damn dude.... 4 years listening to this and i just now realize how deep the last few lyrics are...damn that shit hit different today🧎🏽🧎🏽🧎🏽🧎🏽

One of my favorite tracks on here, this drop is so smooth.

Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

fleur

(prod. Tyler Creed & Andy Sorenson)  @deathncreed

Lyrics:

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Still I lose touch with myself can somebody bring help and show me outta the pain please
Who the fuck can I tell cuz nobody been listening to what I'm saying
You don't know myself and your posse gone follow yeah you probably hate me
But bitch you all been dead now see
You ain't ever the one I should've kept round me
Whatever you say but I could never trust you
I could feel it way before you ever knew bout him
I know all your friends love to hate me now
But it don't matter cause I couldn't give a fuck about them
I know that you family probably don't know shit of what you did
Cause you won't even say you wrong about shit
I know that he tells you that you did the right thing
How the fuck could you just take his side
Well that's fine
It cuts deeper than a blade to your skin when I was up at the crib said I was saving your life
I'm wishing I could just forgive and forget that night this time I guess that I'll never say goodbye
But what's it like to have somebody you with just fucking lie to your face like everything is alright
I split ties with many friends and forgave them nights I waste time now nobody else wasting mine

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off
I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Like Knives

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

(Verse)
Pissed annoyed,
But nobody really gets the point,
I'm so tired fuckin listen once in your life,
Cut ties fuck a friendship voices gone fight in my mind just to fill the void,
Oh my your lies thinking I can't tell,
To my surprise realizing how much I don't mean a thing,
I won't keep the ring,
And don't speak fuckin leave me be

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

heart broken (prod. PLURBS)

prod. by @strangerofthepast

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Why you holdin a grudge,
While you holdin a gun,
Why you smokin on somehthing and yal don't know what the fuck it is,
I been focused for what,
Cuz the high hopes I'm running with,
You high hoping for something to pull you out of the struggling,
Fuck if that's your mentality,
Sadly that ain't reality,
So you battling with the fact that shit never gone change,
That's why these locals they fuckin with what I'm doing in public tryna kick it go suck a dick yal just hope for the fame,
And watch your tone when you talk,
I'm not the one to put up with all that phony big tough shit why you posing a front,
I'm slightly hopeful but fuck am I bi polar or somethin,
With thoughts of loadin a gun while I'm crying holding it up

(Bridge)
I just wanna be myself,
In a world full of hate and I don't need no help,
You don't know me of well,
Keep thinking you do when you don't,
We probably got a lot in common but you wouldn't know

(Verse)
More than just an organism,
In a foreign prison,
When this shits in orbit spinnin,
Thinkin that I'm sorta gifted,
Gotta different sorta vision,
Light the torch and grip the sword and swing it,
Through the forest splittin anybody go to war against him,
Due to torture when the mental purgatory forming in em,
Which of course had then just led to writing and recording writtens,
Fuck conforming bitch your life is boring to me so I built my own fuckin lane and you can't break outta the norm of shit

(Chorus 2x)
Why,
Why they try to use me like I owe  em something all your fucking lies,
And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight,
And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like,
But fuck it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night

middle of the night (prod. stranger)

Prod. stranger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
And if our love lasts for a minute,
Or the past gone revisit,
And we splittin up to follow different paths dont forget,
That I don't rap for no bitches less they made a impact or they trash,
Real shit sometimes I can't tell the difference,
I ain't sad reminiscing,
On the past something special bought the struggles that we had and thats a fact don't dismiss it,
And I'm hoping we can laugh looking back on this shit,
In the moments when its bad we just can't hold it in but,
Love could work or the one you trust could hurt you,
It's something y'all could work through or wonder whats it worth to you,
When I stumble from my troubles go to mother earth,
And I talk about it on my own until I'm outta words to,
I could apologize bout a hundred times,
When I hurt you or got outta line you and I alike,
And it's something that nobody find,
Feelin like we Bonnie Clyde,
But I'm afraid to love somebody all alone these summer nights,
Got me in my zone wonder should I be alone or let somebody love me back after all that I been through,
Can't trust nobody less it's you cuz people bound to break the rules,
And I don't wanna be confused and wonder did you love me too,
When I'm all in

