Another song from the album Hell in Life, this one is about a protagonist who had a person he loved very much, however he was doing bad things that at first the protagonist didn't want to see, until he finally saw how horrible that person was, confronting him for using the victim card to harm, here is the link:

[Pre verse]

(liar) (lie) (liar) (lie)
(You want to be the victim).  

[Verse]

You revel in my vacant stare, enjoying the atrocities you made me live through.  

You laugh as you point, claiming that no one has suffered as much as you.  

You are the wolf in lamb's clothing, lurking as you hide your dagger.  

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
You're a great actress, false and cunning, always trying to be the victim.  
As you stab us again and again, watching us bleed to death,  
Laughing as you tear our lives to shreds. 
 
(Your mask will fall, everyone will see who you are).  

[Pre chorus]
You always minimize others' scars, using your wounds as a shield.  

(Stop it)

It's pathetic how you mock others,  
taking advantage of their pain as if they were cards in your game.  

You're toxic, I know, and though I kept silent, I'll speak up now.  

[verse]
I'm not blind; I saw your pain and I understood it, but it's no excuse to hurt.  
I suffered too and never used it as a gun,
firing each bullet without mercy.  
Your mind is twisted, your soul a bottomless pit.  
And though you try to paint me as the villain,  
no one can silence the truth.  

(Wolves like you always unmask themselves).  

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

You are a great actress, false and cunning, always playing the victim.  

Your daggers will never silence me again,  
every blow you strike reveals your self-hatred.  

(Look in the mirror; there lies the monster). 

[bridge]
(liar) (lie) (liar) (lie)
(You want to be the victim).  
(liar) (lie) (liar) (lie)
(You want to be the victim).  
(liar) (lie) (liar) (lie)
(You want to be the victim).  
(liar) (lie) (liar) (lie)
(You want to be the victim).  

[Instrumental]

 [Outro]
It's the end of you, your reign of manipulation will collapse. 
Your scars do not excuse your cruelty,  
your traumas do not justify your hatred.  

(The world will see the sociopath you are).

[Instrumental outro]

Hell in Life

Victim

Another song from the album Hell in Life, talks about a protagonist who lived a very bad and toxic relationship where he sacrificed a lot and in the end he was abandoned, but then this relationship returns, but the protagonist feels insecure, begging the other person to forget her, because nothing will repair the damage that caused him, here I leave the lyrics:

[Verse]

Solitude is the place,
Where you left me dead,
embraced by your roses of thorns now you come back without Guns,
Did you come back to hurt me again?

[Chorus]

Don't try,
Please forget me.
Your kisses don't heal,
Please forget me.
Why don't you, please forget me?
the pain won't die,
Forget me now.

Don't try,
Please forget me.
your kisses don't heal,
Please forget me.
Why don't you please forget me?
the pain won't die,
Forget me now.

[Verse]

I did what i could to not displease you,
but when your wounds dissolved beneath me,
you watched me stumble you didn't need me.

[Bridge] 

Why don't you please forget me?
Can you please forget me now?
Why don't you please forget me?
Can you please forget me now?
Why don't you please forget me?
Can you please forget me now?
Why don't you, please forget me?
Can you please forget me now?
Why don't you please forget me?
Can you please forget me now?
Why don't you, please forget me?
Can you please forget me now?
Why don't you please forget me?
Can you please forget me now?
Why don't you, please forget me?
Please, Forget me now.


[Instrumental break]

[Chorus]

Don't try,
Please forget me.
Your kisses don't heal,
Please forget me.
Why don't you please forget me?
the pain won't die,
Forget me now.

Don't try,
Please forget me.
your kisses don't heal,
Please forget me.
Why don't you please forget me?
the pain won't die,
Forget me now.

Please Forget Me

Please Forget me

Another song from the album Hell in Life, this one talks about a protagonist who loved a person and gave everything for him to continue in the relationship, but in the end after many opportunities the other person deceived him, here I leave the lyric:

[verse]

Falling in love with you
was the worst I do,
wasted all my time,
How could be blind?

Falling in love with you
was the worst I do,
wasted all my time,
How could be blind?

