Why'd you delete your old shit? I was trying to find "life" and it's not here anymore 😭

your amazing, dont believe otherwise, you got more musical talent in a finger then I have in my entire body, keep going King

dead inside

Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

nobody

conclusion; the end of an era
produced by @idlyblare
<3

lyrics:
sing me a song and tell me everything is normal
its been months since i had felt at all, im tryna keep it formal with the
things that i say to those who don’t quite get the most of me
its harder to find out when
they’re leaving

find me a stone & write my name in tiny letters
if u throw it far enough then you and i are stuck together for the
rest of our years or just as long as you put up with me
i know that it has to end
you’re leaving

so if i go
no complaints
we’ll take it slow
until we break

i shop the windows of this breezy inner city
hoping for some inspiration, maybe i’ll find something pretty in the
regurgitation of my life in front of you
i put myself for sale, just wondering
if you still want me too

i break the habits of my past, im nothin better than a
old pair of shoes that no one wears until they gotta
but its
nothing personal
something terminal

i saw the rain
reflecting off your windowsill
i took the pain i gathered
turned it into chlorophyll
who knows the way
we’ll fall back into open arms
i tried to find it comforting
here i am with battle scars

learning to lose

chlorophyll [idly blare]

spotify & apple music!

Playing Dead

safety (secre x heyrick)

self produced, (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

[FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE PLS WEAR HEADPHONES <3]

lyrics ♡:
(hush)

is it sad that i think that your right?
that im ugly? and that you hate the sight
of me, i can promise that its alright
its okay cause i get it all the time

you dont wanna live the same as my youth
i get stares as soon i walk in the room
i get anxious when i wake up and i see the moon
im a human and im not perfect too

i will never forget the pain that Yahiko suffered.
And now...
this world shall know pain. 
ALMIGHTY PUSH!"

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

im trapped 
in the walls
im not so sure what to do about it
pls help me
e-e-e-e-e-e-e
me

why do i feel this way?
why do i feel so much hate?
why dont you come lay my grave
and we will all be safe

I SAID WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY?
*way*
WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH HATE?
WHY DONT YOU COME LAY MY GRAVE
AND WE WILL ALL BE SAFE

S-A-A-A-FE
S-A-A-A-FE
SAFE

*hush*
-
-
-
𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣

spotify

hate

ｔｈａｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｇｕａｒｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓｈａｄｏｗｓ　ｍｅ

produced by dash vv
https://www.youtube.com/@dash8518

love y'all so much.
thank you for listening.
thank you for being here
more to come, in hopes

realistically wasting my time, and
don't claim you understand
you'll run out of road if you're way too gassed
we'll never last this
i wanna know myself 'fore i should take my life

the other side's so inviting

why you hanging 'round the wrong peers?
2D smiles but they're full of fear
i can see through the white lies
fuck a check, i ain't switch sides
matter of fact, think i'll own mine
call it wraps, called her 5 times
colon cramps, body's prolly fine
i been worse, and burnt more ties than mountains climbed
what the fuck

i hardly get any rest
when i lay me some ground
all my dreams make me sweat
well, honestly what'd i expect, i'm a tremor
who's born to make course with a crest
and since you've got room to assume,
i'll repaint the walls to a shade you once knew
but i'll say it once to conclude
it's only to falter youth

sending it down through my face to my gut
fireworks sound while i've waited enough
i ain't care much, i been down on my love shit
after effect of it damage and lunges
kicking and punching
wonder and covet
smoke in this oven i claim to be nothing
under the covers, i wake into sunder
and panic, then start to malfunction
these eyes are so indecisive
catching the sights that are so uninvited
well, anything but ultraviolet
going outside, my anxiety heightens
so i'll stay inside and be silent
minus the music and all of the crying
don't keep a snooze 'cause i'm up when the sky dim
yet prone to mute and respond autopilot

she told me that i'm smart
"i'm better than that?"
she told me i can start to feel something
she told me i could be something greater
then she left a hole inside my chest, like a crater

no one
to lend a hand
through the sawdust
in this foreign land
is this all that you want?
forever we run, even if we're not
indefinite rot
smoldered lungs while i talk

and no it ain't from the green
from birth i've been clean
but i kinda wanna be, to escape reality
no way this life was meant for me
never will i come to be fine with low expectancies
i'm fucking selfish, can't you see?
a frozen-hearted entity
thaw the guard that shadows me
too intolerant to speak
cut my lips and break my teeth
numb my limbs, but make it brief
i've got nowhere else to be
but miss the way it used to be
did you feel the same for me?

my eyes cry with the help of high life
can't you tell i repel with a fat lie
any sort of love will numb me;
numb enough to pass life
i sense two decisions
one's to splurge my thoughts and cast rhymes

it was 8 in the morning, i'm shipped like i'm cargo
heart in my chest beating out like a bongo
swipin' a scan of myself like a bar code
way past the date by some days, not alarmed though
rotten a bit, feelin' sick, sorta rank
'lil bit of soap, it could wash out the stains
i ain't been fuckin' with none of y'all lames
a couple of plays, now you thinkin' you great
this not a game, fuck a charade
pressin the keys until i feel okay
throughout the day
'till i collapse and wake up on my face
block out the sound with a video game
or something to drink
lemon and sugar remind me of fate
it's sorta sour but sweet by the grain
sweet by the grain, ay

she told me i was smart
"i'm better than that?"
she told me i can feel something
she told me i could be something greater
then she left a hole inside my chest, like a crater

by the grain [prod. dash]

