any one able to add this song to a playlist

Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

fleur

(prod. Tyler Creed & Andy Sorenson)  @deathncreed

Lyrics:

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Still I lose touch with myself can somebody bring help and show me outta the pain please
Who the fuck can I tell cuz nobody been listening to what I'm saying
You don't know myself and your posse gone follow yeah you probably hate me
But bitch you all been dead now see
You ain't ever the one I should've kept round me
Whatever you say but I could never trust you
I could feel it way before you ever knew bout him
I know all your friends love to hate me now
But it don't matter cause I couldn't give a fuck about them
I know that you family probably don't know shit of what you did
Cause you won't even say you wrong about shit
I know that he tells you that you did the right thing
How the fuck could you just take his side
Well that's fine
It cuts deeper than a blade to your skin when I was up at the crib said I was saving your life
I'm wishing I could just forgive and forget that night this time I guess that I'll never say goodbye
But what's it like to have somebody you with just fucking lie to your face like everything is alright
I split ties with many friends and forgave them nights I waste time now nobody else wasting mine

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off
I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Like Knives

IG-@sleepi_rat
<3
visuals https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbaGsq_KA5A

ash creek

prod. @iamrellim

Lyrics:

(Verse)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Fuck the conversations I aint tryna pretend I know the meanin of this life once we die in the end,
It seems that everybody blinded by material things,
So take the money and the fame and leave us dying in peace

(Chorus)
You
I never thought about you
Im tryna live it up
You
You got some problems know oh,
You
And I dont give a fuck

(Verse 2)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Wonder where these songs be spawnin layin in bed,
Its like a pen up in my mental always writing a script,
I got a hunnid million reasons I aint tryin to quit,
But I dont got the time to say em by resightin the list

wasting time (prod. RELLIM)

Prod. @kamaara

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
She never look in my direction don't expect you'd speak again with me,
Im so protective though she left em for some better things,
I know you see me when you dreamin but Im on my own,
Im all alone,
So baby let me be,
Im outta touch with whats been goin on in public too,
My focus runs from blowin up to bein in love with you,
But it ain't nothin maybe I was meant to be on my own,
All alone,
I guess Im done with you

(Verse)
Keep speakin hear it from the castle let it pass,
Ink bleedin through the sheet my raps wrote on my own,
Barely leave unless I have to havin bad trust issues demons from my past won't leave me alone,
Kick em out the door Im keepin it closed,
And people provoking me to only keep to me and writing poetry to deal with shit Im coping hopefully this how its suppose to be devoted like a soldier til the dopamine is gone release,
She left me,
Broken hearted empty,
Can't recall how many of the vocal brawls but plenty,
But then weeks pass hit me up you should forget me,
Ima lose reception entering in natures energy,
I found a quiet spot by the lake where I can just sit,
Focus on my mental others steady chasin checks and,
Anything that money can buy thinkin it meant shit,
But you will never find happiness with what you flexin,
Those chains look like ropes hangin around your throat,
Its metaphorical so many people would die to hold em,
Get rich and try and afford designer cloths is what they striving for,
Societies have died and materialistic minds took over,
They rob your wallet and convincing you you gotta cop it,
Without a option if you don't then you are not as poppin,
So I've divided from the crowds expensive styles are lost in,
And finally found a place Im thinkin that we all belong in,
And I know you hear my work,
In every second of these records when I speak my verse,
There's no pretendin no regret because I found my worth,
You gone reflect on all the memories that we have earned,
I guess its just the way it goes separate from who you know,
They been workin 9 to 5 I been at the studio,
When I got some spare time I'll probly kick it on my own,
Meditate to clear my mind try accomplishing my goals whatchu no bitch

(Chorus)
She never look in my direction don't expect you'd speak again with me,
Im so protective though she left em for some better things,
I know you see me when you dreamin but Im on my own,
Im all alone,
So baby let me be,
Im outta touch with whats been goin on in public too,
My focus runs from blowin up to bein in love with you,
But it ain't nothin maybe I was meant to be on my own,
All alone,
I guess Im done with you

thought of you (prod. KAMAARA)

prod. @c-ldrose_o

Lyrics:

Times rollin can I get a grip on it,
Sick of this anxiety keeping me alone to think,
Minds always thinkin in the crib fuck it we can get outside and get away the way its suppose to be,
Walk through the woods and all the valleys Im passin by the flowers that formin so you know its spring,
Drop of the motha fuckin grid get away from this society that they ain't never gonna leave,
Ride by with my hoodie up bumpin shit dont five a fuck if somebody gona notice me,
While you fuckas goin to your job I been tryna heal my mind and my soul through this poetry,
Fucked up back when I was young no one thought that I would make my own lane but I told you G,
Tryna do this shit the way I want but for now I'll probly kick it on my own where the forest be

spring (prod. coldrose)

prod. @nadiakuk

Lyrics:

Lookin at the sky in the night time,
After cryin and fightin,
Cuz my mind isn't right,
It make me hate my life I know,
I know but I been hoping she don't,
So cold but I remember bout a time when her smile,
Could take my mind from the pain thats bottled up inside just like a cloud full of rain I know,
I know but I been hoping she don't,
So cold,
Said baby will you run away with me,
I really hate having to stay in this place I be,
But if you wanna walk away then I would say just leave,
I been alone for a minute ain't no difference to me,
Could feel the distance between us,
And everybody wanna talk to me these days,
I gotta wonder what the fuck had made them change,
I think they searchin for some fame but thats some shit I don't want,
Bitch I need money in the bank and a place I can call my own

night sky (prod. nadiak)

sunrise -interlude- (prod. GREAF)

prod. @greaf

Lyrics:

(Verse)
I don't got a job cuz I don't wanna leave the crib when thinkin bout if I should end it troubbled times got me sittin home,
Coupple dollars sittin on the counter Im conflicted should I try and pocket this or leave it right out near the stove,
You could make assumptions when Im steppin in the function but I know you fuckin think Im nothin I heard this shit before,
Death is really nothin but a slut who tryna fuck and when I feel her sneakin up I gotta tell her I ain't ready no

(Chorus)
And I can hear the pain in your voice when you speakin in my face in hopes to maybe fill the void oh,
But you an angel by choice so baby you ain't gotta worry I'll be straight by the mornin oh,
But everytime you hold me you take it away,
All the pain feel it fading away,
But I just wanna hold you and make it okay,
You make me think that we one and the same

(Verse 2)
Another rhyme Im spittin will the world acknowledge this well fuck it I don't want the fame or nothin nah I gotta different goal,
Fuck your diamond wrist and golden tires on your whips I wanna crib where I can kick it and provide got a little dough,
I seen alot of shit that fucked me up I thought that this was just my luck but now I got some homies I don't gotta feel alone,
And yeah I wanna bitch but I can't trust alot of them so if Im on my own again I guess its how its fuckin meant to go

(Chorus)
And I can hear the pain in your voice when you speakin in my face in hopes to maybe fill the void oh,
But you an angel by choice so baby you ain't gotta worry I'll be straight by the mornin oh,
But everytime you hold me you take it away,
All the pain feel it fading away,
But I just wanna hold you and make it okay,
You make me think that we one and the same

one and the same (prod. GREAF)

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

Prod. stranger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
And if our love lasts for a minute,
Or the past gone revisit,
And we splittin up to follow different paths dont forget,
That I don't rap for no bitches less they made a impact or they trash,
Real shit sometimes I can't tell the difference,
I ain't sad reminiscing,
On the past something special bought the struggles that we had and thats a fact don't dismiss it,
And I'm hoping we can laugh looking back on this shit,
In the moments when its bad we just can't hold it in but,
Love could work or the one you trust could hurt you,
It's something y'all could work through or wonder whats it worth to you,
When I stumble from my troubles go to mother earth,
And I talk about it on my own until I'm outta words to,
I could apologize bout a hundred times,
When I hurt you or got outta line you and I alike,
And it's something that nobody find,
Feelin like we Bonnie Clyde,
But I'm afraid to love somebody all alone these summer nights,
Got me in my zone wonder should I be alone or let somebody love me back after all that I been through,
Can't trust nobody less it's you cuz people bound to break the rules,
And I don't wanna be confused and wonder did you love me too,
When I'm all in

(Chorus)
She got me falling down again,
Then you wonder why the fuck I never leave my home,
Then you wonder why I never wanna pick up my phone,
Then you wonder why,
Then you wonder why

falling down again (prod. stranger)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

Prod. @arthrn

Mixed/mastered: @yvncc

Lyrics:
Dark days coming through 
Change face in the mood
Fresh cut then the drug 
Now this bitch got no love 
Yeah this heart wants to heal
It’s a burning desire that I cannot feel
I can’t shelter myself from the devil that keeps me awake 
Im the angel in hell that was made as a fucking mistake 
You can say what you want to I won’t agree 
Wont give a fuck for the world to believe 
They be holding they tongue 
But I be pulling they teeth 
I’m as cold as the night 
I’m the sky and the sea 
I been wearing da mask 
That disguised what I am 
But I’ll blend 
With the magic and blood they will see how it burns and it ends 

I don’t wanna feel no
I don’t wanna feel no
I don’t wanna feel no more
I don’t wanna feel no
I don’t wanna feel no
I don’t wanna feel no more 



Ride out in a mini van 
Cloud 9 with my little hand 
Shovel down for my tomb to drag
Smoking on a quarter half of weed
So I don’t feel no more 
One out of a million 
I bend and break at a billion
In my head I can see the end 
Roses on my name with Hennessy that’s when I feel no more 
Stay big in the small street
Don’t talk if you cold feet
I stay straight so I won’t cheat 
Kill them off I don’t feed
I don’t wanna feel no more
Blame them for my reason
They miss you when you leaving 
But I don’t give what they needing 
Never gave a meaning 
I don’t wanna feel no more

Feel No More (Prod. Arthrn)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVDwCMny8n4

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:
I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

Well
Step out from the background
Yeah
Live a little never in my head
Feel like we don't ever talk too much it sparks a bunch of motha fuckin arguments I know
Smile frown when we act out
Yeah
In a minute you'll be in my bed
All we ever do is fuck a bunch the condoms flushed wake up sippin coffee cups and go
Same house in the same town
Yeah
I remember we would hit my friends
We would meet up and get lunch and stuff it's nothin but a thought though cuz they all just stuck up now
Think about a little lake house
Yeah
We could live a little inside it
It the summer we would love it such
I wonder whatcha up to we don't talk enough at all

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

night sky (prod. nadiak)

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