[instrumental]

[Pre chorus]

(never import all the times, the chances I have given you)

(in the end you let me down, down, down)

[Chorus]

time stands still,
I see you fall,
Witch no remorse (No remorse)
Missing your soft, a little touch.

You let me down, and I know it’s all because of me
Do you really regret it?
You can't regret (no regrets)
When you have no heart.

[Verse]

What can I expect?
the Withered flowers,
leave a mark,
after-hours my bleeding heart,
never stop loving you.

What can I expect?
the Withered flowers,
leave a mark,
after-hours my bleeding heart,
never stop loving you, you, you.

[instrumental]


[Pre chorus]

(never import all the times, the chances I have given you)

(in the end you let me down, down, down)

[Chorus]

time stands still,
I see you fall,
with no remorse (No remorse)
Missing your soft,a little touch.

You let me down, and I know it’s all because of me
Do you really regret it?
You can't regret (no regrets)
When you have no heart.

[Verse]

How do you think
Selfishly?
Saying things so emptying,
No matter how much pain
you caused me,
like a bullet in my brain,
in my remains a flower blooming.

How do you think
Selfishly?
Saying things so emptying,
No matter how much pain
you caused me,
like a bullet in my brain,
in my remains a flower blooming, ming, ming.


[instrumental]

[Pre chorus]

(never import all the times, the chances I have given you)

(in the end you let me down, down, down)

[Chorus][bridge]

time stands still,
I see you fall,
with no remorse (No remorse)
Missing your soft,a  little touch.

You let me down, and I know it’s all because of me
Do you really regret it?
You can't regret (no regrets)
When you have no heart.

time stands still,
I see you fall,
with no remorse (No remorse)
Missing your soft, a little touch.

You let me down, and I know it’s all because of me
Do you really regret it?
You can't regret (no regrets)
When you have no heart,
you let me down.

[Outro]

Down, down.

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh.


Romance is Dead

Another song from the album Hell in Life, this time it talks about a protagonist trapped in the cycle of pain wanting to move on and escape from it, however in the end he is tempted and dominated by the easy routes to relieve a pain, here I leave the lyrics:

[Chorus]
It's easier to give up, let self-harm and alcohol ease the pain,  
It's easier to run away than face the hurt when you're left alone again.

[Verse]
Something stirs inside me deep, awakening secrets long kept in the dark,  
Wounds hidden so I never weep—echoes of silence that left their mark.  
Static fills my head like a ghostly drone, years of regret that never fade,  
Haunted memories that I bemoan, in a life by despair betrayed.

[Instrumental]

[Pre-Chorus]
If I could undo every sin I sowed, I'd rewind each choice I made,  
Silence the words that cut so cold, let every bitter echo fade.  
If I could bear the guilt and shame, and cast this ever-looming pain aside,  
I'd stand tall and own my name—but the weight drags me down inside.  
If I could face these demons, I would, but this hellish life leaves me enslaved;  
Believe me, I'd carry all the shame, to my grave it’s destined to be laid.

[Chorus]
It's easier to give up, let self-harm and poison mask the sting,  
Easier to run from all this hurt than face the dark alone again.

[Verse]
I recall the darkest hours of my past—a broken record on repeat,  
Memories that cling so very fast, each one a cut too raw to cheat.  
I dream of leaving all behind, of walking into a silent tomorrow,  
But when shadows flood the troubled mind, hope drowns beneath the sorrow.

[Instrumental]

[Pre-Chorus]
If I could rewrite every misstep made, I’d change the bitter history,  
Mute regrets that in my head cascade, releasing me from misery.  
If I could stand against the shame, tear down each scar that mars my soul,  
I'd shatter every binding chain and finally regain control.  
Yet facing life in this cruel blaze, I’m trapped in mistakes I can’t outbrave—  
Carrying the shame into my final days, a burden destined for the grave.

[Chorus]
It's easier to give up, let self-harm and alcohol still the pain,  
Easier to vanish from it all than face the hurt when I’m left alone again.