RiverKinn
"Asthma"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

Thank you for 500k ♡

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

--------------------
My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest

I smile while you ripping it out
Get the blood drip taste
What I spit in your mouth
Why I should I worry where I'm headed
When I'm six in the ground?
I've been relatives with the devil
Even lived in his house
But was I singled out?
Yeah, it really seems apparent when I think about it
Maybe I was meant to earn the merit
Feeling so disparaged
Got me tearing out my hair again
I'm cursing and I'm swearing
Get the fuck out my head

My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

OFFICIAL VISUAL

Asthma

if i had it all [prod. misery]

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

performing tonight with smrtdeath, fats'e, lil narnia & more:
https://wl.seetickets.us/event/smrtdeath/594463?afflky=TheRebelLounge

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

twitter.com/6hosttown
instagram.com/6hosttown
soundcloud.com/cozyboycries
twitter.com/cozyboycries
instagram.com/cozyboycries

Guitar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61Eo4JrytkM

6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

Listen on Spotify

COLLATERAL (ft. cøzybøy) [Phoenix AZ 5/12 tickets in description]

NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL PLATFORMS

~ Backup Vocals By Hollowed Hope ~

Sons of Icarus ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

AMV Upload and Lyrics over at the Youtube channel:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxhBFPSssRg

@vanetee
@blackheartsinn

Vanete & Sinister - Vintage

☆ with @slothboipapi
☆ artwork by Aidan Netley - instagram.com/aidannetley
☆ produced and mixed by me. 

☆ lyrics:

VIDEO <3

☆ Lie To Me w/ $LOTHBOI ☆

EXCLUSIVE IDLEGLANCE RELEASE 🔥
Lyrics AMV on IDLEGLANCE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mCsz9CdJ8Cg
Follow them and show them lots of love:
Yates XV: @yates-xv
Baby Bloom: @babybloom
Imotape Productions: @imotapeproductions
Lyrics:

[Yates XV]

WHATEVER YEA I DON’T KNOW 
I JUS WANNA WAIT FOR THE SHOW
I JUS WANNA WAIT TILL I KNOW
BUT I KNOW 
THAT I’M NEVER GONE GO
2x

STILL SIPPIN ON SPRITE ALL DAY
BUT I KNOW THAT I’M NEVER GETTING PAID
BROKE MY BACK WITH THE SONGS I’VE MADE
KILL MYSELF IF IT MEANS I’LL BE SAVED

DO EVEN YOU NOTICE WHERE I’M FROM
CUT THROAT LOST BOTH MY LUNGS
SINGING SONGS BUT I SMOKE TOO MUCH
AND THE RESIN IN MY COUGH TELLS YOU I’M DONE

[BABY BLOOM]

SHIT IS GOING WRONG YEA
AND I DON'T MEAN TO ALARM YA
SOMEHOW EVERYBODY’S GONE NOW 
(EVERYBODY’S GONE NOW)

[Yates XV]

AND I’M DRINKING ALL DAY
SAME SINGLE CUP REFILLED SAME WAY
I’VE BEEN DEALING WITH SHAKES
BLOOD IN MY LUNGS AND THE SUN THROUGH THE SHADES
AND I’M BREAKING RIGHT DOWN

COULD REALLY USE A GIRL OR ANOTHER FEW POUNDS
WHITE COKE WATCH THE BLOOD FALL DOWN
GOT ME TRIPPIN IN THE NOSE BLEED I’M ABOUT TO FALL DOWN

COULDN’T HEAR NO SOUND AND MY VISIONS GONE GLASS
TWO MORE DAYS OF ME SITTIN IN THE TRAP
TWO MORE PILLS AND I MIGHT JUS CRASH
HEART STARTS RACING IT’S BEATING TO FAST
IF I’M GONE DIE IMA DO IT WITH CLASS
KURT COBAIN ALL ACROSS MY DASH
MY BLOOD GETTIN WARM I’VE GOT FOUR MORE XANS
IMA TAKE EM ALL AND FORGET MY PAST

[BABY BLOOM]

SHIT IS GOING WRONG YEA
AND I DON'T MEAN TO ALARM YA
SOMEHOW EVERYBODY’S GONE NOW 
(EVERYBODY’S GONE NOW)

DONT TELL ME YOU TOLD ME, 
HOW THE FUCK
DID YOU EVER THINK YOU KNOW ME? (X4)

CUS YOU DON'T KNOW A THING ABOUT ME
YOU’LL PROBABLY BE FINE WITHOUT ME
CUS I BE FUCKIN WITH THE THINGS AROUND ME
IT’S WHY MY PARENTS ALWAYS SEEMED TO DOUBT ME

Yates XV & Baby Bloom - Vision Gone Glass (Prod. Imotape)

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
tweet at me: twitter.com/lil_sunken_eye
catch me on Spotify

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-things-are-calm-here-rainy-lyrics

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

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