please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

@myspacemark @jkjmetasco @whyhaze @lilsadboiiudig
heaven_bound#Love

myspacemark, jkjmetasco & whyhaze - turn2one (1sadboii)

(@violetxx9)

(@4maya)
i got cuts all down my sleeve
promise me that you wont leave
dont leave me
i love so much pls believe me
yours tears fall like rain drops from the sky
hate being sentimental
so im getting high
jus to leave the past behind
watching all our memories fade away
now i feel the pain reside
and i feel the light shine
from deep inside
when nothings going right
i always find myself
going deeper and deeper
and now everythings out of sight
feel my breath fade in the distance
now ur gone and i really miss ur presence
synthetic skin oh ur perfect like pearlescent
my pain makes me feel whole
try my hardest but whats the end goal
i stride for my purpose baby thats my goal
thats my goal

(@h3artch3rades)
hide my heart under my sleeve
so that you wouldn't see
i know it's hard to sleep
when someone's not by your side
you're giving your all to me
and putting your arms on me
and giving me what i want
can we make it through the night

you keep your eyes on me
your hearts pulled me to and fro
if i realize it's over
i just might never go
you just might never see this
you just might never know
you just might never notice
what it was you meant to me

need you to show love
can you show love
need you to show love

your love forever after
but we found it the hard way out
i saw it on you
yeah it's written all over your face
it was so surreal
it was so surreal
it didn't even feel real when you told me

synthetic skin w/ h3artch3rades (violet)

with @sennaiidesu
#swagclique @swagclique
yea i thought i had it all from the start
guess that i was wrong
knew that when you teared out my heart
it'd all be gone
walk up in the store with my bros
we get what we want
walk up in the function lookin clean they all know what im on
hoodie vetements
pants dont remember them
way too many ties on me think i need to sever them
shirt match the belt when i walk up in the residence
if i seen ur pretty face before then id remember it
btch im 2 swag dunno y u thought otherwise
japanese my denim btch my pants im rockin NUMBER (N)INE
heard that he was talkin on my guys well he get crucified
aint no ressurecting when we comin thru n take ur life

@sennaiidesu
dont even wanna knowww
heart stuck on the hard times, i had to let gooo
guess i shoulda known i'd be better off aloneee
cant believe you'd do this to me
your words felt like daggers, yeah, they cut me too deep
been up for like hours tryna understand the reason
surely you can reason that you got me tweakin
yeah, im still breathin, but my heart is barely beatin
atleast we made it this far
but it came with change, i dont know what we are
forgave your mistakes, dont wanna be apart
tired of this heartache, can we just restart?

start over ft sennai (lati)

whyhaze - i'll wait for you (violet)

prod @pyu

https://youtu.be/Fwjm2MZyiLE?si=CUawJfZRfG6QZAws

https://open.spotify.com/track/4D8yDa7yUp7ldymOf0jYDc?si=54333e69903c4f51

baby i still see you
tell me do you see me ? 
suicide pact love
i’ll watch you from my grave love
dancing in the rain
hold me dearly until my body drops
i know you want to
be there when my time’s due
i could be your doll
you put your needles through me
sew my skin up like yarn
i wouldn’t even bleed
let you pick me apart
change me for your preference 
make me your work of art
get rid of imperfections 

whatever you want i’m on it
girl it’s not a problem 
treat me like a decoy
trap me in my coffin
i need to get out
i need to get out
just want you around 
that’s without a doubt

just me and her
that’s what i would prefer 
i be crying on my own
until my whole room hurts
she knows i’m a loser
and that i don’t want her to go
if you die i’ll be waiting 
waiting for my turn

spotifyyyy

until my body drops (meta) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

Produced and mixed by me 

We all know I'm not perfect
Running through these loops, yeah im hurtin
I can't even.. it's not worth it
I can't even.. it's not worth it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
Yeah I changed the game, yeah I curved it
You been tellin lies, I'm not stupid I done heard it
Yuh
I can tell you're nervous
Like a sleeping dragon need my rest, don't disturb it
She took 1 look at me, she said I'm perfect
And no I'm not Chief Keef but I earned it
I put the key in and I turn it
I got taught lots of lessons yea I learned it
Feel like my fates already determined
It's the end, It's the end, gotta close the curtain
Don't come in, Don't come in, unless you are certain
Like honestly, I know you been lurkin
Don't lie to me, That's what i'm asserting
Say you don't want me, but you keep on flirtin
I don't really get it, I don't wanna listen
You won't accept it, look at what you missing
Needa find a new world that I can exist in
Feel like I'm bleeding, Like i did my wrist in
I don't really get why you're so persistent
In doing everything wrong, I need some distance
I can feel your energy and theres lots of resistance
Sometimes i feel like theres no place for my existence
Yeah, I blame myself too much
They tryna get down like they knew us
Needa find a place, need a new one
But I don't got no where to run

Huh?

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i20pz0OcoTsOD6CV81Xvu?si=741546d10b774ce1 

feat @820 prod @1luvpurp



Lyrics : 
got me dying for her
i guess i got what i deserve 
i understand i know it hurts
i understand i know it hurts
i understand you wanna go
girl just kill me first
come and do it now
leave me 6 feet in the dirt
leave me 6 feet in the ground
cuz girl when you're not around
my tears they start coming out
my heart it's been screaming loud
i'm a loser i'm a mess i'm just trynna make you proud
just leave me behind with the rest until i'm fading out

glass tears on my face i'm so see through
girl i feel a certain type of way
tell me do you feel it too
tell me do you think about me, do you hope that we'll pull through
got my bloody gems on you, hope you know i want you

stab me where it hurts
let the pages burn
i will never learn 
waiting for my turn

SPOTIFY

hurts w/ Nosgov (Luvpurp)

prod @violetxx9

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aMhb6NYjWNei3K3RvQJNH?si=9bb8c0bad610432d

lyrics :

needa get myself together i’m a mess now
yeah i’m feeling better now
only when you’re around 
you’re poking through my heart
wanna see me bleed out ? 
you’re the one i need now
i just wanna scream loud

poke through my skin
until i can’t feel it at all
rip me to shreds
leave me dead on the asphalt 
everything that i feel is it my fault ?
i don’t want nothing else but to feel well

leave me here to die
hope you know i tried
tried to make you mine
mine, mine (try to make you mine)
i won’t say goodbye 
not just yet no
cuz before i go
i need to see you one more time

i know you said you’ll stay here
just wanna hear you say it one more time
you’re imperfections are perfect in my eyes
you & me , it feels like the stars aligned

nothing else (violet)

#RESTORED

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

ig @_aantozz 
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/6cA9sLDeILQf4BMptNNaJy?si=aef78de8c372441d

prod. gabuza

Dance On Me ✨

@OurLoveStory

Album very Soon

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/47XIpjAowlSF71z53xzQFA?si=72724b0ac0944851

nothing else (violet)

whyhaze

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