After working on this album for almost 3 years, LOSERboy is finally here. Stream it on all music platforms.

LOSERboy

Lyrics:

I never the sunny days, 

Rocking all black, the funny way.


Don't ever look at my fucking face.


Tokyo City Is where I will runaway



I'll be reborn as neon,

I need some lights to feed on

Wasn't the type to be on,

I was the type to be off










Whatever happens it's never been relevant,

When I was born I told god I would settle this,

No matter how I explained, no one was getting it

23 years and I'm stil, back pedaling,

I was 19 when I met my fiend, and I simply just let him in.

Working this hard and I still got no settlement,

I dont mean money, I'm talking bout residence,





Only sip water out crystal,

Hollow tips inside my pistol,

I don't care and I don't miss you,

Antisocial but I'm rich too.



Feeling oblivious,

Fuck this is serious,

I hope somebody's hearing this,

Alone in the world and I'm fearing it.

Oh dear, Oh dear...







Used to think that my heart so enormous,

All of that kindness, was of no importance

Always cut ties, and the corners

Look in my eyes I'm a loner


But I'm not ordinary,

Don't get me mixed up with all of em,

Lost all my tolerance,

For nonsense,

I miss when things never made sense,

I don't like people I hate them.




Gave life the time and it shaped me,

Gave people me and they hate me,

How much longer will it take me?

To reach the point where the people will all thank me?






You don't know what it's like, to have me 

I don't know what it's like, to be happy.

Only said all these things, cause I'm angry.

I want the inner peace



I never the sunny days, 

Rocking all black, the funny way.


Don't ever look at my fucking face.


Tokyo City Is where I will runaway



I'll be reborn as neon,

I need some lights to feed on

Wasn't the type to be on,

I was the type to be off

Perspective (Prod. STXYALXNE)

This is the fist song release off my upcoming album. Enjoy.

Dear Ghost

the second single to release off my album

Lyrics

I'm more than what they thought of me
I'm a loser wish we just could get along
I'm Less than dirt but worth the stars hun
Pressed to nerves the tech could burst I search for calm though
You said me dying could reserve your pain
You stay away from me ah well
If I recall correct you been to blame
Engraved my name then you forever on the edge
Well catch me dripping now I'm sliding thru the streets bitch
Rip the top up off the whip so everybody sees this
Middle finger out to all you motha fucking piece of shits
Who doubted on me tell my whole entire school to eat a dick
Blow me bitch rolling with a reason
I bleed out in openings could notice on my sleeve
In the night time focusing always woe is me
But the bright-side closing in is what you told to me bitch

You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me
You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me

Okay my ex bitch
Got me off the shits and make me wonder where my meds went
Swallow up my kids and then I dip I need that head again
I'm new to this lately got me rude as shit
Don't mess with him I'm coolin' bitch
Don't fake it why you doing this
I"m searching for it but I'ma that I'ma never find
In my soul in a shawty in the world I leave behind
Something pure enough the fall is such a long way down
See them laughing as I plummet ain't no love to be found
Fuck yal and eat a dick blow me bitchRolling with a reason
I bleed out in openings could notice on my sleeve
In the night time focusing always woe is me
But the bright-side closing in is what you told to me bitch

Fly away sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
I really wanna fly away
Sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
I really wanna fly away
Sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
Really wanna

You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me
You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me

Together Forever

What the fuck
I'm so nervous for
Shaking like I'm withdrawal percocet
Wonder if I just spoke up would it all turn out that I was getting in my head
Been months
Well and a bunch of years attached
I was in fourth grade just to be exact
In fact by the time we graduated
I figured that I wouldn't ever say shit
Fuck no
What a cruel world its been to me
With no friends to keep
And loose ends that keep on slipping
But back then I didn't worry bout shit other than this
As a young kid
I just went to school
And had and innocent crush I guess I just refused
To go up to her and say how I felt
Because in my mind shes too perfect
Hell I doubt she even notice me
When we spoke I just fumbled
Sounded so dumb so I tried to let it go
By the end of high-school I pretend I didn't know you
Felt embarrassing
Couldn't get a grip
I ran into you in the public
So many times
And whenever I would try to talk
My brain shut down and and my eyes were caught on you

If you hate me
Can you let me know
I can't tell at all I guess I gotta crush
Think it may seem
I'ma mess I know
Should I just move on girl am I outta luck
You look at me
I'm folding
It breaks me down I think I've had enough
If you hate me
Can you let me know
If I fell in love or if I gotta crush

