lampost lights w/ never

im very sorry i forgot who the producer was, but its not produced by me, i'll add them in description when i find them : (

kill the time
oh baby kill the time
last night it wasnt fine
guess i'll just stay inside : (
oh stay inside  
kill the time
oh baby kill the time
last night it wasnt fun
guess i'll just stay inside : (
oh stay inside 
take my life
just like i promised 
i have no intentions now
just wanna feel alive  
oh feel alive

@user-112909994
i guess i really fucked up
flip a coin, yeah, i better get my luck up
i just need to know what the fucks up
all these songs but you cant hit me up

i think im dangerous for you
i think i just need the truth
but it dont really matter to you
no, it dont really matter to you

kill the time
oh baby kill the time
last night it wasnt fine
guess i'll just stay inside : (
oh stay inside  
kill the time
oh baby kill the time
last night it wasnt fun
guess i'll just stay inside : (
oh stay inside

stay inside w/mxlatonin (darkknightdummo)

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me:
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(p. jolst)

~lyrics~

(hook)
and he said that love bites, and so do i 
ill tell u that i love u but might make u wanna die
but youll be alright, just hold tight 
cuz ur scheduled for a rocky ride 
and love hurts, be ready for the burn 
u keep lettin ppl hurt u, when the fuck will u learn?
i dont wanna, i dont feel this way about no other
i aint been able to sleep without u in my covers

(verse)
yea this alcohol reminds me of how u were 
makes me feel better anytime that im hurt 
shes helpin me forget that its now his turn
i might mix her wit her sister, stuff this wood and let it burn
i cant sleep, n i cant cry 
tryna survive wit my heart full of lies 
i remember i saw stars in ur eyes 
but nowadays that feeling doesnt apply
i guess u never really know what u have until they turn their back and walk away from u 
u never really know where ur at until u feel ur world jus slippin away from u
and talks with u are the hardest 
blinding lights, but im truly at my darkest
i dont wanna let it tear us apart
i feel like we're at the end but this should be the start 

(hook)
he said that love bites, and so do i 
ill tell u that i love u but might make u wanna die
but youll be alright, just hold tight 
cuz ur scheduled for a rocky ride 
and love hurts, be ready for the burn 
u keep lettin ppl hurt u, when the fuck will u learn?
i dont wanna, i dont feel this way about no other
i aint been able to sleep without u in my covers

shoutouy halestorm

spotify

love bites

the wind will fan the flames...
cover art by as well as ft. @ejcarrmusic
prod. @pekarot_161
hope u enjoy <333

lyrics:
i made u choke on ur words till u couldnt breathe
made sense of actions u took so u wouldnt see me
i woke up sweating last night
i think i finally realized
i never needed you anyway

hold back on applause im just
a little slow
i need to stand back and watch as all
my brothers go
cuz the wind will fan the flame
i’ll be done with all the games
regardless, i never needed u anyway

evan:
step on back
cause I’m running out 
on the need for you 
since you cut me out 
and in the end I guess it’s history but I hope you see one day 
I hope one day you finally see

i never needed you anyway (ft. evan carr) [pekarot]

spotify!

home [p. saka ayumu]

@failure404
[+ sogimura]


Molly love, broke your heart filled with the holy one 
Shits so dark, stared down the barrel of a loaded gun 

can’t get back the time that I kept spending on you 
I’m glad that the time meant nothing to you 

(epitome)
it would’ve been nice to know that all of this meant nothing to you
i’d break my back just know what i’m suppose to do
because right now i haven’t got a clue
it’s hard enough to move when your hearts in two

id paint a picture just for you
but i know that would be a disaster too
(such a disaster)
why can’t you see that you’re the only thing i have to lose

(TNS)
Silence is a virtue, glad that I meant nothing to you 
It’s so bazaar, staring down the barrel of a loaded gun 

I care that I waisted my time 
You say that I’m a wasted your life 

Silence slowly slips through my mind
As it slowly kills your insides 

Are I really worth it 
Slipping through my mind like im a missing wall  
God I better catch ‘em all 

But you don’t like that
But despite that, you’d rather try to watch me fall 

Right through your heart 
Stare in my eyes while you glue me straight to the wall 

Straight to the wall, lift my hands and watch me fall 
Molly love, broke your heart filled with the holy one 

Shits so dark, stared down the barrel of a loaded gun 
can’t get back the time that I kept spending on you 

I’m glad that the time meant nothing to you

Molly, love (ft. epitomeoffailure)

[+ trabbey]
@dannysadventures

(TNS)
I think it’s time for you to leave me on the ground 
Tearing out my soul just to find a way back home

Running outta time I ain’t worried about that 
God only knows I’ll be comin right back 
I only know the way back home to you 