[Verse]
Letting go of everything and everyone fills me with despair so raw,  
Disappointment weighs like a loaded gun—no strength to fight, no hope for more.  
No matter how I strain or fight, I'd rather drown in the relentless tide,  
Than challenge this unyielding night with nothing left inside.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
It's easier to give up, let self-harm and alcohol still the pain,  
Easier to vanish from it all than face the hurt when I’m left alone again.

It's easier to give up, to let self-harm and poison still the sting,  
Easier to run away from everything than face the pain that darkness brings.

[Outro]
If I could face these inner wars, I’d fight with every ounce of might,  
But in this hell of a life, the shame drags me deep into endless night.  
Believe me, if I could shed it all, I'd take this guilt with me to the grave—  
The easy route is my final fall, the only escape I know to save.

[Instrumental fading out]

Easy Route

Another song from the album Hell in Life, this one talks about a protagonist who feels lonely and also unloved, he thinks that nobody really loves him and that if he died maybe he wouldn't even cry for him, here I leave the lyric:

If I die, 
Would you cry for me?
If I die,
Would you miss my peace?
If I die,
Would you really care?
Only in dead, 
Would you care about me.

If I die, 
Would you cry for me?
If I die,
Would you miss my peace?
If I die,
Would you really care?
Only in dead, 
Would you care about me.

[Verse]

Putrefaction
in solitude,
Watching my humanity go by,
a heart bitten
by darkness.

(Alone, alone always.)

[Chorus]

If I die, 
Would you cry for me?
If I die,
Would you miss my peace?
If I die,
Would you really care?
Only in dead, 
Would you care about me.

If I die, 
Would you cry for me?
If I die,
Would you miss my peace?
If I die,
Would you really care?
Only in dead, 
Would you care about me.

[Chorus]

crying ain't the worst thing,
There's nothing wrong with tearing up on a birthday,
and heaven knows it's death you're crying for,
So when you're done, you regret it? 
(Do you regret it?)

[Bridge]

If I die, 
Would you cry for me?
If I die,
Would you miss my peace?
If I die,
Would you really care?
Only in dead, 
Would you care about me.

Only in dead,
Only,
Only in dead,
Only,
Only in dead,
Only in dead,
Only,
Only in dead,
Only,
Only in dead,
now you will care.

[Outro]

If I die, 
Would you cry for me?
If I die,
Would you miss my peace?
If I die,
Would you really care?
Only in dead, 
Would you care about me.

If I die, 
Would you cry for me?
If I die,
Would you miss my peace?
If I die,
Would you really care?
Only in dead, 
Would you care about me.

Alone

"Life, though beautiful, is often held together by the threads of violence that surround us.
Hidden in the everyday, it manifests itself in cruel and silent ways."

"Among these are 3 forms of violence that together create this cycle of violence."

Act I: "Missing Girl".

Female Violence, here the lyrics:

[Verse]

A woman cries alone, her daughter is only a photograph,
the slow hands of the clock ticking, she'll be hurt again.

(She'll be hurt again)

her daughter gone at midnight,
she went into the shadows, it was only for a while, 
the mother waits, clinging to a prayer
but silence answers, there's no one.

(There's no one)

[Pre chorus]

in the back of the dark room, the mother locked there,
holding her beloved daughter's clothes, all she does is cry 
She blames herself, as darkness falls.

[Instrumental]

[Pre chorus]

I don't know where am, mom I'm scared
Please save me from reckless,violent hearts.
(Wicked violent hearts.)

Bodies rest in graves of cold concrete.
(On cold concrete.)


[Chorus]

Afraid to go outside, I don't know if I'll come back, 
mother take care of yourself, I don't know if "see you later" is the last thing I'll say.

 I was born with the curse of being a woman, I didn't ask to live this life.

Afraid to go outside, I don't know if I'll come back, 
mother take care of yourself, I don't know if "see you later" is the last thing I'll say.

 I was born with the curse of being a woman, I didn't ask to live this life.


 [Verse]

walking alone under the dying sun,
as i slowly opened the door-home, footsteps sounded, someone behind me,
I lose my breath by hands of death,
he hit my head, this body's fallen lifeless.

