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prod: Ilykhy, orchid2k & ellyf

art: @HectorSuarez / @citaloz on all other plats

~lyrics~

oh, ohhh, ohhh, 
i was broke but now im getting paid, now im gettin paper

i hopped off a jet, i hopped off a stage 
i got big money comin in, in different ways 
like who is u bro? ion even know ya name 
i was sad n broke, im still sad but now im gettin paid
uh, now im gettin paid, now im gettin paper
put the metal to an opp head, yea he got a taper 
i step out in all black, lookin like the undertaker
talkin bout the opps, u know its fax, go n check the papers

i jus popped a perky now im so high that im wit the stars 
i jus poured it up, now my cup lookin jus like mars 
feels like im in prison, im an addict surrounded by bars 
so much diamonds cut up on my wrist, surprised i aint got scars 
countin rackies, i love numbers, it aint algebra 
if that boy be woofin, ima tell my dawgs "go at em bruh" 
why u sneak dissin without names? go n @ em bruh 
yea they love to hear my voice, u could call me algebra

i hopped off a jet, i hopped off a stage 
i got big money comin in, in different ways 
like who is u bro? ion even know ya name 
i was sad n broke, im still sad but now im gettin paid
uh, now im gettin paid, now im gettin paper
put the metal to an opp head, yea he got a taper 
i step out in all black, lookin like the undertaker
talkin bout the opps, u know its fax, go n check the papersi hopped off a jet, i hopped off a stage 
i got big money comin in, in different ways 
like who is u bro? ion even know ya name 
i was sad n broke, im still sad but now im gettin paid
uh, now im gettin paid, now im gettin paper
put the metal to an opp head, yea he got a taper 
i step out in all black, lookin like the undertaker
talkin bout the opps, u know its fax, go n check the papers

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paid(n)

[verse 1]

Im afraid when you hear about the here and now
Im so lonely on my own, now you found out 
Centuries are the worst with a one count 
No friends they died out and now I’ve slowed down 
Finding out that my victories were useless
(They’re so useless)
Seeing people that I loved die, that’s just cruelness
(That’s just cruelness)
Wishing that I wasn’t here to be forced witness
(No witness)
This wish that I made honestly is just foolish

[chorus]

I hear whispers around me telling me I cannot die 
(Oh why) 
Cuz I’m scared that nothing comes after life
(Don’t fight) 
But what’s the point if I’m still terrified 
(Hold tight) 
So why should I ever go towards the light

[verse 2]

[ZBee]

Don’t let your fear go now
I swear everything will be fine somehow 
I don’t wanna go but I feel forced out 
Cuz every time I feel everything is so loud, no

[open verse]



[chorus]

I hear whispers around me telling me I cannot die 
(Oh why) 
Cuz I’m scared nothing comes after life
(Don’t fight) 
But what’s the point if I’m still terrified 
(Hold tight) 
So why should I ever go towards the light

[outro]

Don’t let your fear go now
I swear everything will be fine somehow 
I don’t wanna go but I feel forced out 
Cuz every time I feel everything is so loud, no

that many years must be lonely (unnecessarybeats)

[chorus]

I don’t want to live, if this is all that is there
Loves not here
My eyes do ignite, when i think life just isn’t fair 
It’s so clear, i gotta go 

[chorus 2x]

I don’t want to live, if this is all that is there
Loves not here
My eyes do ignite, when i think life just isn’t fair 
It’s so clear, i gotta go

i don't really wanna be conscious (feat. shiloisblind) (saint mike)

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*lyrics*

ima rise above n fix my problems later
im the life crisis averter, a jeopardizing procrastinator
i cant hold it off this time
i cant hold it off tonight
i think its time i fix my wrongs n rights
i think its time that i fix my life tonight
im a professional coward
im a professional hider
i dont like to face it, i dont like these changes
i think ill end it off on a good note
my life's reserved for the fucking footnotes
i think ill end it all, i think ill send it off

AND I KNOW U FUCKIN SEE ME!
cry out and nobody gon believe me
i say "ill hold it in next time!"
i say "ill never cross the line"
but i always fucking do
so afraid of the truth
i hate when ppl tell me
"dont fret, i know ur selling"

(im a professional coward, im a professional hider)

ima rise above n fix my problems later
im the life crisis averter, a jeopardizing procrastinator
i cant hold it off this time
i cant hold it off tonight
i think its time i fix my wrongs n rights
i think its time that i fix my life tonight
im a professional coward
im a professional hider
i dont like to face it, i dont like these changes
i think ill end it off on a good note
my life's reserved for the fucking footnotes
i think ill end it all, i think ill send it off

my final moments of clarity

professional coward

professional coward (prod. kardia26)

produced by jane remover +  some fucking loser + me
lyrics on genius

riddle

feelin sickk🦠 w/ junk king (p. junk king)

rot city [prod. living puff]

produced by uhoh 
@lightsleepr
cover by @stale.co on instagram

nite owl (uhoh)

INTERSTATE 80 [PROD.YUNGMEXIC$NBIH]

mix & master @youngxlotus
prod @1virtualgirlfriend

count it up +SoLuvSig (prod. vgf)

@plslovejai

og: https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai/thislifeofmine

~lyrics~

ill take a step back
before i take two
scott & romana
when i look at you
6 in the morning
you look at me confused
i wipe the crust out from ya eyes
before u leave wit no goodbye
this life of mine
ooo
ooo
i wipe the crust out from ya eyes
before u leave wit no goodbye

i dont have faith in myself
dead flower plant on the shelf
i scream n shout fucking belt
u know i dont want ur help
she hates the sound of her voice
i hate the way i look
nevermind the way that i talk
im overlooked from the start
theyre quick to judge my big heart
im quick too shut myself off
and you said
ill never find someone like you
is that supposed to hurt me
i just hope one day you see my pov
oh yeah yeah
hope one day you see my pov
ooo whoa
if im the worst then youre the best
if youre the best then im the worst
sit at the disk from day to day
i swear to god itll never work
yeah shes the blessing
im the curse
i got some lessons
i should learn
this life of mine
aint coming first
ill start again
to try and make it sure
oh ooo
ooo whoa

this life of mine (lovejai cover)

why do you wish?

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