What the fuck
I've had many dates
Never shy when I'm met with a pretty face
But every time that you pass me by I wanna run thru the dry wall cuz I can't get it straight
She a gorgeous girl
I don't know her well
Yeah I'm sure that she got her heart broke before
And I hate that
I wish I could fix it
Going down that roads like driving stick shift
Whoa
High-school sucked
By then it was safe to say that I'd never get a chance
On top of that I was a loser making music while she going out making friends
Grew my hair out long got dreads and became a mess people always give me stares
I had a bad break up with a ex got my shit together and I started taking care
4 years had past it all crossed my mind again
I decided it was time to try again
I hit the dms like hello how you been
I had a couple things I wanna talk about
Then to my surprise I got no reply
And said fuck it its fine put it all behind me
Moving on in life
Didn't think about it
Then she joined the gym that I had been working out at
If god is real then has aligning this
Divine timing
Better call a shaman in
Some how I better get the guts to walk up and say what I wanted
For the longest time
So I breathe take second to collect myself
Light headed and I'm shaking
Just like back in the day when we met but now
I looked at her and I'm saying

Crush

lyrics

I got
White on my nails
Passed out
Woke up in hell
I won't
complain about
The things that stress me out
I'm sitting silently
Life goes
I waste away
Death notes
I secretly
Write those
It freaks them out
But when I speak out loud they neverminding me
Wait
I need a second
To curve the heart break that I dont mention
In the hallways the eyes I'm catching
The laughs they call me names its all the same
And change
I need in seconds
This month I fought hate they ISSed it
I'm just a punk they say
On drugs they think
My anxious mind is screaming

Now I'm
Close to the edge and I'm not
Comfortable it
So when I'm all gone falling down
I ask myself who gives a shit
Make me regret this spend my
Time under tension
So when this all comes falling down
I'll ask myself who gives a shit

I got
Ink in my flesh
Eyes roll
It's seeping in
I'm not
Someone they like
But all the girls they might
Im sitting quietly
Write songs
So much has changed
Typos
Increase the fame
Fake smiles
Along with friendly gestures
Who tell me that they wish the best for me
Wait
I need a friend that
Is genuine and not play pretending
I missed your text last night
Lose urgancy
For anyone that's close to me
No way
If it's the end then
Paint my coffin a bloody red tint
When I've gone to sleep
Hug mom for me
Through days and nights of screaming

Now I'm
Close to the edge and I'm not
Comfortable it
So when I'm all gone falling down
I ask myself who gives a shit
Make me regret this spend my
Time under tension
So when this all comes falling down
I'll ask myself who gives a shit

Therapy

lyrics

I left the old me hanging by the neck
Light a candle rest in peace
They spoke like they know best when disgused by the hate it blends so easily
I don't wanna break when they gone bend
Everytime I'm bouta give I land both feet
The pressure just dont end when I need your help please rescue me
Not that long ago
I was just a kid
Putting every single song I wrote in writting from a pen
Passionate but people loved to clown me
Often hate was all around me
But somehow I held it down to get to where I am
I'm fuckin starin at this man in the mirror but lookin back
Is just a shell of my former self
I wonder where I'm at in places I hadn't imagined
Swear I miss that iridescent place I no longer can get to that I built inside my head
But, as a kid, knew I had me somethin different
Watched and listen as my idols dropping dead from drug addiction
But within me is the same exact passion they once were gifted
Never knew how this shit would play out
I wanted fame and all, the money in the world that I could harbor
Everyone to show me love everywhere that I walked
And disregarding all the things that could ever go wrong
Of sitting there on the alter
Watching as we drift farther apart