(Danny)
Girl I wanna take you home tonight
Don’t you leave me on the ground like every time
You don’t need to keep messing with my head
That's why you got no friends
Shawty be wack
Why you gotta do me like that
Going out sad
OVO I’m falling back
On the ground every time you call me out
Girl you got me stressed up and you had me let down
Cold down here
It’s not safe nowhere
You are all my fears
Don’t break me dear

(TNS)
Tear out my eyes 
I know you’ve got something to hide 
Your not right inside 

You can’t keep on living like that 
Games are fun until he don’t hit you right back 

Losing all the people that you love on your life 
That’s so fucking wack 

Catch all the people falling onto the ground 
Tearing down the ceiling 
pull the paint off the wall 

Tell the stupid stories to remember my fall 
To remember my fall inside of these walls 

I think it’s time for you to leave me on the ground 
Tearing out my soul just to find a way back home

Running outta time I ain’t worried about that 
God only knows I’ll be comin right back 
I only know the way back home to you

Leave Me On The Ground (ft. Danny’s Adventures)

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
it feels like im drowning
i wake up im bruised and battered
i finally stop spinning
and the ocean goes on forever and ever

what we have isn’t perfect, but fuck it we’re trying
i struggle with certainty, and the truth is im lying
my heart is a mess inside
but i know im fine enough

im seasick
took my heart, i didnt know that i needed it
fall apart, the very second we’re leavin and then
i wasn’t smart, couldn’t even bear to see the ship go
underrrr
the very second we had
sundereddd

and thats the last time i fall apart to save myself 
our story passed time, written like a book up on the shelf
and i swear im always
fucking up
nowhere to run

everything is 
uncomfortable
its never fun

and i wonder why
im staying up
to see the sun

maybe i should just go to bed

[cherry]
i’m stuck underwater 
and i just cannot find the space to breathe 
its hotter and hotter 
i sweat through my collar when ur with me 
took it all in i just sat back 
i don’t wanna fall don’t wanna backtrack u saw my heart and u cracked that
i saw ur heart and its matte black 
i saw ur heart 
u know its not perfect 
but fuck it were trying 
so lets get something working

stream everywhere!

II. seasick (ft. cherryrizla) [jolst x lavendertxwn]

prod skellington - https://www.youtube.com/@skellingtonforever/featured

wish you were here when i'm down
only got memories now
stuck with the past cus the past didn't last
now i just cry all year round
missing you through the seasons
summertime with the warm, bright evenings
do what i can to erase all the pain
but end up just feeling the same
it’s been a while since we called, i miss your voice
i pick the paint off of the wall cus what’s the point
i hate the concept of time 
wishing for void
swallow me whole please i’m so sick of this noise

hoping to delete my mind
too many thoughts from when you were mine
our timelines no longer cross each others
these cold nights i just play your covers

everydays a nightmare
scary faces, scary thoughts
used to hold me very tightly
used to calm my racing pulse 
but now you've become a stranger when you used to be my home
i lost my home that night, now you're the parasite that stole my sight

you stole my sight (skellington)

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

PRODUCED BY HeySema
ENGEERIED BY BYEFLORET
MASTERED BY BYEFLORET
WRITTEN BY BYEFLORET

lyrics:
parties really start late in the evening
cause i been up late drinking till the morning
truly twisted i don't really feel with the bong rips 
i don’t even know where the fuck my cars at
do you know where i could go tonight 
cause the keg ran out and i can feel my fright 

young dumb i'm reckless 
i'm not in love desperate 
you told nothing deathwish 
i wish i could make it 

do really parties start late in the evening
cause im fucked up this late in the morning 
truly twisted i don't feel nothing but the bong rips 
like hey dude where the fuck is my car at
you said it's over i guess i'll become sober
cause i'm reckless and dumb
cause i love all my drugs 

yeah i know you told me that you always seem mean well 
well the parties over and i'm going straight to hell 
i've been drinking just passed this morning 
could you tell me that i'm nothing but im boring
take me far you told me your done 
im taking pills could you mix in my cup

young dumb i'm reckless 
i'm not in love desperate 
you told nothing deathwish 
i wish i could make it 

do really parties start late in the evening
cause im fucked up this late in the morning 
truly twisted i don't feel nothing but the bong rips 
like hey dude where the fuck is my car at
you said it's over i guess i'll become sober
cause i'm reckless and dumb
cause i love all my drugs 

reckless and dumb 
can you take all my drugs 
i don't feel like i'm in love
could you say that i'm enough 


young dumb i'm reckless 
i'm not in love desperate 
you told nothing deathwish 
i wish i could make it 

do really parties start late in the evening
cause im fucked up this late in the morning 
truly twisted i don't feel nothing but the bong rips 
like hey dude where the fuck is my car at
you said it's over i guess ill become sober
cause i'm reckless and dumb
cause i love all my drugs

stay inside w/mxlatonin (darkknightdummo)

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