(My body's fallen lifeless)

pain in my gut with several cuts,
I'm losing blood, the fear they lust, tearing my skin with a cruel touch,
I feel them corrupting my body and my being.

[Instrumental]

[Pre chorus]

dead body no shame,
twisted game, using me at their convenience.

(Using me over and over again.)

[Chorus]

Afraid to go outside, I don't know if I'll come back, 
mother take care of yourself, I don't know if "see you later" is the last thing I'll say.

 I was born with the curse of being a woman, I didn't ask to live this life.

Afraid to go outside, I don't know if I'll come back, 
mother take care of yourself, I don't know if "see you later" is the last thing I'll say.

 I was born with the curse of being a woman, I didn't ask to live this life.

[Verse]

A little girl hides in the shadow’s embrace,  
fear etched deeply on her tear-streaked face.  
The clock strikes three, and he’s back again,  
drunk on liquor, high on sin.  

He shouts, he strikes, as her mother falls,  
her cries like whispers through the broken walls.  
“Why is daddy so cruel? Why can’t he see?  
Why does he hurt her—and won’t someone help me?”

[Instrumental]


[Outro]

Afraid to go outside, I don't know if I'll come back, 
mother take care of yourself, I don't know if "see you later" is the last thing I'll say.

 I was born with the curse of being a woman, I didn't ask to live this life.

Afraid to go outside, I don't know if I'll come back, 
mother take care of yourself, I don't know if "see you later" is the last thing I'll say.

 I was born with the curse of being a woman, I didn't ask to live this life.

MISSING GIRL

Act II: "Flowers for boys".

Male Violence, Toxic Masculinity, here the lyrics:

[intro instrumental]

[Verse]
Resting in fields of grass
Flowers sleep on your grave,
Father weeps he could not save,
when you lived like a trash, trampling to your faith.

(Trampling your being)

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

(Flowers for those warriors)

When faith dies,  
I send flowers for boys,  
For those crushed beneath society’s lies—  
Flowers for boys.  
For the silent souls, their pain a hidden noise,  
I send flowers for boys.

When humanity falls into endless dark,  
I send flowers for boys,  
For hearts that dared ignite a spark—  
Flowers for boys.  
For those broken by a pride too stark,  
And haunted by evil’s ruthless mark—  
I send flowers for boys.

(Flowers for boys)

[Instrumental]

[Verse]

Born of evil,
controlled by primitive masculinity,
Crushed by the Trinity of society
bred to kill.

Driven away from freedom 
Anxiety for men,
Killing each other,
For being the superior male.

In darkness, they cannot prove,
Heart unable to shine,
Because in this humanity,
Good men thrown to burn.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

(Flowers for those warriors)

When faith dies,  
I send flowers for boys,  
For those crushed beneath society’s lies—  
Flowers for boys.  
For the silent souls, their pain a hidden noise,  
I send flowers for boys.

When humanity falls into endless dark,  
I send flowers for boys,  
For hearts that dared ignite a spark—  
Flowers for boys.  
For those broken by a pride too stark,  
And haunted by evil’s ruthless mark—  
I send flowers for boys.

(Flowers for boys)

(Flowers for those warriors)

When faith dies,  
I send flowers for boys,  
For those crushed beneath society’s lies—  
Flowers for boys.  
For the silent souls, their pain a hidden noise,  
I send flowers for boys.

When humanity falls into endless dark,  
I send flowers for boys,  
For hearts that dared ignite a spark—  
Flowers for boys.  
For those broken by a pride too stark,  
And haunted by evil’s ruthless mark—  
I send flowers for boys.

(Flowers for boys)

[Instrumental]

[Outro]

When hope fades under a heavy sky,
I send flowers for boys—
For each brave soul that dared to try,
Flowers for boys.
For every tear that turns into a cry,
I send blooms to mend their joys—
Flowers for boys.

When darkness chills and dreams run dry,
I send flowers for boys—
For warriors whose light will never die,
Flowers for boys.
Let these petals speak for hearts that lie
In quiet strength against life's ploys—
Flowers for boys.

Flowers For Boys

Act III and finale: "Hell in Life".

