I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch

I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch
I've been working, I've been hurting but you can't hold me down
Now if I sink too deep, don't be scared, I'll swim out
And they can try to say I'm all wrong, I've been there

I've been there, not scared, I'm good
I've been there, not scared, I'm good
No one ever understood
But it's okay I swear I'm good
I was posted in the Tahoe breathing smoke in like its air
I was tryna find my soul but it was neither here, nor there
I was running through the desert, I saw four red pyramids
I was tryna find my soul, but then I found it everywhere
Eternal love filled up my chest
And took the lungs right out my breath
Young Neo in the cut, uploading data to my head
Things that do not have an end, a human cannot comprehend
A species bound to measurements, that's why Infinity is dead
but he exist inside my head
Im'a live forever man
Sing these songs until I can't
Im'a live forever man
Smoke these blunts forever man

My dear I'm not
Livin' in fear a lot
But they not fuckin' with my mind
I'm starin' off
Into the wind I'm gone
Nobody else here by my side
Yeah

Tell me she finna leave
Bitch are you kidding me
Nah she don't care about me, yuh
I made some enemies
Now I bleed steadily
While I been off of a bean, yuh
Stuck in this misery
You ain't a friend to me
You ain't been fuckin' with me, yuh
Got no identity
What is a bitch to me
I never needed a reason
Killin' me over again, yuh
Look at myself in the mirror
I never like what I see, yuh
Probably cause I'm feeling weak
I might fuck around and leave her
Cause I noticed I don't need her
Got me sippin', I'm a leaner
She won't fuckin' intervene

I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch
I've been working, I've been hurting but you can't hold me down
Now if I sink too deep, don't be scared, I'll swim out
And they can try to say I'm all wrong, I've been there

I'm Not Scared

I'm Not Scared ft. INFINITYISDEAD x Dyre {639hz} {prod* Nedya} (ON ALL PLATFORMS)

Ooohhhh | produced by 1ntcart

twitter.com/mrfrander

artwork by Cassidy burns 

Never Meant

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Funeral Service (Prod. Frander)

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

i don't know why i'm still alive (prod. by charlie shuffler)

produced by seng & evryn i thank them for the most beautiful instrumental i've ever heard, anotherlostcause.

Nothing More

break up again Ft. XR0LIFE(Prod. YUNG SKAH)

Girl I would love to hang around, shoot the shit just for a while. Tell me all your favorite things. I would love to make you smile. On my own but i been good. spent my life misunderstood. They never gave me a chance. I hung in there while they laughed.

And That's that type of shit that I've been going crazy for. The type of shit I cant ignore anymore. I've been floored by forces forcing me to see these different perspectives. They wanna teach me these lessons, but who am I to learn them? I stay steady burning marijuana that's why I be caught up in my thoughts. No matter if I wanna stop. If I do I'll be consumed by thoughts of you and we all know how that shit goes. It's fucking ugly. The way we cannot make a loving connection. I'm always fucking the next bitch. You're always secrectly texting somebody. Under your breath you be sayin shit that I pick up. I switch up instead of fighting im silent and I cant bother to fight them, all of these thoughts of you finding somebody else that you vibe with because in the end were not special. I told you when this all started, wouldnt be hurt if i left you.

i don't know why i'm still alive (prod. by charlie shuffler)

whoispax