I wonder could this be the drugs ive never felt this before ❤️🥹

long nights calling on the phone again.....

Im thinking of a perfect world where life is just bliss

Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

fleur

(prod. Tyler Creed & Andy Sorenson)  @deathncreed

Lyrics:

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Still I lose touch with myself can somebody bring help and show me outta the pain please
Who the fuck can I tell cuz nobody been listening to what I'm saying
You don't know myself and your posse gone follow yeah you probably hate me
But bitch you all been dead now see
You ain't ever the one I should've kept round me
Whatever you say but I could never trust you
I could feel it way before you ever knew bout him
I know all your friends love to hate me now
But it don't matter cause I couldn't give a fuck about them
I know that you family probably don't know shit of what you did
Cause you won't even say you wrong about shit
I know that he tells you that you did the right thing
How the fuck could you just take his side
Well that's fine
It cuts deeper than a blade to your skin when I was up at the crib said I was saving your life
I'm wishing I could just forgive and forget that night this time I guess that I'll never say goodbye
But what's it like to have somebody you with just fucking lie to your face like everything is alright
I split ties with many friends and forgave them nights I waste time now nobody else wasting mine

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off
I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Like Knives

elliott smith 1969-2003 

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You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine.
Even though the pain is killing me inside.
You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright.
You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes.

You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay,
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place.

And I know I really mean that in the worst way.
I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it.
I turn my back on everybody even me.
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean.

Black Nails, Black Sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see.
This world was never meant for me
 
Should I stay or should I go,
I've been walkin down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick 
but I'm still so sick of home.  

I'm feelin just like a ghost 
I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, Just a soul
My backs been been on these ropes.

My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb
My minds been getting dull
I see what I've become.

Black Nails, Black Sheep, 
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me

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Black Sheep (Prod. ʎpoqou & combination lock) [Music Video in Description]

i don't know why i'm still alive (prod. by charlie shuffler)

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The Pull Off (ft. Ghostemane)// follow my soundcloud @subtr6ction

destination

killstation & joei razook - cracks (prod. killstation)

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BclLM1rVqPM

prod. by @notclipped

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Im like damn,
I never really thought nothin of what I could do until this music really sparked something songwriting,
Make you realize that through the dark times its alright,
You not the only one who gotta hard life you gone be fine,
Thats what we told aren't we,
Used to kick it in the woods when summer would approach only,
Couple homies that I got but college was they road so Im back up on my own fuck it,
Rappings what Im gone run with

(Chorus)
Yeah Im still young but I think I learned alot about me and the people who be livin in this world that I be they don't like us,
Cuz we aint like them,
And if I don't fit in oh well I'll be keepin to myself if you feel the same way maybe we can kick it for a little while,
Talk until the nights done

(Verse 2)
Its like some people tryna talk to me,
But sometimes I don't reply cuz Ida fuckin lost trust,
And locals from before gone get to thinkin that you owe em somethin,
You ain't never done none for me but just talk garbage,
Thats some shit I don't fuck with,
I just really wish the people round me would have took the fuckin time to learn about the person that I really am,
Instead they formulate an opinion thats solely based on the ignorance of our differences but now that shits slowly changing amazing,

Maybe one day I'll make it, ay,
Maybe one day I'll make it, ay,
Sit alone got my head in the clouds Im thinkin out loud baby maybe one day ill make it

(Chorus)
Yeah Im still young but I think I learned alot about me and the people who be livin in this world that I be they don't like us,
Cuz we aint like them,
And if I don't fit in oh well I'll be keepin to myself if you feel the same way maybe we can kick it for a little while,
Talk until the nights done,
I made accouple hits but I ain't rich I still be hangin by the crib in a world tryin not to give a fuck about shit they dont like us,
Cuz we ain't like them,
I made a little name for myself so Im anxious as hell I don't really want the fame I just wonder if there's anyone like us,
Cuz they dont like us

they dont like us (prod. clipped) *Official Music Video in Description*

prod. @killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Long nights callin on the phone again,
I could pretend that Im alright but you ain't fallin for it,
Im thinkin of a perfect world where life is just bliss,
And all the suffering aside just you and I tonight,
I can't feel anything my love I wonder could it be the drugs I never felt this before,
But she can get me high anytime we touch her imperfections left my mind I didn't notice at all,