General violence, here the lyrics:

[intro instrumental]

[Verse]
First, it starts with man,
born through the dark,
Conceived, they are condemned,
to the hell of earth,
create the demons humans,
they will tear youngmans,
you better be protect,
or you will be left.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

Thus is born the cycle of violent men,
when you are enlightened you will learn, weakness is useless,
if you are not strong, without truce will walk behind your lifeless body dead,
tearing each other apart for power red,
his greed will lead to ruin and death.

[Verse]

They eat your soul,
manipulating you to see,
a wrong view,
They try to fix what don't like.

Fighting to kill, Men and women alike,
they're, watching from behind,
They turn demons into saints.

 They are a threat
to make you suffer death,
You'll have to save yourself
when they come for your head.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

Thus is born the cycle of violent men,
when you are enlightened you will learn, weakness is useless,
if you are not strong, without truce will walk behind your lifeless body dead,
tearing each other apart for power red,
his greed will lead to ruin and death.

[Instrumental]

[Instrumental]

[Outro]

[Chorus]

Thus is born the cycle of violent men,
when you are enlightened you will learn, weakness is useless,
if you are not strong, without truce will walk behind your lifeless body dead,
tearing each other apart for power red,
his greed will lead to ruin and death.

[Chorus]

Thus is born the cycle of violent men,
when you are enlightened you will learn, weakness is useless,
if you are not strong, without truce will walk behind your lifeless body dead,
tearing each other apart for power red,
his greed will lead to ruin and death.

Alexandra Holloway

The last song and the closing of this album Hell in Life, this song talks about a protagonist, tired, fed up who sees no hope in continuing living which decides once and for all to end it all to show people, that his pain was not false, here I leave the lyric:


[Pre-verse]

Don't pray for me
(Don't pray for me).
Don't pray for me.
(Don't pray for me)

 [Verse]

It's not a good night
(It's not a good night)
This is goodbye
(This is goodbye)

This is the end,
I don't think
there's no heaven for me.

[Pre chorus]

So this is goodbye to me
my dear friend,
disappointing,
cowardly way to go.


[Instrumental]


[Chorus]
I don't want to be here anymore
Locked in my mind, a place where you wouldn't want to be,
I don't see a light for me,
the rope around me,
will make my presence known,
the gun to my head,
will show how much I've grown,
my body crashing against the sidewalk,
will show the lies I never told.


[Pre-Verse]

Don't pray for me.
(Don't pray for me).
Don't pray for me.
(Don't pray for me)

[Instrumental]

[Verse]
 It hurts if you know.
(it hurts if you know)
that I'm not here? you'll be alone.
that I'm not here? you'll be alone).

when you cry
(when you cry) 
do you think tears will bring me back?
(do you think so?).

[Pre-Verse]

Don't pray for me.
(Don't pray for me).
Don't pray for me.
(Don't pray for me)

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

I don't want to be here anymore.
Locked in my mind, a place where you wouldn't want to be,
I don't see a light for me,
the rope around me,
will make my presence known,
the gun to my head,
will show how much I've grown,
my body crashing against the sidewalk,
will show the lies I never told.

[Pre verse]

Don't pray for me.
(Don't pray for me).
Don't pray for me.
(Don't pray for me)

[Verse] 

Don't pray for me.
(Don't pray for me)
I'll put the bullet between my teeth.
(I'll put the bullet between my teeth.)
The pain is too much for me.
(Don't pray for me.)

[Outro]

I don't want to be here anymore.
Locked in my mind, a place where you wouldn't want to be,
I don't see a light for me,
the rope around,
will make my presence known,
the gun to my head,
will show how much I've grown,
my body crashing against the sidewalk,
will show the lies I never told.

Suicide 3 A.M.

Mr.Kitty – Detach

I'm an independent and underground artist, creating music for fun, I use Witch house and Darkwave as main genres, mainly dark and in some cases depressive songs, I deal with many topics, my goal is a reflection or catharsis, although I'm a self-destructive artist, I'm not looking to romanticize.

I love electronic music so I usually use all kinds of subgenres for my songs, so I hope you enjoy my music <3.



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