https://spiritofariel.com

shh

the way you move
the lighting sets the mood
we chat like birds in June
she see me too?
it seems unlikely
or sorry that did I mistake?

wait don't miss the lights now
baby you're too nice
baby you're too nice no
wait don't miss the lights
bit me make me cry now
baby you're too nice
baby you're too nice no
you won't make me cry

what you found you were proud
now you're waning from the fear
that you sold it all for living a lie
so push me down take me out
I'm just waiting here for someone to
make me catch a glimpse of the light
yeah rip out my soul and
take the wings from a bird in flight
she lets out a roar
as golden fire ignites her eyes
she says "I need to know we're not just fucking as friends
no more pretending to love, 'cause knowin' us, if it ends it burns" and
still, I go back, no, still, I go back
still, I go back, no, still, I go back
shh

wait don't miss the lights now
baby you're too nice
baby you're too nice no
wait don't miss the lights
bite me, make me cry now
baby, you're too nice
baby, you're too nice, no
you won't make me cry

babyur2nice

lyrics:
fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending 
play pretend
and hope and pray it’s everlasting
sweet escape
my fears are running right beside me
looks like i’ve got no time to waste

head over heels
i was falling
didn’t pick up the signs
as they called me 
feeling the waves
as they’re crashing
down

when i said i was fine
i meant it
focus on the times
when i feel alive
i just wanna be the same
i want something real
i just wanna be the way i used to be
before the blasphemy
causing my entropy 
it must be bittersweet 
but 
i don’t know how to feel
i just want something 
real

hate my head
its a secret enemy
gave my best
best that i could be
got my head on sweet
used to kill myself
just a joke forever lasting
marry, kill
just gone fuck me in the end
just gone fuck me in the ending
marry, kill
just gone fuck me in the ending

when i said i was fine
i meant it
focus on the times
when i feel alive
i just wanna be the same
i want something real
i just wanna be the way i used to be
before the blasphemy
causing my entropy 
it must be bittersweet 
but 
i don’t know how to feel
i just want something 
real

bittersweet (ft. kissherguts)

always {sc0ttryan}

Balcony

presave all eyes on me!
https://ffm.to/alleyyesonme

prod me with extra guitar from wishlane : )

lyrics:

taking out my anger on my friends
keep it pent up in my head
i don't have a tower to defend
do their feelings change when i'm not around
hardly ever at the party
ask me if im okay, hardly
feelings change
and people grow
the hardest part is learning to let go

layered in sarcasm
falling through the chasm
im, chasing whats beneath
but i can't seem to swim that far
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck bout what they think 
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck bout what they think

i do.

cos its like 19 years
ive told myself that this
was for the best
with my ego filled with
bulletholes and my hands
held to my chest
and if i wasnt such a coward
this needle would have
another thread
and if i werent so superficial
this chapter would have a different end

blame it on sarcasm
when im falling through the chasm
ill be chasing whats beneath
but i cant seem to scream that far
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck about what they think
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck about what they think

i do.

STEMS

i do (ft. wishlane)

see it to believe it. 🦉

Prod. Bond. x Dez Forman @dezforman
Master by: _st1cks @st1cksyea
Art by: @soutjay

See It To Believe It

nvm.
prod me @assperrr & @claudesdiary
additional bg vox from @claudesdiary

inspos for song:
jane remover - search party
sewerperson - the harvest

[lyrics]

*intro*
last year was the start of the end
i couldn't be here without you
but the path split again
i've got so much to value
and more time to spend
but i've been treated like shit
how could you call me your friend?

*verse*
cuz I’ve been down bad
with a fake friend
I don’t have much to say when
I’ve been waiting
for you to get it
I’ve been here for so long
to just forget it
I said no 100 times
you couldn’t accept it
I’ve been way to scared to
read the message
the last one sent
makes you look obsessive
but ur the main character
want me by your side
and break my barriers
the more we talk it gets scarier
thought u were my friend
u felt superior
put yourself first not a thought here
if it doesn't work then its not fair
and u wanna say that I don't care
but I'm your longest friend who never got scared
pick the phone up shit is still the same
here's the dial tone shit will never change

*bridge*

cuz i haven't felt this in a while
it's time to go switch up my style
I never could buy I'm on trial shit
I'm blocking the number like

*hook*
go!
they hit me back and all i said was
nvm
nvm
nvm
nvm
where did you
go! x4

*outro*
cuz I can't deal with all this back and forth
I can't commit to what ur asking for
I've tried to mend this more than once before
don't hit me up I went and locked the doors

you liked to make me your main focus
to manipulate me till I'm hopeless
you make me like shit like did you notice?
you didn't notice
you'll never notice.

spotify !

nvm. (jauntsen x asperr x claude)

Fingers

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mirror

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produced by @swazyhq

lyrics:

the blossoms always sprung
locked in ur bedroom in the spring
hide so they won’t find us
cry while i take the bus home

i tried to write it all down
so i could get it all out
i tripped and dropped all of my pages
fly away as i fall down

get back up i don’t know how
the rain on my window sounds so loud
lately i’ve been sleeping to ignore it 
face down in the front yard while it’s pouring 

cause i can’t afford the time that i’m stealing
late night while i’m staring at the ceiling
is it real or just a feeling
can anybody hear me

i never took care of myself 
you saw and you would always try to help
no one tried quite like you did
but i’m not something you can fix

now i see the whole time i was sick
you always stayed right by my side but that’s not a way to live 
i don’t wanna make u cry cause it’s nothing that u did 
i’m just sorry that u tried i was living out a lie

i always hid it all under the surface
i should’ve called it off u don’t deserve this 
but how could i stop us from falling we were perfect 
we couldn’t help but give it all swear we were burning

i’m sorry swear i didn’t try to call u
my finger slipped while i was tryna change the volume 
i know i’m in the wrong, shoulda made it stop but i went too long
now i never wanna hear that shit again, i hate all my songs 

now im back got me thinking of the past what i did wrong
come in last all the chances that i had, call this shit off
got me sad, all the times i let you down got me pissed off
wrote it down, swear i’m gonna drown in the list of

i cant look back, swear i’m doing what i have to do
i lost my track, really thought that things would last with you
hiding when i go out, crying in the bathroom
you don’t ever slow down, life is flying pst you

im sorry that u tried (p. swazy*)

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