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I was a kid
I just wanted to blow up like fuck it
Now adays I just want someone who can understand
I was bullied and beat on for nothing
Same people show me love now and I don't understand
I was fouled an outcast from the crowd
And now they catch me around act like we were always friends,
Save the smiles and how you beens when I'm out
You'll never catch me around
But if I was still a kid, I'd, love to see this moment finally come foreal
Tons of people deemed me nothin but a loserboy
Who keep on askin if I want to cheef a blunt or maybe want a feature
Whats the deal with all the universal struggles, what is real
Fake deep with me
In an effort just to say they got to speak to me
Tell some people that we friends
It ain't easily, something you could fucking get
You play teams I see, I swear its like it never ends so
Back then the girls would only fuck with you if you were popular in school
If not then who the fuck are you and
Same bitches see me poppin up in tunes
Recommended on spotify now they in love with you
It's, comical, theses days inside my room
Clichés that seem fake really ain't, it's all the truth
This life is malleable, taking flights to altitudes
They don't want to see you reach, when you land they out for you
I been keepin somethin on me when I notice they be closer
Cuz the pain never stop and the drugs don't go
I see the fake in the smiles in all the girls that hit my phone
I been afraid of the cops so I keep my head low from it
I'm in love losing everyone I knew
I been a awake, been a problem from the drugs I could do
I find the space and the stars when I lay in the yard
Crying praying to god that one day I'll fucking move from it

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I Was A Kid

ON ALL PLATFORMS
(produced by dercept x maxflynn)
Lyrics:
Baby lets run away
Take my fucking breath away
I can't stand to see the day
That you're not by my side, by my side (cause i'm not made for this)
Lets run away
Take my fucking breath away
I can't stand to see the day
That you're not by my side, by my side (cause i'm not made for this)

I can never do anything right
I don't even know why I try
I can't function, meds don't work
I'm the reason for your downfall
Baby I'm worse than a 
Bad day followed through with fucking hypocrites
People telling me that I was fucking made for this
Really hope that I figure it out
I just waste my time sit around in self doubt, yuh

(and they said that we're falling apart
 I think I lost my fucking mind I knew it right from the start)

Baby lets run away
Take my fucking breath away
I can't stand to see the day
That you're not by my side, by my side (cause i'm not made for this)
Let's run away
Take my fucking breath away
I can't stand to see the day
That you're not by my side, by my side (cause i'm not made for this)

im not made for this

im not made for this (prod. dercept x maxflynn)

@burgosmusic

Lyrics:

(Burgos Hook)

Walking down this lonely road,
Swear to God you don’t know the pain on the inside,
On the inside,
Racking stacking up this doe,
Never know when a rainy day gona come by 
Racing with the cars and the blow heart fina explode when i mofuckin redline
Walking down this lonely road,
Swear to God you don’t know the pain on the inside

(Whxami Verse)

Breakin my composure,
Im sorry,
Barely give a fuck,
Its fine that no one really want me,
Lookin at the stars i know they watching,
Watch me,
On the inside it could get ugly,
Daunting,
I think i need a warning,
Find me a way out,
Girl i been on the run,
To somewhere safe now,
And while i been anxiously wasting my patience away,
For the sake of my angels to make this okay,
Dont wait yet
You know i been the same kid,
And shit changed but the day and my main bitch,
Telephone ring,
But it aint the same clique,
Funny how they dipped aint the ones that i came with
Nah they all fake,
Nobody gone stay,
But they come around when i pack the whole place in,
It never hold weight,
I gotta go face it,
When im on my own and praying that somebody gone save him,

BURGOS & Whxami - Lonely Road

Альбом про травму, бедность, зависимость, духовный кризис и попытку вылезти из этого всего, пусть даже на соплях. Это песни о боли, которую не всегда видно, и о том, как иногда единственное, что держит тебя — это слой изоленты. Без пафоса, без глянца. Просто честно. Просто живо.

Ты Называл Это "Игрой"

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Leavin' on a Whim (prod. Cxrpse & Grayera)

RiverKinn
"It Always Causes An Issue"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I can't believe what I've said
Or what goes on in my head
I'm hanging on by a thread
(So far, it feels too far away)
I can't believe what I've done
I hate who I have become
I wish I wasn't so numb
(So far, it feels too far away)

Feeling like I'm 'bout to self-destruct
Every little thing, it stress me out
When I need you, never help me up
Easier for you to let me down
Sorry if I struck a chord
Now you shut the door
Leave me dying on the floor
Like you've done before
Gave you everything I had
But you wanted more
My head and heart still at war

I knew I'd lose it, I confess
You criticized, I tried my best
So let me put it all to rest
I need to get this off my chest

I can't believe what I've said
Or what goes on in my head
I'm hanging on by a thread
(So far, it feels too far away)
I can't believe what I've done
I hate who I have become
I wish I wasn't so numb
(So far, it feels too far away)
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