(Chorus)
She got me falling down again,
Then you wonder why the fuck I never leave my home,
Then you wonder why I never wanna pick up my phone,
Then you wonder why,
Then you wonder why

falling down again (prod. stranger)

Prod. stanger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Damn,
All the progress climbing,
When you lookin back remember times that were forgetten yeah,
I used to skate around in public,
Now I drive the whip around the places I grew up it's,
Such a change when reflecting on the past bu remember not to latch onto any of what happened,
Yeah,
Instead I use it as a tool for any current situation hope I learned a thing or two,
An old soul so much wisdom for my youth,
Things were so damn different used to kick it with the crew,
After school,
Smoke a blunt up in the woods and get some food,
Not a worry in the world until that one day,
I talk about it all the time was the blunt laced,
Had so many thoughts up in my mind I never gotten any closure,
And it's been so many years I gotta let it go because answer never show no it ain't gotten any closer, damn

(Verse 2)
Oh well I guess the time flies don't it,
Circle through the fights in my mind that you don't remember having,
Man I feel like you prioritize so much other that your family or just your own wife though it's,
Your life so I keep to myself,
Never had a father figure I just speak to myself so,
I guess we so damn different,
And you will never change so we so damn distant,
And I wonder if you proud of me,
And I could ask I mean you live in the same house as me but it ain't worth it,
Fuckin no purpose,
And you never supported til you thought that you could earn a little money from it,
At least that's how I took it,
And I just wanna get a bunch of cash and buy my mom a house I think you don't deserve it,
And all the years all the fights all the yelling you never gone apologize ain't nothing you can tell me, damn

(Verse 3)
Here I go again,
Another worthless song I know that yal wont even hear the words at all,
But first of all,
I gotta show my love for anybody who stood by me through anxiety the hurt the fall but,
When you fall then you learn to walk,
You pick yourself right off the ground and wipe the dirt up off and,
Move on like the words to my song,
And if you trippin on the past it's time you learn to evolve and,
That includes me people do the same things,
Fuck a grudge though remove all of the shitty energy,
Yeah I make music but you shouldn't Idolize me,
We remain humans make mistakes role model not me yeah,
We the same what I'm trying to say,
Only difference is my brain can make the pain into pages,
Of lyrics written on paper it's something you could relate to,
You not alone there's so many others who feeling the same as you damn

close the door (prod. stranger)

Prod. KAMAARA

(Chorus)
I don't seem to feel alright no more I'm not sure if I'll be living or dying,
I used to think suicide could fix all my troubles now I'm torn between the gun and who I'm with,
Baby please just sleep don't worry bout me if I don't dip I'll call you when the sun rises,
But sometimes I feel afraid to say what I think maybe I'm crazy well I hope you don't mind it

(Verse)
Bad thoughts running up a race in my mind,
While I'm screaming only so much I can take say I'm fine,
But i lied don't want you worried I'ma take some my time,
Try and pull myself outta this place,
Motha fuck friends you is a punk bitch,
Something that I learned is no one gives a fuck about you less there's money to be earned,
Why is everyone the same,
Why is everyone so fake,
Why you wonder why I feel it's best to go our separate ways

(Bridge)
Anxiety depression from the outside hidden never found right away unless you ask I ain't tellin,
Pills I ain't with because the pills tell me take my fuckin life and leave me shaking in the night time really,
Don't know who to trust and people smile wide thinking that we homies but I know it ain't in my best interest,
Tell lies people always tell lies just to get on my side I'll run away don't ask why I'm dipping

(Chorus)
I don't seem to feel alright no more I'm not sure if I'll be living or dying,
I used to think suicide could fix all my troubles now I'm torn between the gun and who I'm with,
Baby please just sleep don't worry bout me if I don't dip I'll call you when the sun rises,
But sometimes I feel afraid to say what I think maybe I'm crazy well I hope you don't mind it

dont mind me (prod. KAMAARA)