(Chorus)
Hold me closer, I can't feel myself,
Hold me til its over, And the stars in the sky don't show,
Hold me closer, I can't be alone,
Hold me til its over, When the night time comes to an end

(Verse 2)
Long nights callin on the phone again,
I could pretend that Im alright but you ain't fallin for it,
Im thinkin of a perfect world where life is just bliss,
And all the suffering aside just you and I tonight,
I had a panic attack my love I wonder could it be the drugs I never felt this before,
Shaking from these bad dreams while Im up and I don't know if I can handle all this shit on my own

(Chorus)
Hold me closer, I can't feel myself,
Hold me til its over, And the stars in the sky don't show,
Hold me closer, I can't be alone,
Hold me til its over, When the night time comes to an end

hold me til its over (prod. killedmyself)

prod. @kamaara

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Why you think you know the shit that I been through,
Yall gotta clique of your own Im passin in the background,
I been on my own since I was high in that room,
My momma scared what Im on Im glad I made it back out,
Everybody actin like they knowin the truth,
But nah the truth be told yal wack because ya ask round,
Yal don't fuckin know the shit that I been through,
Thats fine just leave me alone next time I catch your ass out

(Verse)
I betchu motha fuckas never thought that I would make it,
Shut the fuck up yal don't gotta say shit,
I make hits,
Therapeutic music I create just to help me find a way to deal with problems I was faced with,
Im anxious,
People sayin that Im not the same as how I was cuz I don't pick it up when they tryna fake shit,
I've changed and they tryna play a part in my creation,
We was never homies you just tryna ride the fame,
Go and lace a blunt,
Take a puff,
Straight to the fuckin face and lungs,
And maybe once that motha fuckas done you'll understand the troubbled mess which rumbled in my fuckin head for months on end no fuckin rest and then you'll show me some respect,
But nonetheless Im better but fuck it I think you get it but you don't wanna admit it thats fine then don't fuck with me,
Its just a waste of your time as well as mine just live and let live cuz life ain't waitin on anyone my G

(Chorus)
Why you think you know the shit that I been through,
Yall gotta clique of your own Im passin in the background,
I been on my own since I was high in that room,
My momma scared what Im on Im glad I made it back out,
Everybody actin like they knowin the truth,
But nah the truth be told yal wack because ya ask round,
Yal don't fuckin know the shit that I been through,
Thats fine just leave me alone next time I catch your ass out

truth be told (prod. KAMAARA)

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

Prod. stanger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
All of the time I wasted made myself this way but was I better before,
And she was the high I chased it gave my life this pain when am I letting it go,
All of her scars remain remind her daily that pain is what she never ignored,
Shit ain't been right though lately I might leave it all behind and run away from it all,
Things ain't been the same since the day that the pills left,
I wonder if it helped me more than I know,
Always feeling anxious for you is it worth it,
I could feel the same when on my own,
When the fuck will you ever change we ain't perfect,
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong,
People make mistakes but just make sure you learn shit,
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way my love

her (prod. stranger)

Prod. stranger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Told her you don't need a mirror to admire what you are,
Nature gave us all a mirror it's the sky it's the stars,
So when we were laying down on my car in that empty parking lot,
Lookin up it made you smile from the start,
Baby we are equal,
I think they lost touch,
Society is all fucked,
Don't realize they more than just a body with some thoughts,
personalities colliding egos thriving that's the false self,
I'm sorry to the ones who hate me but I wish you all well,
The colors more intense the simple minded folks resent you for the highs you hold to get you through the highs and lows you been,
I mix the alcoholic beverage marijuana rolled to test it,
If that time I smoked was wet then whys it pop up when it isn't,
If I'm honest my perception of your mind is it's receptive,
When you smile I'm lost in heaven places I ain't know existed,
Like our minds are just reflections and our vibes are close to replicas,
Decide if we're whats best for us if not then don't forget this yeah,

