On Repeat

Slow Songs Sorta

On repeat Jams:May 2022

Songs I liked less than 15 seconds into 🔥

Jams We Trying To Share

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

Listen on Spotify!

Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

sit around and miss u

i would’ve left just the same as you 

@nevrfall

you hurt me in ways that you don’t even know 
n you’re never there when i need u the most
n you never care when i break n it shows 
don’t say that you’ll stay when i know that you’ll go

i jus keep getting fucking worse 
i’m moving backwards 
i’ll keep on breaking 
do your worst 
it doesn’t matter 
it’s funny that i need you
we won’t have an ever after 
say you love me while you’re fucking someone else,

how does that work
our love was filled with patchwork 
a fucked up worn out pattern 
n everything was shattered 
so tell me how does that work 
n i thought you were better 
but every night my chest hurts 
n i can’t take the pressure 
so tell me how does that work 

so what does it feel like 
to know that you’re always on my mind 
to know that i really broke this time 
to know that it’s fucked up my whole life 
i don’t know what to do 
know that i hate me too 
n i would’ve left 
just the same as you 
n i can’t sleep 
in this worn out room 
drink through the night 
till my heart turns blue 

oh well
it’s cold out here 
kinda feels like hell 
left me for dead
but i wish u well
say i’m alright 
but i can’t tell 
isn’t that what u want

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

[+] so close, so far, this just isn't fair
*produced by @thersx *

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DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

you were right there
so close, so far this just isn't fair
heart cold, I know
I don't even care
I just wanna be with you but im too scared
you were right there 3x
I just wanna love you but im too aware

you were right there

you were right there (feat. skele)

i wish i could tell you i need you (+lilac heart + jolst)

crying in the club w/ cypression (+hieloways)

Official Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6oyBCo6Mj8

vocals by @supachefm & @1nonlyy
production by @93FEETOFSMOKE
mix & master by @93FEETOFSMOKE

my room is a mess w/ 1nonly (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE) [video in description]

try not to cry! (feat. MVØ & ayugi)[prod. immortal]

i'm not okay

i'm not okay (feat. Lil Xtra & nothing,nowhere.)

"linen" written and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Disconnection
It's all in my head
Till I wake in my bed
No sleep
I've learned my lesson
The shell of a person
You left in 2016

I don't wanna go but maybe I'm better alone
Deleted every picture and threw away the phone
You started dancing around me it felt like vertigo
Woke up on top of that church but I was all alone

Can't rid of the memories
Every thought paints a picture around me
I know that I'm lost but I'm losing the feeling so please...

Tell me that I'm all you need
Cigarettes and linen sheets
I'm thinking back to seventeen
I'll stay awake with you all night
A comatose of broken dreams
An overdose of everything
An antidote to what you need
So hold me close to the sunrise

It's getting hard enough to carry me, myself
but I been picking like every piece
I guess it shatters easier than everything
I left but it all ended up just shattering instead
Though it's chemical
Imma let it go
Got stuck on the flame and it felt so cold
Like a match to the pages already torn
Out the story I made but I never wrote

So tell me that I'm all you need
Cigarettes and linen sheets
I'm thinking back to seventeen
I'll stay awake with you all night
A comatose of broken dreams
An overdose of everything
An antidote to what you need
So hold me close to the sunrise

Tell me that I'm all you need
Cigarettes and linen sheets
I'm thinking back to seventeen
I'll stay awake with you all night
A comatose of broken dreams
An overdose of everything
An antidote to what you need
So hold me close to the sunrise

(can we talk in your driveway?)

linen

Dream Girl

@lifeofjerm_ - Dream Girl (prod. Saint Mike)

follow @ghosthandsmusic

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Ice cold veins in the sunlight
Something ‘bout this never feel right
Run round, for hours, hunting skylines
That’s it, I know, it’ll leave me freezing here

Making my way on the turnpike
‘Cause maybe it’s time for a rewrite
Inhale, exhale till my mind’s right
That’s it, I know, ain’t no way I’m freezing here

(Verse)
Ain’t no way i’m freezing here
Don’t know where i’m headed, but i’m searching for better things
I don’t wanna spend another second in bitterness
Hoping that I’ll get out, just in time, from this sinkin' ship, oh

Catch me driving
Until the night end
Nothing ever change here
I'm slowly dying

I can’t find a reason to stay now
I can feel it come to an end, woah

Catch me in the summer
'Cause i just wanna be ballin'
With some sunshine in my pocket
An album 'bout to be droppin'

But now I don’t wanna stay here
Too cold and lonely, all alone
No, I don’t wanna do that again, nah

(Pre)
Another winter in the cold
And I’m sleeping alone
Until the sunrise
Will the sun rise?

