you can sleep in my grave
i won't be needing it and you need some rest
it's the end of our days
i've tried melting the ice of your skin
i've done my best

not even the sun can fix this one
let me float down
let me float down
let me float down
can i at least keep your skull?
if i look at you now, i'll turn to stone and guard your tomb

i'll live as long as my little lungs last
haunting the depths of the flooded earth

and one day when it is my turn
i'll be too nervous to ask you to share and my spine might break
but i will get all that i yearned
my plan is to hug an anvil and sink to the bottom of a lake

i'll live as long as my little lungs last
haunting the depths of the flooded earth will be my skull
found in water bound grass
will you bring flowers to my grave?
will you let them float down to where i lay?

after further reasoning, i'm going to bed

DUCKBOY(Ruby) - Tragic Love Songs To Study To [Vol. 5] [Full EP]

im tryna show you what im hiding
im hiding from all my insecure thoughts
i hope im wrong
im scared that i am not
im trying to fight off my demons
im exhausted but i cant stop

get out 
out of my head
your hissing tongue has licked me for the last fucking time i swear
i swear
my temptations they taste so sweet
i got cavities rotting my teeth
and my gums bleed

i hope you know im fucking lying
im lying to myself over and over and over
im over it
forgive when i forget about what my purpose is

get out 
out of my head
your hissing tongue has licked me for the last fucking time i swear
i swear
my temptations they taste so sweet
i got cavities rotting my teeth
and my gums bleed

get out 
get out of my head

Heroin As A Recreational Activity

if bad luck was a charm then i would be a prince riding a white horse
ill rip off my whole arm if you lend me a hand and help me stay on course

tell me what you want
tell me what you need and
ill put on a front and act like im not bleeding
no i cant confront anything thats bothering me

i know i want to find a way
i know i want to find a way out

my whole life has been one long mating call
and my voice is giving out
ill always give it my all
ill always try my best
a whisper turned to a shout

tell me what you want
tell me what you need and
ill put on a front and act like im not bleeding
no i cant confront anything thats bothering me

i know i want to find a way
i know i want to find a way out

tell me what you want tell me what you need
and ill put on a front 
yes i will fake it 

i don’t understand who i am
i know i want to find a way out