So Bored

IM ROTTING!

IM ROTTING! - Mild Headache Reupload

Tell me what its worth
cutting lines on my wrist, putting bandaids where it hurts
i dont wanna stop, let me feel the burn
make the same mistake twice i dont think i can learn
Tell me what its worth
feeling like a burden, im not a human im the worst

told me it was worth it
was it worth it?
repeating in my head you always told me i was worthless
cutting lines on my arm to make it hurt less
i hope you're staring through my window you deserve it

Tell me what its worth
made the same mistake twice baby you always return
this is what i deserve i wanna leave this earth
but im just waiting for my turn

I dont wanna leave
begging on my knees
tell me its gon be okay baby send me prayers please
please dont let me leave
tell me its gon be okay while im bleeding on my sheets

I wont let you run away, crying on my floor
what do you want me to say? my body feels so sore
ill kms alone, so dont let me run away from home
like im not coming back, please do not call my phone

Am I just a burden?

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i fell for your temptations,
i found lust in separation,
i can't talk got frustration,
said loves forever but its not sanctioned,

bloods pouring, down my veins,
lifes boring, always been the same,
lost myself, who am i to blame
lost myself what have i became,

oh darling please dont interrupt
me while your gone,
oh darling please dont say miss
me when were done,
oh darling everything that happened
shit was wrong,
oh darling i'll have your body
hid before the dawn

loves forever but its not sanctioned ( og version )

mister ride me bye

I been screaming for help, but you don’t care
I’m just being myself, I’ll go nowhere
I’m only good at one thing, and it’s sleeping
You’re really good at something, and it’s leaving 

Never go outside like a vampire
Room so dim, so dark, like my attire
Never go outside like a vampire 
Room so dim, so dark, like my attire

I could explain it all, you’d never get it
I’m so monotone and obsessive 
Know it’s all my fault, I’m pathetic
Now I’m all alone, she’s in heaven

vampire

feel free to remaster if u want, some parts are a little rushed

CRY X BIRTHDAY(CONCEPT)

Guilty Pleasure

bitemyheart

EN: “The Collapsion” is a film project close to my heart – and this song is its official title track. The story, visuals, and music all come together in a world I’ve been building piece by piece. You can follow the journey and upcoming scenes on my YouTube channel: https://youtube.com/@HamarsMovies

DE: „The Collapsion“ ist ein Herzensprojekt – und dieser Song ist der offizielle Titelsong dazu. Film, Musik und Geschichte entstehen Schritt für Schritt in einer eigenen Welt. Mehr Einblicke und neue Szenen findest du auf meinem YouTube-Kanal: https://youtube.com/@HamarsMovies

The Collapsion

when your abit down,  this will help get you back up

loves forever but its not sanctioned ( og version )

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