3 judo sloth please

gl0wrm

emo rave

new April shit

Prod. By Evan Jolley +

keep to myself

keep to myself w/ evan  jolley +delcada prod evan jolley

prod @evanjolley
ft @ultravialit

4 yrs im giving myself 4 years
I'll get my life together or i will rest in peace
it's kinda comforting to know that the end is near
why can't i just leave this world without hurting my family

i don't wanna hurt u but this is hurting me
writing songs about same thing is not helping me
i have no goal or motivation im just existing
i feel so miniscule just forget about me

i always bring myself down
there's no one to lift me up

can't someone just stick around
everybody leaves that's just life

ik u don't believe me but im trying to keep my head above the surface
it's hard to breath and my lungs are filling not with water but with poison
im trying not to hate myself so much and accept me for who i am
but im a person that i hate and it's ok to feel this way


ultravialit:

about 4 years
giving myself about 4 years
living in doubt for years
put my hand to the flame ouch shed tears
i need to work out a routine, gotta keep moving
gotta get out of here
gotta be ready for the storm before the clouds appear

anxiety im not going quietly
there's an infection a disease that grows inside of me
i need a doctor i need a surgeon cut this out of me
right now I'll bleed but when this heals i hope that you can count on me

i always bring myself down
bring myself down when nobody is around
i always bring myself down
so in 4 years time i hope i get to climb out

yuh
putting off all of my problems
i dont know how i can solve them
instead all i do is just stall them
yuh
and maybe this really is my fault
wish you'd forgive me dont know why im living
ill find out as soon as the sky falls

4yrs w/ ultravialit 「evan jolley」

HOOD GOTH, МУРКИ — DIE YOUNG! HEXD !

Hate My Life (but at least i dont live a lie)

Поменял prod delusory notee1

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DIE YOUNG 2

HOOD GOTH, VINXO— ASHORE ∞ HEXD

i love you lauryn

xoxoswitch + gl0wrm - is it easier without me

i love my gf as per usual
cover by https://www.instagram.com/everyymomentt/

how i rly feel (bmud)

running out of things to say
looking at pictures asking why i miss u
u dont have to tell me different
baby im sick theres something missing
nothings gonna ever save me
how did i ever even let this happen
why do i feel so alone
how did i get so fucking cold

u dont have to tell me lies
i know im never on ur mind
what am i supposed to do now?
i hear ur voice at night
but u died a few weeks ago
i really hope u see it thru
what am i supposed to do
everything comes back to u

everything comes back to u (gl0)

only pulled away because I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs
I wanna see it happen from far away
If we were to die there’d b no reason to stay 
I can see the stars when I look in ur eyes
I  can’t wait to think of u when I close mine
I only pulled away from u cuz I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs 

grew your roots with me
now im barely breathing
love in a memory
forgot all the bleeding
i tried so hard to keep ur love with me
forest fires couldnt stop and
there goes all the trees
i dont think i could tell a soul how i feel
stop myself from texting every night
like whats my fucking deal
grew your roots with me
now im barely breathing
love in a memory
forgot all the bleeding

only pulled away because I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs
I wanna see it happen from far away
If we were to die there’d b no reason to stay 
I can see the stars when I look in ur eyes
I  can’t wait to think of u when I close mine
I only pulled away from u cuz I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs 
I can see stars when I look in ur eyes
I  can’t wait to think of u when I close mine
I only pulled away from u cuz I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs

lungs ft. gurldoll (gl0)

im feelin something deep
i feel it inside me
i hate when u cant see
how ur words affect me
how ur turns always take the wrong turn
how this feeling always return
gotta say dat im fine gotta pretend
i was runnin out of time tying loose ends
i swear im missin the feelin of ur touch on my neck
kissin on my neck uh n i feel ur fangs
im wastin my life takin all these xans
i ruin my life losin all my friends

whats are all those scars?
I have leather arms
want u in my arms
I have leather arms
I want u next 2 me
I wanna make u bleed
sickness took from me
what was meant to be
what’s with all those scars?
I have leather arms

something deep ft. inssekt (gl0)

i fall to parts
things i nevr wish youd seen
try fore I fail
what do u know of me
if that is what u feel 
if that is what u seek
I swear these thoughts r breaking me 
bringing me to tears
bringing me to fear
I saw that pill creep on me
I guess that's how it has to be
no remedy
a part of me 
thinks what could've been

nothing that im saying
is helping me, im breaking
my soul is for the taking
I got time and it’s just wasting
my spirit has been broken
I feel like I’ve been chosen
I walk around the street
this is how it has to be
this is all you’ll ever see
all i’ll ever see
all you’ll ever see
all I’ll ever be

hex u ft. nosgov (gl0)

