Jason

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ROAR - I Cant Handle Change

I got drunk
And passed out onto your bed
I threw up
On(to) your couch, hungover, but I still, remember.
-
I love you
I whisper, and you wake up
Pyjamas and, your frizzled hair
No make up, but you know, that I, I don't mind.
-

Pyjamas Mix 2

the things we used to talk about
well they've all been talked about
we're tracing steps only to end up 
right where we started

i'll light a match
to burn it all down
i hope the fire takes
me as well

we've come so far
just to give up now
I at least thought
that this was real

you and i play cards to pass the time
and family dinner's spent in silence

we speak soft to save our breath
and sleep like logs on our motel bed

we've come so far
just to give up now
I at least thought		
that this was real

i'll light a match
to burn it all down
i hope the fire takes
me as well

sad songs for sad people

CALLED YOU AT MIDNIGHT
DIDN'T THINK YOU'D STILL BE AWAKE
I'M LIKE THAT SOMETIMES
I'M DESTINED FOR FAILURE

ONE DAY I'LL FIND YOU (AGAIN)
AND I WILL APOLOGISE
FOR FUCKING UP BADLY
FOR BEING AN ASSHOLE

AND SOMETIMES
I THINK I (PASS YOU ON THE STREET) 	  
AM PASSING YOU ON THE STREET
BUT MOST NIGHTS 
I REALISE
I'M JUST HIGH AND LONELY

you're busy working
and i'm busy being up late.
i need better timing
and a far better place

your hands they were shaking
the first night we smoked it
i'll never forget, the fear
yet the love in your eyes

AND SOMETIMES
I THINK I'M
A BETTER PERSON
BUT I'M EVEN 
LESS THAN 
I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL

i thought i saw you once.

shitty demo

alone in my room i can feel a hand on my neck
the ghost of regret, and the demons inside my head, have come outside to play.
and i miss you like crazy but i'll refrain from this
my troubled thoughts are troubling me but i can't help being so scared.

so i'll guzzle that wine enough for me to confess
or i'll black out and wake up, tomorrow, alone in my bed.
and there's comfort in comforting me but i'm always this upset
over all the things weighing me down back into the ocean again

Wine (Demo)

(possibly inaccurate)

you assured me i was fine
said 'there is nothing WRONG with you'
stay in bed all day, and night
haven't slept in a week or five.

got a call from an unknown number
turning off my phone, avoiding the world
it's a shame the world can't avoid me.
and you for one shouldn't have to comfort me.
x

always so scared of the outside
am i walking alright?
am i smiling and talking normally?
teach me how to be human once more.

turning 20-something
never growing up, just growing older
you don't deserve this you don't deserve this.
i can do better. you can do better.
x

i'm trying my best here
and i know it's not much
it shouldn't be this hard 
but i'm fucking up at every corner
and every single time i falter

you don't deserve this
you can do better

I already know I can't sing (tell me something different; no capo)

EP coming out in JULY. thanks for listening and waiting on me. it means a lot that you still listen when I haven't done anything in a hot minute. I promise what's coming is something I'm proud of.

originals
https://soundcloud.com/noeldac/flying
https://soundcloud.com/keepitinside/on-top-of-my-car

I just want to release this. I had this ever since the vox box came out.

I really like how these two songs complement each other. I'm sitting on my car looking up while limbo is flying over the clouds

flying on top of my car ft. limbo

Spotify

INFINITY

STFU

@lukrativebeats

                                        ready for the world .

maybe (prod. lukrative & mixed matches)

Alice (she/her)
sometimes jason (he/him)

Check out our EP 'W/E you want' for Nicotine Stains and more on our Spotify Account :)

I already know I can't sing (tell me something different; no capo)

Whatever You Want