last song with my dead friend (RIP NOEBLEE)

Watchin time pass

thank you everyone for being here, goodbye.

they told me to talk about my feelings so I let it out on this beat
no emotions when you text me what's the point of keeping this neat
you're a bandage to a gunshot wound you might as well lemme bleed
did you always intend to bite the hand from which you feed

regulated nightmares when they put my ass to sleep yet
everything around me starts to wither as I dream
every day gets shorter or is that just what I think?
every face is distorted and they're strangers to me

I don't know my friends and at this point can't recognize a face
wonder if they'll ever start to notice that I'm not the same
6 grams to the brain, tell myself it'll be okay

drink my blood since
you love the taste
I slit my wrists
and I count the days

22 years and I'm still fucking hollow
I don't like today but I don't wanna see tomorrow
I wish I was back to sucking down on the bottle
I wish I could figure out the least of my problems

tell me where to go
I just need some fucking guidance
lead me down the road
and I'll take point against the violence 

throw me in a hole
cuz I don't think that deserve better
I can't help myself
so how could I ever let her

red stained cardigan
blood on my sweater
god i love this girl too much i wish i never met her
red on the paper
blood stained letters
how could i ever regret a thing that i said to her

they told me to talk about my feelings so I let it out on this beat
no emotions when you text me what's the point of keeping this neat
you're a bandage to a gunshot wound you might as well lemme bleed
did you always intend to bite the hand from which you feed

regulated nightmares when they put my ass to sleep yet
everything around me starts to wither as I dream
every day gets shorter or is that just what I think?
every face is distorted and they're strangers to me

a bloodstained letter to myself (lewizz x scizzie)

rare

Got a lotta dead bodies in my river though
I want that money all in paper
In an envelope 
No fuck that
Crypto
I need rent bro
Or that’s a thirty round clip to your temples
I blast away your fucking family
Little bitch yuh?
She trynna suck all on my dick because I richer
Now I’m scratching her lil pussy like it itch, uh
I’m in the backseat of a scion getting licked up

Nobody can stop me
She top me
And tear my dick up
I got lots of guns on my body 
Look like Orisa
Bomb all on my body I’m junky 
I blow my wrist up
Y’all peeping my money?
Well fuck it I want a Benz truck

Crypto (Prod. Crypt)

sad flex

They Don't Get It, But I Don't Either

🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙
Prod. @diamoonofnhg

Lyrics:
I be in a dark lil room
Lil baby come through 
Lemme kiss you on your thighs

I just sing sad tunes
Underneath the moon
Pretty demon by my side

Why you always want my knife hoe
Run it down her neck slow
Drugs inside my black coat

Yeah

Said she wanna get high
Baby we could just die
Im good at wasting time
Be in my sad life
X2

Be in my sad life
X4


We both sad, we both sad
Said she love me but its cap
I can see right through your mask
Wanna fuck me, simply ask 

Bleeding black, hurt me bad
Smoking from the demon pack
I get high enter the past
I get high with her and crash



I be in a dark lil room
Lil baby come through 
Lemme kiss you on your thighs

I just sing sad tunes
Underneath the moon
Pretty demon by my side

Why you always want my knife hoe
Run it down her neck slow
Drugs inside my black coat

Yeah

Said she wanna get high
Baby we could just die
Im good at wasting time
Be in my sad life
X2

They Don't Get It, But I Don't Either

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