(Chorus)
Ice cold veins in the sunlight
Something ‘bout this never feel right
Run round, for hours, hunting skylines
That’s it, I know, it’ll leave me freezing here

Making my way on the turnpike
‘Cause maybe it’s time for a rewrite
Inhale, exhale till my mind’s right
That’s it, I know, ain’t no way I’m freezing here

turnpike (with ghosthands)

orignal song "pale blue, pt. 2" written, recorded, and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Can't get it off my mind
Why do I even try?
The lights are turning green
And I can't drive away just
Highways and vacant streets
3 in the morning and I can't drive away
I know we never talk much

Told me that since you left
Darling have you forgotten the sound of my name?
All this ash in the air starts to turn every blue into different shades

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

I've been away some time
I come and I go just like cold milwaukie rain
then sunny the next day
Walking vacant streets at 3 in the morning 
With friends I'd never leave
Ended up leaving me

Told me that since you left
Honey have you forgotten the moments we shared?
looking back on the past feels like most days it's like you were never there

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

pale blue (pt. 2)

pale blue, pt. 2

Original song "momentary" written and produced by Days to Waste

goodbye

Lyrics:
(Terrified, I'll never hear your voice again)
I don't know where to go from here
I been steady shaking in my bones my dear
Oh, can you tell me it's all my fault like you don't even care at all
Oh, I've been away for awhile
Talk soft got lost in your crooked smile
Don't go
Cause' you've been gone for awhile
And I don't know how to say goodbye

Sunlight shining through my blinds as I'm waking up next to you

Terrified
I'll never hear your voice again
You said goodbye
Who knew it'd be the last time?
Why do I still listen to those dial tones go on and on and on
When you don't wanna hear my voice at all

I'm tryna get away from here
The second you left made it crystal clear
I guess that maybe count it got three, two, nothing left
To me, it's just atrophy
Cause' I've been tryna get better by turning off the sound
But I been hoping and begging that you might come around
And tell me " Ben, it gets better, just gotta wait it out"
But I been waiting forever
We'll never be the same ever again

Terrified
I'll never hear your voice again
You said goodbye
Who knew it'd be the last time?
Why do I still listen to those dial tones go on and on and on
When you don't wanna hear my voice at all

(Who knew it'd be the last time)

momentary

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE

Support the creators:

Vocals by @seejayxo, @user-197068825, @nicoteenninyo + @healingsenju
Produced by @remghost

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Last Time Livin'

+ spotify

LAST TIME LIVIN' (PROD. GALXILLIC) #1 COUNTRY HIT

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

You know I'm starstruck
I guess in Hollywood that is really what they come for
You from the desert and you just made the sky come alive again
Put your feet up on the dashboard we gonn' make it in a second baby
Yeah

You so easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need you to tell me how you feel about me 
Maybe we could get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you I am 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you
You come right back in my life and you take it all back to the start 

And I fantasize about a life that works for the both of us 
I give bad advice but I take it so I don't have to open up
So just light my cigarette take it I won't finish it 
Love you and I know that I'm just making sure you're listening 
So baby what I gotta do to get through to get through to you
Feel like I'm stuck in a scary movie 
I swear I'm so mad at my friend the way he introduced me 
And the room is so dark baby you had a spotlight 
You always find a way to put yourself back in my life

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

spotify

splitting cigarettes w/ sace6 (p. rrarebear)

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs4pvuT55i8

recorded, written, mixed & mastered by me
produced by my good friends @back2thapast & @user-551713846

the feeling isnt something i cant get over
u keep bitching bout some muhfuckin closure
think its hard now just wait until ur older
i couldnt tell u the last time i had a shoulder
oh oh oh 
they wanna lean on me
circle tighter than a bitch there aint no between
say she love me and cant take it dont know what it means
i only do this for momma me and my team
And the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
I keep having these nightmares I never get my dreams
They keep saying I feel you but its not what it seems
You dont want no one to hear you but I just wanna scream
Every night I pray to god im getting scars on my knees
Okay im done im knodding off
there aint really that much here for me not at all
ooo
ay ay ay
one step
whenever i take one  
its like two back 
couldnt give a shit about 
if i dont need dat 
looking for yo girl 
she here in knee pads
oh i got problems but this money isnt one
she say omg you changed 
i dont know who you done become
need it all i want it all
no I aint talking about some
ha and I know that im wasting time bitch im dumb
and wen she talking too damn much i put some cocaine on her tongue
money comes money goes bitch ill spend it while im young
i feel like im not me bitch I dont know where im from
pissed off walking in the street arms crossed
if lifes a game im at the part you fight the big boss
i left my mom and dad for something i might never get
and you wouldnt understand this shit unless you in the mix
said the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
whoa whoa yea

VitaminD

vitaminD (music video out) [p. back2thapast+noahmadethiss]

"Diablo" by @skullkiddxx featuring @kennedysucks prod by @thislandis + @remghost mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

cover art by @se.b.drawin on instagram

lyrics:

