feature from @820
mastered by @0rch_id
prod me

(avast)
I think i’m tired need to lay down
ill make it thru somehow
its too much, i’m gonna drown out
u looked a lil deeper tell me what u found

i’m in the club, ur not invited
its gone, if i dont like it
I call the shots, dont need a sidekick 
I wanna be alone and hide it

gone again, u wouldn’t know
all the feelings I couldn’t show
i’m going out in the snow
need to go on whats showing

all alone in the sky
sticking to myself I’m shy
falling through in the night
do i tell her when its over? say goodbye?

(nosgov)
im pouring some substances
i pour too much just to exist
cant wait to go all wrong with it
i have to go along with it

please walk with me please dont leave
and when its getting hard to breathe
addiction taking over me
please hold my soul when i cant breathe

im screaming outloud
i stay in the dark
fucked up on my part
end up in a fight

gone again ft. nosgov

@taylor
@sainttomorrow
cover credit ig@konoenoko

nothings fading off
i dont wanna go back
i dont wanna go thru that again
know it this could b my only chance
tell her that she got me til the end
not nobody else it makes no sense
when i fuk up know i make amends
when i fuk up hate to see u upset
remember when i couldnt even care less

ill b there if u need someone to hold on
theres too many fake its such a problem
idgaf wat they say i do that often
just us on our own my only option 
tell her u’ll b ok
want u to say my name
so take me on ur way

nothings fading (taylor morgan, saint tomorrow)

song is called holster if ure gna repost this just title it holster not "free" thx :heart:

archive exclusive thank you @diegointhedark

5/10/2024

walk into yo crib 
   im taking evythangg 
   heard u hating
   when u seen me u ain say a thing 
   all these foreign emo women 
   make my wrist bleed 
   did yall miss me?
   dying && it’s pretty 

   ugly bitch im dubbing it 
   u hit me phone im blocking dat 
   pussy he b loving it 
   i broke her heart , u got attached 
   we just licked yo shit 
   go up a pole if ur ass want it back 
   ur bitch gone lick this tip 
   while getting clipped
   her bf watching that

   dirty money in my mattress
   fiber optics, strangle him get back quick
   2 xans inside this nesquik
   im with my best friend 
   benjamin my best friend

   n im sorry ur bro caught a stray 
   i pulled the blade and she smiled 
   r u not afraid ?
   u aint get money boy i cant relate
   scripts i need to medicate 
   until then i lie awake

diegointhedark - i hve no friendss (prod. diegointhedark)

@fozo2 @erdo

find it in your heart 
   to maybe seek forgiveness 
   this is my eternity 
   and you can not get in 
   i see satellites at night 
   wonder if u see thm too
   n im falling through this loop 
   hope it leads me back to you

   im sick again 
   the hospital bed feels 
   cold against , my ashen colored skin
   do you like the way 
   i leave and thn come back 
   by the way i rly miss u 
   but u kno tht

   its not my fault 
   i tell myself so many times 
   buttons on this margiela 
   shirt looking like coraline 
   think of her and prosper 
   your beauty was more thn divine 
   kitchen counter with the lines 
   i snort it to erase the time 

   wanna shave my head change my face 
   let it restart 
   nothing to negate the cause of pain 
   frm my torn heart 
   ive been seeing faces in the rain 
   but its not you 
   ive convinced myself  tht im insane 
   still i love you

@7senss @inssekt
prod @5vexe @silversxo @with3rx

inssekt & senses - disaster (5v + silver + with3r)

https://soundcloud.com/emorave

cover art: @dj.spizdilremix

in the moment
i feel hopeless
break me broken
shattered focus
im still holding
you dont know this
tried to control me
u be on broke shit

spark hit ghost it
want u to notice
i postpone it
front door stay open
mail pack hit oh shit
xmr real ghost shit
dropped a pill its a potion
all my friends got motion

i was born with the sickness
they aint never gave permission
all my substances illicit
oxy pain but i kicked it
all my thoughts getting cryptic
i dont wanna fuckin miss it
catch a moment where im in it
live for it but last a minute

emorave - hoe shit (scarletchoir)

BLOOD ON MY FREEDOM SHIRT

bro I called this song ceiling and that's literally a picture of the floor life's crazy

i'm gonna tell my kids this was bladee

ceiling (lovbug)

whitetrash