The Absent Trail Of An Echo And My Future Plagued By Surrender

Pilgrims

5 Seconds Before The Explosion

amitié et sympathie - i love you

made this abt a year ago when i was feeling like a sucka

Bacne

1. blink183
2. nothing in your walls, except for what’s supposed to be 
3. 1/3
4. 2/3
5. 3/3
6. song about a book myles let me borrow
7. so proud of you

blink 183

lyrics:

sleepless nights, swollen eyes

wrinkled in bedsheets, still shivering

when was the last time you could dream

when was the last time you spoke to me

of all your love and fear that you have kept inside your heart

the pain you pushed aside for all of us, for everyone you love

I only wish that I could do the same

oh how I wish I could be brave

oh how I wish I could be

oh how I wish I could be brave for you and everyone I love

and all the things that kept us up at night, were things that I could understand

that I could mend

but something takes a hold of what is left and tears it from my grip

and picks away the parts of me

the pieces I could give


I just want to make sense of this, I want to go home

I still think you're beautiful


oh I'll hold my breath when you're gone, and I'll pray to god

and for every counted whisper that escapes from my lungs

I swear to be in love, I promise to be true

for each pathetic whisper that abandons my

tiny withered lungs

I swear to be in love


silence overwhelms these aching walls too fragile to withstand 

these countless nights of recollecting the days that you could breathe again

our able bodies reduced to festering wounds tied to the notion that

we're nothing but worthless our flesh cannot alter 

we'll all live forever


though one day our hearts will form into ashes

until then their lightness will bleed through the sun
 

Though one day our hearts will dwindle like two wicker lanterns they will

side by side

though one day our skin it will shed from our limbs and our flesh from the bone
and unto the earth

hand in hand


although we will die and our souls petrify each decision we make they will echo
through time

and the promises we made 

oh I swear they won't break


approaching faster than 

we could ever hope to have 

imagined these moments so precious

we'll cherish as fortunes until they are gone


there is a place for us

where we will rest amongst the stars

tossing fragments of shattered rock

upon the banks of acheron


if you're afraid won't your hands pierce my hands

sink your flesh to my my flesh I don't care if it hurts


and if you're afraid won't you please hold us close

let us give you our warmth you won't suffer alone


and neither will us 

when our time comes

in this ephemeral state

we'll be gathered in love


ever constant 

ever flowing

ever encompassed

ever expanding


and right now I believe 

in night hides our anguish we suffer from sleep

and right now I believe

the shelter we sought for is ensnared in our dreams

and right now I believe 

that our bodies will soon be at ease, ever in silence

returning whence we came 

to be nothing again

car falling backwards//elegy of the moon

lyrics:

These four walls do nothing but prevent the rot from spreading 
I fear for the day it will end 
oh resolution 
I can't keep from shaking always anticipating 
one more predicament 

Oh, I've tried 
I have been 
I swear I've been learning of, better ways to cope with defeat 
but these nights are getting darker and I'm not getting any stronger 
it's getting harder and harder to breathe. 

It's all coming back to me 

the feeling of discontent (and disconnect) 

I can hear what you used to say 

when I really needed it. 

Whatever you decide to do 
do not give up, do not give in 
don't give up hope, and keep it close 
that's all there is 
that's all there is 

I promise to be there for you 

when you are alone 
choking on your bedsheets and struggling for warmth 
I want you to know 
that it worries me 
it worries me 

when it's hard not think about it 
it's hard not to think about anything at all 

I hope when I die, I hope I am right 
I hope I can stil see your face. 

I hope when I die, I hope I go blind 
I hope I still can remember your name. 

I hope I can remember your name 

I hope I can.

bedroom eyes

lyrics:

try to explain why anything happens 
and I'll try and understand 

'til the last breath we share 
our hearts slowly fading 
we're written in sand 

So I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused 
I'm sorry for all of your pain and your losses 
I'm sorry for all of the grief that I've caused 
remembering one day all of this will end and mean nothing 

I know someday you will be gone 
but I cannot help that, I cannot keep you from suffering 
I cannot keep you from harm 
I could never save you, and for that I deserve 

nothing 

try to explain why anything happens 
and I'll ask you this much 

where will our blood run if not to the floor 

why am I afraid of falling up

apology

カーテンのすき間が照らす くもの巣をくずした
たからものを並べてみてた 片付けが苦手で
雪を分ける魚の絵が 行くあてを探してる
隠していた気持ちのかけら 集めて話をしよう

終わりの涙 ならば光だ
向き合っていたいな 大切なこと
選んだ言葉が つくる世界だ
重ねていたいな 続いてくから

願いごとや なぐさめだとか 遠すぎる祈りだ
行き場のない 答え探しは 水の中と同じで

何回も 煮詰まった朝 乗り越えてはがした
通り過ぎた 暖かさとか 集めた話をしよう
たからものを並べてみてた 片付けが苦手で
隠していた気持ちのかけら 集めて話をしよう

終わりの涙 ならば光だ
向き合っていたいな 大切なこと
選んだ言葉が つくる世界だ
重ねていたいな 続いてくから

見えない合図

https://youtu.be/RpI7EnqxApQ?feature=shared mv

i was hanging off the edge of my bed 
i was eating cockroaches off the walls 
and i won’t have it any other way
i love it here
i’m so happy yeah im so happy im so happy im so happy yeah im so happy
yeah im so happy
i love the feeling of the blade scratching down my wrists 
i love when the ones closest to me beat me 
and can u hear me cry
and can u hear me die 
i’m losing my mind 
i love it here
i love it here so much
i love the feeling of the human touch
unconsensually 
i love the feeling please come comfort me
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

my song about being happy

Pierce the Veil - I'm Low on Gas ad You Need a Jacket (live hot session)

my song about being happy

whenaugustfalls

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