ずっと一緒さ

I wrote this album in 12 days. Name your price at marcoaziel.bandcamp.com/album/i-wrote-this-to-a-ghost

Jacket Over Hoodie Over Shirt

The Front Bottoms

Father

Rose

Be Nice To Me

In which I butcher some of my favorite songs because I fucked up my fingers

I got stains on my fingers and i don’t know how long they’ll linger there
And I’ll scrub, and pray that they’ll all go away
Like everything goes away, why can’t you just stay with me today?

I got stains on my fingers and I don’t know how long they’ll linger there
Reminding me that I fucked up again and I should never dare to be
Anything that I’m not.

I got stains on my fingers and I don’t know how long they’ll linger there
And I’d rather chop ‘em off than to let you ever see them bare
Cause they all lead to the smoke, I exhale into the air

And I woke up hating myself, like I did so much yesterday
And I woke up hating myself, trying to think of anything i could say 
Oh can’t you stay, just little bit longer? I’m not sure but I’ll try to be stronger.
Oh can’t you stay, just a little while longer, I just don’t want this day to be over.

When I am sad oh I am sad, but when I’m happy I am happy and there’s just no place in between for us to be ( Flashlight - The Front Bottoms)
When you’re sad, oh god I’m sad, but when you’re happy I am happy, and there’s just no place in between for us to be
And I "steal all my lines from this guy named Brian”, (Bottom - Mccafferty) yet I stole that one from this guy named Nick
And I feel like a dick cause I can see me slowly dying

I’m not doing anything, about it. Scrub my fingers and try to hide it
I’m not doing anything, about it. Will I keep a promise? I doubt it.


Nicotine Stains

Lyrics:
I never take smoke breaks 
I could but I don't 
I could but I don't 'cause I know 
there's a smoker inside of me somewhere 
and I don't wanna let him out 
so I catch myself glancing 
from the backseat 
on the trip home to Plymouth from Lansing 
at the pack you keep in the cup holder 

Bought some Marlboro Reds for my eighteenth birthday 
and I smoked a couple, only a couple 
and gave the rest away 
'cause I don't wanna think that it's already too late 
so I never take smoke breaks 

I know that they'll get me 
yeah one day 
you'll pull into this parking lot to the sight of me puffing away 
into the second half of the second pack that day 
and I know what you'll say 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 

And it's more a question of when than a question of if 
since that night you hopped out of my car 
left behind your American Spirits 
and I keep a lighter in my pocket at all times 'cause 
never know when you'll need one 
never know when you'll need one 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 
fuck myself over

Smoke Breaks (Single)

Smoke Breaks

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday and Everyday Is Stupid

I Am Shit

Lyrics:
The way you sang along to Covered In Chrome in the back seat, such a simple thing. I realised I couldn't be alone. It's a long way to Apollo Bay. If you keep singing like this I think I might like this too much. It's a bit too much. I think too much about the songs on your playlists. What does it say? What does it mean? What should I do when you lean in?

In the ocean, there's a blue raft. Another lesson you're probably you're good at. Listen I'm dying to tell you "Oh and btw I'm getting a tattoo of a SSB line that never left my mind." Have it on my skin to remind me.

There's beers if you want them. In the back seat you can have anything you want. ;) You can have my beers. You can have my ciders. You can have my lips anywhere you like. It's a long way to Apollo Bay. We are stuck here, so we might as well play American Beauty on my laptop, but the real beauty is right outside.  (damn it how does it go?)

In  the ocean there's a blue raft. Another lesson you're probably good at. I am on it, with boots of concrete. But lately I couldn't feel my feet. Swept me off, slowly, when we sang along to McCafferty. Swept me off, slowly, when we sang along to Foley!

So I'll hold you close. As close as you're comfortable. And I'll be your seat belt so you don't end up in the hospital. 'Cause I'm not afraid to get hurt, but I am afraid to hold your hand. When you let go, and idk, where we will be tomorrow. When I wake up in the morning, will you still be lying next to me? Or will I be in a puddle next to a goddamn tree? It is freezing. I am freezing. I am freezing up when you look at me. Am I crazy? I'm going crazy. Am I lazy or something?

thanks/sorry/sure to (In order of reference): Violent Soho, Moose Blood, Apollo Bay, The Front Bottoms x2, Smith Street Band, TFB, American Beauty, McCafferty, Foley, and, of course, The Front Bottoms

Back Tops Front on Bottom (Limited Edition Demo, AUS only)- One Take (Acoustic)

Hope you guys enjoy this! If you like their songs feel free to support the creator crywank<3! Lets all be sad together, remember youre not alone! Despite the title of the song, i'll remember you! dont worry im immortal ;) 

Crywank - It's Okay I Wouldn't Remember Me Either

A Constant State of Ohio

Banks

i want dancing i want hunger

Alice (she/her)
sometimes jason (he/him)

Check out our EP 'W/E you want' for Nicotine Stains and more on our Spotify Account :)

Back Tops Front on Bottom (Limited Edition Demo, AUS only)- One Take (Acoustic)

Whatever You Want