(skullkidd hook):
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go

(skullkidd verse):
Yeah I'll just go
I've been tryna grow it be so hard though
I've been locked inside my room all day just getting high so
I don't know
Too much chaos in my mind with no control
Only red up in my eyes I feel like el diablo
I feel I'm made from stuffing
Why's there always something
Fucking with my head now I just wanna feel nothing
Everybody's fake should've seen it from the jump, man
No matter what it takes think it's time to make adjustments

(hook):
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go

(kennedyxoxo verse):
Yeah
If I die then I'll just go
Had me wrapped around your finger like it's rope around my throat
I ain't lying when I tell you that's the only time I'll choke
Shorty told me I'm a star and I said "I already know"
When they tell me I'm a star swear it scares me to my core
And ima bottle that shit up 'til I can't hide it anymore
It's like I get back on my feet just to get thrown back on the floor
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours

(hook):
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go

Times I was low
Hide it anymore
Crying all alone
Die then I'll just go
Times I was low
Hide it anymore
Crying all alone
Die then I'll just go

“DIABLO” W/ KENNEDYXOXO [THISLANDIS x REMGHOST]

prodbylxcid

https://youtube.com/@prodbylxcid

i need the beamer, i need the wagon 
and i need the porsche 
money it comes real quick 
but leaves just as fast when u take a loss
girl keep hitting my phone
she need me now
i carry a cost 
whip straight thru LC im hittin up graff 
and buyin the lot 
pinewood in my cup
i’m pourin it up
i cherry the drops 
i can’t hold shit down 
i’m sorry my girl
i travel a lot 
i got expensive tastes
i ran in the spot 
and took out the crop 
im on my elden ring
i run up on opps
and slaughter the boss 
slaughter the boss 
i 
i’m sippin on care+ high up
don’t talk shit you’re a liar
throw b’s only smoke fire 
pull up all black attire
strider, not from the shire
send 10k, hit my wire 
you’re bait don’t hit my line up
you’re bait don’t hit my line 

and i’ve been running 
to the money 
these guys try so hard  
tryna be gully
i’m pourin care+
sipping on honey 
please don’t come round me
tryna be funny 

cus i, i i, 
look back at life 
sometimes i cry
like oh my god i 
got by those many times 
i had to hustle by 
got greazy
i’m not tryin 
moncleezy 
have to buy it 
stay sleezy 
i’m not lying 
GTeezy
big supplyin
real platinum 
emerald, diamonds
switch watches 
when i’m flying 
dream big 
and u can buy it 
some man are broke and healthy 
some man are rich and dying 
45 i had to fry him
big wren otn gliding ✈️

ELDEN RING (LXCID)

ok bye<3 (prod. northeast lights)

From the Crowd - 18 (Ft. Wstdyth & Skele) [prod. Splashgvng]

Lyrics:
[Chorus: From the Crowd]
I know life sucks at 18
My dreams have started fading
Why am I always crying
I get so sick of trying
I never see my friends
I'm drowning in this debt
My job brings too much stress
I think this is the end

[Verse 1: Wstdyth]
Laying in the ground
I’m waiting
See u pacing
Darkness chasing
Sins i’m paying
I’m wasting
Here i’m fading
Light i’m saving
Now everything feels small
I hit a cold wall
You’ve been waiting all along

[Chorus: From the Crowd]
I know life sucks at 18
My dreams have started fading
Why am I always crying
I get so sick of trying
I never see my friends
I'm drowning in this debt
My job brings too much stress
I think this is the end

[Break: From the Crowd]
Ooooh
I think this is the end
I think this is the end

[Verse 2: Skele]
So why does 18 feel like a bad dream?
Sometimes I swear that I’m drowning
And why do I keep on pretending?
That everything is fine when I keep on breaking
down
I keep my head in the clouds cause sometimes my life is too loud
my mind is covered in doubt, doubt
I keep on running it up no matter what I do it’s never enough
I can’t stop my friends from fading
I know life sucks it’s 18

[Chorus: From the Crowd, Skele & Wstdyth]
I know life sucks at 18
My dreams have started fading
Why am I always crying
I get so sick of trying
I never see my friends
I'm drowning in this debt
My job brings too much stress
I think this is the end

[Outro: From the Crowd]
Ooooh
I think this is the end
I think this is the end

FROM THE CROWD STREAMING:
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FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | https://twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com


Produced by: Splashgvng
Mixed by: Wstdyth & Skele
Recorded by: Jam on toast Records
Guest Vocals by: Wstdyth & Skele
Filmography by: KeyiShoes
Single Artwork by: Jim Trotman

© Lost in Hope Records

18 (Feat. Wstdyth & Skele) [prod. Splashgvng]

i cant do this without you w/kennedyxoxo (nevrfall)

A group of friends who like Wawa and make music.

try not to cry! (feat. MVØ & ayugi)[prod. immortal]

TMM!