let me sleep for eternity
pull the blanket right over my head
come join me
i'm lonely
close your eyes real slowly
this won't be something to dread
i promise

i've been stabbed in the back
i smell blood on the track
i've been stabbed in the back, and i ain't crying over spilt milk but who's gonna clean this mess?

take me out

dig me up and out the ground and wipe off all of the fucking dirt
you still won't get the message
i'll include the wreckage
i'm just trying to make this work
i promise

i've been stabbed in the back
i smell blood on the track
i've been stabbed in the back

i got a gun in my mouth and all i can think about is how loud it would sound if i let off a round
but i'm dead on the ground and the ground's stained brown
oh wow
i've been dead for a while now
how?
i guess i'm a ghost now that i'm toast
but i wasn't burned alive and i ain't crying over spilt milk but who's gonna clean this mess?

i've been stabbed in the back
i smell blood on the track
i've been stabbed in the back, and i ain't crying over spilt milk but who's gonna clean this mess?
i guess a permanent stain of brains matches the drapes

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DUCKBOY(Ruby) - Tragic Love Songs To Study To [Vol. 5] [Full EP]

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im tryna show you what im hiding
im hiding from all my insecure thoughts
i hope im wrong
im scared that i am not
im trying to fight off my demons
im exhausted but i cant stop

get out 
out of my head
your hissing tongue has licked me for the last fucking time i swear
i swear
my temptations they taste so sweet
i got cavities rotting my teeth
and my gums bleed

i hope you know im fucking lying
im lying to myself over and over and over
im over it
forgive when i forget about what my purpose is

get out 
out of my head
your hissing tongue has licked me for the last fucking time i swear
i swear
my temptations they taste so sweet
i got cavities rotting my teeth
and my gums bleed

get out 
get out of my head

End of Summer 2005 (started off as a tropical depression)

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