The Self-Sabotage Of Love

It Always Causes An Issue

AMV on IDLEGLANCE YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snJ-udyPXgQ
@biv
@kamaara

Lyrics:

Biv:

I cut my ties if it helps time, 
Back to my cage in the dark side,
I don't wanna die,
But it's not right,
Dead man walkin, been my whole life

Fxck it up, I don't see you duck,
Keep it up, bxtch don't never trust,
If you wanna stay, I can hurt a bunch,
Burn out the souls I been hangin from,

I don't wanna play, I'll just lay it up,
Keep it to myself, you can't know too much,
I just wanna feel like you told me once,
You was in my feels, now we pack it up,

Less we know the better, gain ya chedda, ima let ya, this world steady dead ya, since ya mama fed ya, money, power, pleasure, dealers in they meta, you a petty stressor

I get the fxck on with bills, then I ghost, 
Name me to hate me, they love me most,
I see your feelings, they bleed through your clothes,
You know them problems is keeping you close,
I wonder if this is something I chose,
I never know,
Carry us alone,
Lies to bury whole,
Don't you tell me those

KAMAARA:

I can’t hear a word you said
Yeah My minds a fucken mess 
Pop another nothing left 
Everybody’s fxcken dead 
In my head in my head 
I can’t hear a word you said 
In my head in my head 
Yeah My minds a fucken mess
In my head in my head 
Pop another nothing left 
In my head in my head 
Everybody’s fucken dead

Stupid ass bxtch you get fist fucked 
We hanging outside get yo shit tucked 
Hitting at his chest like a hiccup 
And I ain’t fucken stopping till you give up

Biv:

You see that's problematic,
Addicts to habits,
The mothafxckas that had it,
Comin from the bottom,
I suggest you keep at it,
Keep a fucka movin, you don't want no static,
I'm at it,
Again, 
My old dearest friend, they'll be in my mind till the stool slip, clip my lip through the back of my dome split,
The end, 
The end.

Biv - as if it even fucking mattered w/KAMAARA

Lyrics:

Odd kid, young dreams, the old me,

Would never know,

What it was like,

To be lonley.


Long nights, cold feet,

Staring at my screen sipping codeine.



Even after everything I've said nobody will ever know me.

I been living life like a lone king. 



Deaf in the ears, but I've seen everything 

But I don't think I'll believe anything. 

When I'm going to sleep, I keep having these dreams

Broke me to pieces and shattered beliefs. 


Doing my best, until my death,

Cause nobody in my flesh can do what I can.

I'm willing to lose...for everything that I am. 

I'm willing to choose.. between the good and the bad.


My body is a vessel, and my head is in the sand.

And I'm shooting all my bullets, I'll kill everything that stands.

I'll look you in the eye don't you ever touch my back. 

I will re-ignite all the fires from the past. 


I will fucking die if I die as the best.

I will keep trying and try till my death.

They will keep crying and cry when I'm dead. 

THE SKY IS FOR BOYS THE CLOUDS ARE FOR MEN.


STILL FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF ME IS MISSING

BROKEN HEARTS AND TAINTED VISION

DON'T COME CLOSER KEEP YOUR DISTANCE 

THIS THE WAY THAT WE BE LIVING.



ALL MY DEMONS COME FROM WITHIN 



FATHER SAVE MY SOUL 

I'VE GOT NO WHERE TO GO.

I'M DYING SLOW

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.


We're falling, falling, falling down...

Falling Down (prod. Don Flare)

RiverKinn
"Glue"
Produced by RiverKinn

"KAIROS"
Full album available AUGUST 1, 2020

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I'm getting over you and all your moods
I would have elevated everything you do
And after all the shit we've both been through
I figured out that on our own, we'll both make due
Stay away
And give me a break
I've learned to live with my mistakes
They make me human
And isn't it great?
Now I can see it's worth the wait

On a roll
Yeah I was out of control
Lost soul
On the low
I'm sorry, I gotta go
Fade to black
Take it back
I left it all on the track
Matter'fact
I've always hated how you overreact

This song's about us both
Not just 'bout you
For once
So I can be the rubber
You're the glue
For once

I'm getting over you and all your moods
I would have elevated everything you do
And after all the shit we've both been through
I figured out that on our own, we'll both make due
Stay away
And give me a break
I've learned to live with my mistakes
They make me human
And isn't it great?
Now I can see it's worth the wait
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Therapy

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