 
I cannot try cuz its ending on something worse than before

i tried telling myself that im alright
guess i lied
and i feel another comedown
its not the same
when i lie about my feelings
its not the same
when im feeling like im bleeding

guess it was the time
but now i dont wanna feel shit
talk to me to pass the time
dont care what im feelin
bury all my friends alive
its my final goodbye
let me rest when im feeling so down again

Sent you a message
That Imma miss you
Feel like it’s ending 
On a saddest note I know 
I cannot try cuz its ending on something worse than before

i tried telling myself that im alright
guess i lied
and i feel another comedown
its not the same
when i lie about my feelings
its not the same
when im feeling like im bleeding

i tried telling myself that im alright
guess i lied
and i feel another comedown
its not the same
when i lie about my feelings
its not the same
when im feeling like im bleeding

bleeding (autrioly)

there is no way to save me, right?
✦hope u enjoy :) i really appreciate everyone listening 2 my stuff and supporting me. this means the world to me <3 more to come!✦
 
lyrics
--------
couldn't be the only one
demon's on my shoulder
don't try coming back to me
know it's not my fault yeah
all i wanted was 4 u to see me
believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
everyday gets worse
and i feel like i lost so much
and me im on a road
feeling like im losing touch
couldve had it all
but i had to be myself
and i ruined it again
how im always fucking up shit..

all the time i spent 
it was such a waste
*it was a waste it was a waste*
i can't forgive myself for that
i don't think ill be able to
im still thinking about it
thinking bout the days we had
but it's over
''gotta get that shit back''
it's gone..
why do i keep on looking back at it?
and i just feel that
u hate me it's so..
air is thick around her
i can't see it's just like..
around them i feel so unsafe
i feel like they gon' hurt me
why did it have to come to this?
you never told me anyways

couldn't be the only one
demon's on my shoulder
don't try coming back to me
know it's not my fault yeah
all i wanted was 4 u to see me
believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
everyday gets worse
and i feel like i lost so much
and me im on a road
feeling like im losing touch
couldve had it all
but i had to be myself
and i ruined it again
how im always fucking up shit..

how im always fucking up shit
it's always the same shit
they get tired of me
what am i risking?
i already lost it..
baby can u help me
i know that shit's not right
but she believes it is
all that i wanted wasn't unwanted
all that i seek should soon be mine
fuck u get out of my way now
i don't wanna talk 2 u u're like the others

if the old me saw me he would fucking laugh
''you became what you never wanted to become''
are u right? is this real?
where the fuck did you go
im dying please pick up the phone
＊ＩＭ　ＤＹＩＮＧ　ＩＭ　ＤＹＩＮＧ＊
im dying please pick up the phone..

amv <3

ALL I WANTED (altery)

butterfly [w/skylin and xona]

[LYRICS]
i don’t expect for you to notice 
skin fallin necrosis 
show up to my funeral and
bring me dead roses 
think i’m losing focus 
my thoughts are so bogus
i’m so fucking scared that
i’m stuck in psychosis 

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

ima runaway 
baby ima runaway 
no one cares anyway 
should i go or should i stay?

everything’s blur
like what the fuck occurred 
memories that haunt me
walking like a zombie 
xanax with my coffee 
girl from texas talking 
and all the acid i ingested 
made my mind a fucking mess man 
never took anti depressants 
21 and fucking stressing 
by 22 and i’ll be resting

either in my grave 
or laid up in my place 
i don’t really care i just 
take it day by day 
working with no rest 
love my friends to death 
fucking with my boys ima put ur ass to bed

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

Necrosis

Necrosis [prod. fuji! + heyrick!]

✦hope u enjoy :) song is gonna be on all sites in the next couple days! i really appreciate everyone listening to my music & supporting me, love you guys <3✦

lyrics
--------
u been dead to me
it's been a couple weeks since
we last talked
i still think about you often
you went too far
i told you that
i played my cards
you've never been good to me

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

u were always pushing me down
but now it's payback time
i do not care about you
you're not by my side
anymore
you were always just fucking around
it turned true
i told you it would
but u just said "stay cool"
"let me stay"
but you can't
cause you're not even here
it's all in my head
i cant face these fears
she doesn't want me to keep my smile
she just wanna see me cry
i should've just gotten by
fuck, why did i.. why?

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

NEVER HERE

biteki amv <3

NEVER HERE (what?boy)

poppin a cue when i want to
guess this shit came out of the blue
she's over my shit, she dont want to
but it didnt matter to you
cant deal with this shit
im feeling okay
cant stand you talking
i got a migraine
sick of this bullshit
i gotta migrate
pass me the blunt 
you dont gotta refrain

i know you did it all for attention
i dont give a fuck bout the tension
you and all your friends are basic enough
why would u think i still give a fuck?

poppin a cue when i want to
guess this shit came out of the blue
she's over my shit, she dont want to
but it didnt matter to you
cant deal with this shit
im feeling okay
cant stand you talking
i got a migraine
sick of this bullshit
i gotta migrate
pass me the blunt 
you dont gotta refrain
 
you dont have to use
all your shitty lies
there's nothing left
so sing your lullabies x2

i was shaking
you touch my hands
you feel my heart
why did you turn so mean?

poppin a cue when i want to
guess this shit came out of the blue
she's over my shit, she dont want to
but it didnt matter to you
cant deal with this shit
im feeling okay
cant stand you talking
i got a migraine
sick of this bullshit
i gotta migrate
pass me the blunt 
you dont gotta refrain

blue (michael harrison)

Produced by Morri
Written and performed by Morri
Mixed and Mastered by Morri

{lyrics}

(ur gonna lose your ability to hear after this)

you just wanted me dead
dont you try to hide it
all these choices
help me im indecisive
falling
again
you again denied it
trapped in your grip
plugging my ears 
out of fear
i mute the sound
i mute the sound
i mute the sound
i mute the sound 

can you help me now
cuz im fading
"but you fantasised 
that im wasted
cuz you changed me up
and i tore you down
and without my help 
who would you be right now?
you would be in a ditch
at the edge of town
with a bottle in your hand
and vomit over your gown"

"but i set a way
(can you help me cuz im fading)
for you up and down
but i set a way
for you up and down
(cuz im fading)~"

enjoy <3

blue (michael harrison)

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