(Chorus 2x)
You sway like the trees,
And I'm in love

(Verse 2)
Love is such a trip,
It's like a drug becomes addictive,
When we touch I feel connected to another fuckin sense,
Protect you from the stuff you been through,
Help you love when you're resentful,
Feel like love is a dimension not enough these fuckas visit,
Beautiful but don't express it,
Being vulnerables expected,
But the fear of being hurt can keep you closing off whatever,
An emotional depression could result in us regretting saying love you to begin with yeah it sucks but it can happen,
Spending months with yous a blessing,
In a land we manifested,
Where the whethers always 70 and issues never enter,
By the lake looks iridescent so majestic souls and energy,
And every golden memory we shored this moments precious,
Try to hold it close forever til we gotta go our separate ways back to the matrix set in place we'll meet back one a later date,
Relive that blissful feeling that we get,
Ain't no concealing it revealed it to the rest of us,
I hope we know whats best for us

(Chorus 2x)
You sway like the trees,
And I'm in love

iridescent (prod. stranger)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

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SPEECHLESS:
(Chorus)
Keep my name out your mouth
will that be easy for you I doubt
no you'll throw up my stories again
to all your stupid fucking friends
Keep my name out your mouth
like that'd be easy for you I doubt
no you'll throw up my stories again
to all your stupid fucking friends
(gloome)
I finally feel my breath again
everything burried deep within
I don't need a lover I need a friend
I'm getting really tired of trying
when its dark the weather is violent
and everything seems to go silent
a death of the heart tears me apart
over and over again
We've been diluted for so long
that nothing ever seems to go wrong
I feel like I'm just a pawn
a death of the heart tears me apart
(6host)
Don't get me wrong I still want it
I just can't hear when you're calling
have you been calling?
I must have missed it
wait no I didn't, you wouldnt listen
I told you I'm not gonna be there
if you're not consistent
we got priorities baby
I can't tell where yours are lately
you got a man but I'm hearing 
rumors about me
no sense in airing it
out there without me
people who care are all
right here around me
you're not around me
It's been 3 weeks I've been 
doing my own thing
I'll hit her up to pull up
when I'm lonely
she asks I tell her
I guess she's the only
I can't tell if its a serious moment
I barely know you,
you'll probably tell everyone when its over

CRASH:
(Chorus)
Don't look at me like that
knowing I can't bring back 
shit from my past
I'll be only getting close 
till I crash
I could throw this season out 
in your trash
(6host)
I don't wanna hide
I don't wanna fight
and I swear to fucking god
I don't need it in my life
I was taking risks
you were full of shit
try to put me in the trash
you would fuck it up and miss
back in 20 minutes
till its over I'll be sick
I don't need excuses
knowing you there will be a list
say all the shit you're thinking
right now I don't hear a thing
be up front like when we're drinking
if you're saying what you mean
No one's here to give you credit
we all get it when its earned
you want me to walk you through it
thats another lesson learned
I'd be fucking lying if I said I wasn't sure
what's the point in trying
when you left me on the curb
(gloome)
I'm in the clouds all the time
if you wanna stick around that's alright
you make me sad
said you wouldn't do that
I feel reckless at night without you
sometime sometimes I hate you
I see it in your eyes
I just wanna feel alright
I fell in love for the first time
we always fight on the long drives
do this one more time
one more night
I'd love to see you every morning
but you know how that gets boring
you make me sad
said you wouldn't do that

hold me til its over (prod. killedmyself)

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