My eyes are wasted on you
Your eyes cold I see right thru
There’s not much I can do
My hearts been wasted on you

I turn my back
And i run away
I can promise you
I can't hide your face
Don’t want it
I’m 2 honest
But you want it again
And I keep talking loud
I keep on getting frustrated with myself
And when I don’t run I see nothing else

My heads always in tune
For what? I'm so blind
Hold me and take what u can find
'til your head don’t make a sound
I want what's dying in you

My eyes are wasted on you
Your eyes cold I see right thru
There’s not much I can do
My hearts been wasted on you
My hearts been wasted on you
My hearts been wasted on you
My hearts been wasted on you
My hеarts been wasted on you

vitamin (gl0)

Singles

xoxoswitch - mdma + luvdigi (evan jolley)

xoxoswitch - more pain (evan jolley)

love U guys thx for everything :)


lyrics
feel my heart break me all apart its all i ask for
if i said i luv u then i meant it i was that sure
remember nights U were crying on the bathroom floor
these days spend it in my arms where did time go
yea i fked up
way before i met U i was thinking fuck love
4 cups down still dont wanna throw up
idk why they talking2 Me like they know us
now its all gone watch it fall all down
spent some days all up in the rain to see the sun now
keep ur head down yea i promise ittl come round
been thru 2 much that i dont rly give a fuck now


say she love me im gon reciprocate
ask why i can't repeat ur name,
tongue tied what else can i say,
remember them days back in may,
praying that we'd meet face to face,
even if it's all up to fate,
do i need to say how long i would wait?
(i will spend everyday waiting for you)
if youre lost know id go to the end of the globe
(darling dont be afraid i will love you for a thousand years) i was shattered apart and you made me feel whole
(ill love you for a thousand more)
picked me up off the ground i was at my last rope

thousand years ft sennai (444jet)

[nosgov]
i got sick from your bullshit barely walking
i got nauseous from a pill im barely talking
what you say about us we dont do that talking
im doing shit you never seen man you just talking

if i went broke then why my money still walking
im a addict to the money its disgusting
up a pill up all night man i been working
off a pill man im always up to something

i dont got time to make your bullshit mine
i been fucking right
you pocket watching
usually you do it all the time

talking get you sniped
dont get in our sight
i been crying to my money
i cant make it right

bitch dont pick a fight if you dont-
if you dont wanna die
they been said that i fell off but my shit been revived
cameras out in work

im going worldwide
i do it, do or die
mask on im too fried
i put you to the side

run but you cant hide
boy you live a lie
boy its clearly not your time
pull up to the site, dont play with my time

i got sick from your bullshit barely walking
i got nauseous from a pill im barely talking
what you say about us we dont do that talking
im doing shit you never seen man you just talking

if i went broke then why my money still walking
im a addict to the money its disgusting
up a pill up all night man i been working
off a pill man im always up to something

Still Walking (prod. meta)

prod me

>lyryx<

come in like
shut ur punk ass up
only talk the talk
if ur gonna stand up
if u gotta walk
gotta walk w us
n if u don’t
watch this, duck
come in like
im fkn bout2 kill this party
these fkrs dontkno what they started
im allergic 2 the bullshit sorry
ion even wanna hear ur story
cant wait til u lost n im winnin
buy a bag fk the cost im spending
i put it all on then i spin it
nvr miss on a song when i hit it
ur so stupid
hate im stuck w u
no1 bought shit but my money up
kno i got hits i aint pushin luck
take it by the sip i just want a buzz
ukno i like 2 mix im on dif drugz
lifes good when i feel this way
sometimes i just feel insane
i dont wanna bide time waiting 4 a good day
waiting 4 a long night but well b ok

**you're .... 😔😔 ##dgtl

https://www.instagram.com/gl0n3l
https://www.instagram.com/nosgov
https://soundcloud.com/820

nosgov - secrets (prod. gl0n3l)

scarekrow + gl0wrm - u switched up (evan jolley)

me n u <3 (prod. evan jolley)

its like i cannot breathe + capoxxo (lb66 b4dtape)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCyJKw0CY_M

if you want it i got it
its making me nauseous
put my head on your targent
ima lost surgeon

i dont deserve shit
i can smell the detergent
will i preserve it
i cannot stand it at all

i cannot stand shit alone
i cannot stay here alone
i cannot stay here so lost
im so lost

i cant tell u som
my throat hurts so sore
crush me make me torn
you wont ever know

its quite funny
how they been looking at me
it still haunts me
i cant forget, sorry

scarekrow + gl0wrm - u switched up (evan jolley)

girlfriend