When I die, don't you breathe... Know that you made me complete..

whoispax

ÐŘÏPP ÎŇ (Freestyle)—Ft. LXVELL (Prod. LXVELL)

no boat

i don't know why i'm still alive (prod. by charlie shuffler)

Memorial

i can't feel myself no more (prod. by 93feetofsmoke)

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

prod. @charlieshuffler

LYRICS: 

before you speak upon my situation
what if I told you that my limitations 
are larger than you think 
and I can't push past them
no matter how hard I try
when the burdens that I'm forced to carry
got me dreaming about sleeping in the mortuary 
I feel the weight of my own personal ceiling
crumbling down to bury me
cause the structure of my mind is immutable like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing you can do about it
cause the structure of my mind is set in concrete like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing that you can do
I know it's hard to see
my brain tissue isn't exposed for all to see
but if it was I would hide it
like I hide everything else
I hide my feelings too 
but this is getting way too hard to keep from you
could you tell by the way I always moan like I'm depressed?
or is it the rope around my neck?
cause the structure of my mind is unchangeable like the color of my eyes
I'm a fuck up by design and there's nothing I can do about it
the medication is a joke
it just makes me want to choke myself with my own two bare hands
until I suffocate and die
wipe your tears, wipe your tears
I didn't mean to make you cry
I'm just trying to explain why I'm like this
the color of my eyes
and I would change that too 
I know it's cliche but I always wished that they were blue
or green
maybe I'll go and buy some colored contacts
woooahhhhhhhh

color of my eyes (prod. charlie shuffler)

wasting away (prod. by dennis)

youknowthat (prod. by smitty the bg)

The Silence In Black And White

miss you more every single day
owe all my creative talents to you
i love you
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mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic
produced by https://soundcloud.com/cadaverworld
first and only single off of my upcoming lp titled 'vulnerable'
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now i wake up every day with all of these memories, yeah
i remember how he'd play those nylon strings
that's when i knew that i like to sing, oh

turning away so callously
wishing i did when i couldn't see
how could i be so careless?
know that i regret it
yeah, i keep turning around in my bed
got the ghost of you in my head

and this is killing me
yeah, this is killing me
wish i could tell you sorry
can't wait to join the party

with you up there in the sky
fill that longing for a better life
they like to think they know
but they really don't

no, no, they never really had a clue
they'd always just judge you
now they like to judge me too

misunderstanding me
misunderstanding you
misunderstanding us
what ever could we do?

wish i really got to know you better
here's my letter

what ever could we do? (prod. forgotmyname)

so cold (prod. YungJZA)

$hadowstar - Pull Up With Lil Austy

Bonnie and Clyde feat. aka Luca (prod. splashgvng)

out on all platforms
first single from jack frost ep
coming thanksgiving :)

vox: bedhead
prod: zzzoro
writing/freestyle: bedhead
guitar: bedhead
mixing: bedhead
2: texas w/ luv

lyrics

chorus:
imma uber shawty over
only drive when i’m sober
in the bed roll over
made her smile when i told her
i don’t have a chance with u
she said “i wanna make plans with you”
i said in my head constantly i’m in a dance with u
u still wanna talk 2 me
even when yr sleeping
kill me if u wanna baby
do it when i’m dreaming
i know you have break my heart but mercy me i’m pleading
please don’t leave my side until the moment i stop bleeding
and my heart is still too drained
from all the feelings that i have
and i won’t see u in the morning
so i gotta live with that
and i could never live with myself
if i just put this in the past
i’m in the present and yr presence is
addicting like it’s crack

freestyle:
and yeah
itss sad
its so
bad
4 me
2 kno
that what
we had
 is something i
can never go back 2
i need u
i want u so bad i would
see u in every dream i have
if i ever could just sleep again
but i need u yr my
mel a to nin
i am bro ken
i need cop ing
yuh

jack frost bf

wholesome violence (prod. zzzoro + bedhead)

Dead Ends & Dead Friends, Smoke & Shadows My Only Company

i can't feel myself no more (prod. by 93feetofsmoke)

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