Prod. stanger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
All of the time I wasted made myself this way but was I better before,
And she was the high I chased it gave my life this pain when am I letting it go,
All of her scars remain remind her daily that pain is what she never ignored,
Shit ain't been right though lately I might leave it all behind and run away from it all,
Things ain't been the same since the day that the pills left,
I wonder if it helped me more than I know,
Always feeling anxious for you is it worth it,
I could feel the same when on my own,
When the fuck will you ever change we ain't perfect,
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong,
People make mistakes but just make sure you learn shit,
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way my love

her (prod. stranger)

(Verse)
Outta words to put on paper,
While searchin for inspiration,
But waitings a waste of time so fuck it head back to nature and think,
For a minute and when I'm brainstorming shit then I realize I'm the creator making my own decisions,
Don't needa conform to shit that they feed you it's all the system,
Break free and do anything that you feel is your own purpose,
It's the way it's suppose to be they convince you they hold the key to you being happy inside but you had it the whole time ay,
Fuck opinions of how they tell you to live,
And the glorification taking place of material shit,
You don't gotta be rich to be happy,
Facades appearing as fact,
It's the positivity that beats any external thing that means,
Absolutely nothing,
That is truly something,
That the masses have got backwards and it's sad and true well fuck it,
If you listen to this shit maybe you'll think a little bit,
And today could be the day that you may change the way you live ay,

(Chorus)
And you ain't gotta talk,
It's really just a feelin can you feel it,
And if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you win't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck,
It's really jsut a feelin can you feel it and if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you ain't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck

(Verse 2)
Tired of the hatred thats circulating these places,
Could try and kill em with kindness but I don't think that'll change em,
A waste of my energy,
Space I'ma need plenty,
To meditate not self medicate because it ain't helping,
Just take a walk in the woods whenever my thoughts aren't good,
So I can get into alignment with beauty all of us should,
Let go of drama and bull shit you hold onto for good,
It's a process to right your fucking wrongs but you should

(Bridge)
A buncha,
Lost souls on a,
Dark road tryna figure shit out you know how it all goes we ain't,
Lost hope,
Growin up is hard knowin no one really got your back it's only you so march forward,
A buncha,
Lost souls on a,
Dark road tryna figure shit out you know how it all goes we ain't,
Lost hope,
Growin up is hard knowin no one really gives a fuck about you so just march forward

(Chorus)
And you ain't gotta talk,
It's really just a feelin can you feel it,
And if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you win't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck,
It's really jsut a feelin can you feel it and if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you ain't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck

a feeling (prod. clipped)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

prod. @gonetoofar

Lyrics

(Hook)
Life sucks Goddammit why the fuck I stay,
Five cuts dripping blood why I be this way,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change,
Why drugs why anything that's not safe,
Why love when the trust just seems to break,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change

(Verse)
Wake up but she start to wish she never would,
Wanna leave this world but she never could,
Taped up cuts but they still bleeding through,
Make-up cover up all the skin she bruise,
Say nothing don't talk to anyone around,
What a world it is with all the things you do,
She'll just stare into space,
No one cares if it's okay,
And if by chance she live she say,
Maybe one day I'll change

five cuts (prod. toofargone)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVDwCMny8n4

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:
I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

Well
Step out from the background
Yeah
Live a little never in my head
Feel like we don't ever talk too much it sparks a bunch of motha fuckin arguments I know
Smile frown when we act out
Yeah
In a minute you'll be in my bed
All we ever do is fuck a bunch the condoms flushed wake up sippin coffee cups and go
Same house in the same town
Yeah
I remember we would hit my friends
We would meet up and get lunch and stuff it's nothin but a thought though cuz they all just stuck up now
Think about a little lake house
Yeah
We could live a little inside it
It the summer we would love it such
I wonder whatcha up to we don't talk enough at all

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

All I Am (prod. PLURBS) *Official Music Video Link in Description*

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good hope sells itself

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Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-things-are-calm-here-rainy-lyrics

close the door (prod. stranger)

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