what this life brings is a bunch of pain and chains
guns on the fucking table like it rains
bullets off this game
that we call sane, like its all the same
never mind the flex im just spitting phrase
elated off the pill, i dont even mind the dames
experimenting like i have nowhere to go in this storm
im just tryna find formality up in this world we dance in
beautiful mystery found underground with my friends
making music till we chance up the ladder like a minecraft cave
like its not safe, like zombies came, and creepers stayin
but its all good we going all the same
walking ahead never looking back thats the motto
playing all around with people like some lotto
aint that a truth is it a lie i dont know
fact remains
we die in the end make the most of change yo
and we chillin like some villains in the dome
we just make the most of what we got
like alchemy , poetry, living proof of mastery
loving all the cranes building the scrapes
in the city we all work make them ends meet and then
well, when it is revealed we will become kings and queens

Convinced

Memorial

i can't feel myself no more (prod. by 93feetofsmoke)

prod. @charlieshuffler

LYRICS: 

before you speak upon my situation
what if I told you that my limitations 
are larger than you think 
and I can't push past them
no matter how hard I try
when the burdens that I'm forced to carry
got me dreaming about sleeping in the mortuary 
I feel the weight of my own personal ceiling
crumbling down to bury me
cause the structure of my mind is immutable like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing you can do about it
cause the structure of my mind is set in concrete like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing that you can do
I know it's hard to see
my brain tissue isn't exposed for all to see
but if it was I would hide it
like I hide everything else
I hide my feelings too 
but this is getting way too hard to keep from you
could you tell by the way I always moan like I'm depressed?
or is it the rope around my neck?
cause the structure of my mind is unchangeable like the color of my eyes
I'm a fuck up by design and there's nothing I can do about it
the medication is a joke
it just makes me want to choke myself with my own two bare hands
until I suffocate and die
wipe your tears, wipe your tears
I didn't mean to make you cry
I'm just trying to explain why I'm like this
the color of my eyes
and I would change that too 
I know it's cliche but I always wished that they were blue
or green
maybe I'll go and buy some colored contacts
woooahhhhhhhh

color of my eyes (prod. charlie shuffler)

♡ ♡ ♡ 

https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

original - https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty/soft

Soft - Angel tears X Poppy tears (YungJZAisDead cover)

The Silence In Black And White

miss you more every single day
owe all my creative talents to you
i love you
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mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic
produced by https://soundcloud.com/cadaverworld
first and only single off of my upcoming lp titled 'vulnerable'
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now i wake up every day with all of these memories, yeah
i remember how he'd play those nylon strings
that's when i knew that i like to sing, oh

turning away so callously
wishing i did when i couldn't see
how could i be so careless?
know that i regret it
yeah, i keep turning around in my bed
got the ghost of you in my head

and this is killing me
yeah, this is killing me
wish i could tell you sorry
can't wait to join the party

with you up there in the sky
fill that longing for a better life
they like to think they know
but they really don't

no, no, they never really had a clue
they'd always just judge you
now they like to judge me too

misunderstanding me
misunderstanding you
misunderstanding us
what ever could we do?

wish i really got to know you better
here's my letter

what ever could we do? (prod. forgotmyname)

$hadowstar - Pull Up With Lil Austy

Bonnie and Clyde feat. aka Luca (prod. splashgvng)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/bornhero
mixed and mastered by me
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crossed my heart and hoped to die
all she ever told were lies 
could only ask why
i never got an answer
isn’t pleasing
always just tease me
with her leaving
i'd always chase after

can’t help myself
though i can tell
she don’t give a shit
then why do i give shit?
about this, about you
it’s obvious
i’m in a bad mood

well can’t you take the blame for once?
yeah...

it’s “always my fault”
you never wanna talk
this all really sucks
whoa
warnings i’m never heeding
life’s so repeating, like what’s the meaning?
is there meaning?

wanna see the other side
wonder what it might be like
will i regret the hindsight?
what could come rather?
is it pleasing?
endless dreaming?
pointless weeping?
what am i thinking?

it’s “always my fault”
you never wanna talk
this all really sucks
whoa
warnings i’m never heeding
life’s so repeating, like what’s the meaning?
is there meaning?

life's so repeating (prod. born hero)

out on all platforms
first single from jack frost ep
coming thanksgiving :)

vox: bedhead
prod: zzzoro
writing/freestyle: bedhead
guitar: bedhead
mixing: bedhead
2: texas w/ luv

lyrics

chorus:
imma uber shawty over
only drive when i’m sober
in the bed roll over
made her smile when i told her
i don’t have a chance with u
she said “i wanna make plans with you”
i said in my head constantly i’m in a dance with u
u still wanna talk 2 me
even when yr sleeping
kill me if u wanna baby
do it when i’m dreaming
i know you have break my heart but mercy me i’m pleading
please don’t leave my side until the moment i stop bleeding
and my heart is still too drained
from all the feelings that i have
and i won’t see u in the morning
so i gotta live with that
and i could never live with myself
if i just put this in the past
i’m in the present and yr presence is
addicting like it’s crack

freestyle:
and yeah
itss sad
its so
bad
4 me
2 kno
that what
we had
 is something i
can never go back 2
i need u
i want u so bad i would
see u in every dream i have
if i ever could just sleep again
but i need u yr my
mel a to nin
i am bro ken
i need cop ing
yuh

i can't feel myself no more (prod. by 93feetofsmoke)

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