"where tf is ayice"
well first thing being said I'm back (kinda) but I wanna fill yall in where I was and what I was going through so yall know what was going on.
Firstly, through the songs "I feel like a monster' to "Euphoria" I was in a very toxic relationship that took a lot out me, in the process of trying to make her happy I lost myself and my goals,and  by the time it was all said and done I was just, numb. also I lost a lot of my friends and family either to drug abuse or just to bs, I also moved, I was in the hospital, pets died, started school after being virtual for 5 years a bunch of shi and change has been going on and mentally I've been on auto 

but I'm working towards coming back and I'm sorry I let a lot of yall down but this is not the end of our story, nor the beginning 
take this freestyle WAYYYYY better shi otw

Lyrics 

Ngl you acted like an asshole 
Howl at the moon when the night fall 
We all gon be high, when we all fall 
Breaking her heart was the right call 

In her mouth no Blackwood 
Why these niggas wanna talk now???
In the jag with the top down 
Why these niggas so mad now???
I ain’t never did nothing 
Bro big mad and bluffing 
He ain’t even got a girl, why tf he talking bout cuffing 
White hoes think I’m famous 
Moving like they shameless 
You must think I’m brainless 
Ima have to say it 
If it’s snowing… I ain’t going 
Yes I’m up and yes I’m gloating ￼
Popping xans I’m popping touting 
 

I’m in love with black hoes 
Ima love a black hoe 
I’m in love with black hoes 
Ima never let go ( a bunch of times)

im way too Insouciant to be living (9lives)

?! sob emoji

supermodel cover

tip toe prod sonicreations

produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodfrustration
featuring @removeface, @mirasfinale, & @angelhomicide

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ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇs ♥ ft. 𝔯𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢, 𝓂𝒾𝓇𝒶, & ᗩᑎGEᒪᕼOᗰIᑕIᗪE

accept u

prod @sickboi

dont be surprised that i lost myself 
damn i called for help
a long time ago (a long time ago)
how did i let it get this bad
oh its so damn sad 
now im alone (now im alone)

oo , oo

when the nights got long 
and i was deep in thought 
where did you go? (where did you go?)
i only sing your songs
just to hear your part
and you didnt know (and you didnt know)

so whats this feeling
and do you hear it cry
oh its devastating 
to see that pain in your eyes
 
@soul 
either way that it go 
i lost myself 
no cries for help 
as you tear me apart once again
cant even save myself 
when we always fall out
pickin my poison 
penicillin 
now my feet are off the ground
try to go and shake this feelin 
i cant ever let you down
on the brink of suicide 
knowing you would let me die 
its okay cuz you my life
running circles through my mind

dont be surprised that i lost myself 
damn i called for help
a long time ago (a long time ago)
how did i let it get this bad
oh its so damn sad 
now im alone (now im alone)

oo , oo

im not who i was anymore ft. soul

Clingy

surprise

im the same
and im fallin behind
say my name right
can you keep me in mind
all these seasons keep passing
im not meant to last and
dont fall in love w my screamin
cause they all have no meanin
can i trust them to love me
will i end up above sea
in the water that you hate
i know that i am the same 

think im dreamin
cause nothin feel real
my existence is wordplay
flying to wind
i find myself alone and licking my own wound
see them all starin at me baby this aint nothin new
feel the wire around me baby i cant breathe
can you heal yourself cause i cant get between

i know that im still the same
i know that im still the same
i know that im still the same
i know that im still the same
i know that im still the same
i know that im still the same
i know that im still the same
i know



fallin behind

I'm a really nice guy :P

"Black Hole" single by a vigorous indie pop persona created at Suno. Lyrics, songs, cover artwork and album mastering were done employing artificial intelligence.

im not who i was anymore ft. soul

rae