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Lyrics:
sometimes i feel lonely too

february...

All this liquor in my fucking veins
You said your better 
But you havent changed
Watch my blood flow into the drain
Got these pills to medicate my brain
Im not happy but they keep me sane
And i dont talk because they think im strange
If u dont like me better switch your lane
February is my new name
And im sorry that i let go
I let the cold seep into my bones
I only come alive when it fucking snows
Im sorry but i have to go

YOU WALKED OFF
AND I LOST HOPE
IF YOU LEFT ME
WHERE WOULD I GO

Spotify

sometimes i feel lonely too (fantom)

collapsing

collapsing. w/scapegoat (prod.deadspyro)

originally performed by 9tails and hateful
nonprofit cover
instrumental found on YouTube 

IVE SEEN BEEEEETTTEEEEERRR DAAAAAAAAYS

lyrics

I've seen better days
I spent a year in the darkest place
I got some stories I'd love to say
I couldn't think of a better way
to tell u

I had to focus on u
everything happened so fast 
I let down my family too
let me catch up with the past 
I flooded the time in my room
damn this is all that I do
all of the time fucking flew by
hope it was put to good use
baby get close
now u got me alone
I've been worked to the bone
but I'm glad I made it back home
every single promise remains
baby wipe the tears from ur face
u don't gotta cry its OK
swear I never left this place
I still feel the same

rest now
u should rest now
sit down
I'll help u calm down
snow falls back on our front porch 
u should come home


_better_days(9tails&hateful cover)

j'ai demandé ta main

thank you to @lilskeleskrrt and @lilduckk

[forever untitled]
I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this
I've been daunted and shaken
Can't handle this
I can't handle this

I won't be alright
I'm trapped inside my mind
Fallen time to time and never get it right
I just run my life away
Never want to fight
I look right in back of me
The monster's right behind
Oh yeah, it's right behind me (right behind me)

I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this
I've been daunted and shaken
Can't handle this
I can't handle this

Do you really wanna know my life?
Do you really wanna see inside?
Do you really wanna look through my eyes?
All the suffering that happens at night

[lil skele]
I don't wanna take up your time
Think of what you said
You've been in my head taking up my mind
I've been looking out for what I think is best
But there's something in my head that makes my heart break through my chest so I know that I am more than this

[forever untitled]
I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this

starchaser ft. skele (prod. WellFed)

ell me why u so sad
i could tell u why im sad too
all i wanted was a call back
got me feeling really dark blue
tell me why u so sad
i could tell u why im sad too
i just wanna go back
way back when i had u 

wasted time
ill never get back
how i feel
you’ll never get that
i fell for u
but hit the pavement
adversity
i will face it

its scary to look in the mirror
& not recognize yourself
i guess its safe 2 say
i’ve created my own hell

one more pill
one more line
one more thrill
one last time
one more cut
swear i tried
my last goodbye
please don’t cry
you will be fine

& i tried my hardest
2 pick up the  pieces
of glass that broke thru
my calloused hand

why u so sad

lovespelledbackwards - why u so sad (prod. diamoon)

Thanks to Skele & Cxld Blxxd for helping me out, Links Below!

Skele:
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJJSOhs3_5gxJVtdwmjwPIg
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/?hl=en
https://open.spotify.com/artist/423Khduf8laJb7K4Otg6M2?si=o6Ug-jCoQgKnV21R9dWH7w

Cxld Blxxd:
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd
https://traktrain.com/cxld_blxxd#501028
https://twitter.com/CXLD_BLXXD
https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxldblxxd/

Lyrics:
Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,

Rotting in the grave,
Don't know what to say,
I wouldn't be here if i wasn't saved,

Sometimes we lose connection,
That's fine,
We just reset our problems,
Like our WiFi,

Everything's turned around,
Cause you helped me out,
How do i thank you,
For putting me on the right route,

Need to hold you tight,
Need you in my life,
Need you by my side,
Need you to say everything's alright,

Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now, (X2)

Skele:
I'm glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,
Voices in my head screaming words so loud,
Trapped in my mind i cannot get out,
When I saw you in the moonlight,
I swear to god I fell in love that night,

I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

I swear to god I fell in love that night,
I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

Moonlight (Feat. Skele) (Prod. Cxld Blxxd)

I feel like I'm singing to no one.

Lyrics

I 
Wish my voice could be heard
From the stars 
Cause it feels like i'm singing
To no one
Do you know
How it feels to be ignored?
I see so many sickening 
things.
But it's okay, when i'm in your arms
Tell me you'll stay
Tell me I'll go far
Cause I'm so scared of losing hope
So don't let go
Please don't let go...

Chorus

Tell me your secrets
And I'll tell you mine too
I'm steadily waiting
For the day I can prove
My love for you..
My love for you..
For you...

Bridge

So lie me down
I've fallin 
For your sound
I'm callin
Out so loud
I'm callin out so loud.. x2

No One.

SPOTIFY LINK

they always act like it's nothing, they always treat u like u did something.
i hate being the one that everyone despises, my feelings are pure but she only cares bout devices.
atleast I'm nice. pedals falling like dying wishes we held dear.

x2

Cabins On The Fjord

Wh1te W0lf