produced by @recyclexbin
feat. @diacetyl

(marku)
oh, oh, oh, oh
yeah, cross this blunt i'm smoking in fives
know that she love me just look at her eyes
i just came to fuck tonight
then i'm going for a drive
i got rik this ain't no tec
i don't wanna fuck i just want neck
talk too much i'm onto the next
cause one time i got left on read

if i don't make it then imma be upset
'cause half these rappers barely try it's fucking wack
i hear them on tiktok it's all recycled fucking trash
like do you really hear your songs are you fucking deaf
i'm too deep like the sea i can't look back
i take one step forward they take two back
but they take up too much space i can't fit in
rapping that you'll kill me but you're soft just like some linen
like am i just being sour
i can't bump their shit 'cause face to face they're fucking cowards
i'm tryna bloom just like a flower
i mean i put in all the hours
i'm the next big bang you a nerd like you howard 

yeah, hit the gas i won't get too far
been told that it's dangerous on this road 
i don't mind yeah,
dropping popping candy in my tussin 
no discussion
when i'm high i'm chasing hunnids 
ain't got time i do your doesn't's
yeah, bitch i'm fucking tired of fuckboys tryna run with me
you ain't seen what i see
you don't want this just retreat
and i think it's about time i start charging for feats
i need some respect on me
our bond turning rest in peace

(diacetyl)
oh lately i been feeling fatigued
i'm so pathetic and i'm looking for a reason
like what's the point when you're down on all seasons
choking on your words and struggling to breathe in
i'm apathetic and i've lost all feelings
i'm in turmoil and it holds no meaning
walking out the door i feel defeated oh, oh, oh
aren't you tired of calling me conceited 
i swear it's been months since we needed time
now we're all alone and i can't see the road and
i tried too hard to get back and now i'm stuck at square one
and it won't get back to where we was
and i'm so tired, oh
i need someone to put out all the lights and
take it all, goodbye

tone deaf w/ diacetyl (recyclebin)

#starcity
feat. @bradily
produced by @levelxxxxx
m&m by me

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗯𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗹 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝗼𝘂𝘂
𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝘂𝘀
𝗶'𝗺 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗹𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆

[𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗲𝘀
𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗙𝗧𝗣
𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗲𝗻𝘃𝘆 𝗺𝗲
𝗳𝗹𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗿𝗯𝗼𝗮𝗿𝗱𝘀
𝗶 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗲𝘅 𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝗵
𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝗿𝗸𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁
𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗮 𝘁𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗰
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝘆𝗽𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂 + 𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆]
𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗿𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 '𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗲
& 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻 𝘂𝗽 𝗺𝘆 𝗰𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗽𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘆𝗮 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁, 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗴𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗮 𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝘄𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻' 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗮 𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗸𝗲𝘆 𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘀𝗼 𝗶'𝗺𝗮 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗹𝘆

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲 (𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵)
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗯𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗹 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝗼𝘂𝘂
𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝘂𝘀
𝗶'𝗺 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗹𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘆𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘆𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵

do it like me w/ bradily

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

pessimistic, always anxious
stressing to a point for so long
feels like i'm dreaming
i had a fear of outside when i was fifteen
it took six months to get me back up on my feet
seeing trails in the mirror completely sober
and when it stopped happening i was surprised that it was over
and honestly i was prepared to be the freak stuck in psychosis

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

no control (lil nightshift)

feat. @bradily
produced, mixed and mastered by marku
cover art @6vow

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂]
𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄
𝗮𝗺𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗮 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗰𝗸𝘀, 𝗴𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗶 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 '𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝘁
𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝘄𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝘂𝘁
𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄
𝗮𝗺𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗮 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗰𝗸𝘀, 𝗴𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗶 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 '𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝘁
𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝘄𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝘂𝘁

𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗹 𝗶'𝗺 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝘂𝘁
𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺 𝗶 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘀𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵, 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗶
𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗱𝘂𝗴 𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗲𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗲
𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝗵, 𝗯𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝘆 𝗶 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄
𝗳𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗶 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗵 𝗶 𝗿𝗼𝗮𝗺, 𝗿𝗼𝗮𝗺, 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹
𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝘂𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗰𝗼𝗮𝗹
𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗶 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄, 𝗶 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗱, 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗱, 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗱, 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗱

[𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆]
𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱
𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝗺𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗮 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗮𝗽 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗸 '𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗶'𝗺 𝗻𝘂𝗺𝗯
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗺𝘆 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗺𝘀 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 '𝗲𝗺
𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝘃𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻
𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗶𝗻
𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝘆 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲
𝗽𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝗺𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗮 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗰𝗸𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗹𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗶𝗽

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂]
𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝘆 𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘂𝗻𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗺𝗲
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶 𝘀𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝗲𝗲𝘁𝗵 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲

amnesia w/ bradily

prod. irby
feat. @diacetyl @bradily @1mosh @heyQWNN
cover art by @6vow

(diacetyl)
wait for a moment
just wait for a moment
'cause you said, so much for trying
those were your words not mine

(marku)
oh you're chemicals, just fucking chemicals
so why the fuck do i care so much
the hell i'm supposed to do
when i just think of you
just tell me why you mean so much
so much, so much, so much to me
so much, so much, so much to me

(mosh)
i feel poisoned by the pain you're causing me
you break me down i can't fucking breathe
i can't handle you making me breakdown
i hate all your friends so i can't come around
we just fell off i don't understand you
you cheated on me yeah you play me like a fool
always make me feel like i'm insane
i don't wanna check my phone
'cause that shit go through my brain

(bradily)
just checked my phone ain't a text in like three days
stress and drugs fucking me in a three way
what's hurting me are prerogatives
'cause you left me taking chemicals to feel a lil' more positive 
it's 2am and i ain't been to sleep in a day
and i blame on the chemicals for fucking up my brain
'cause life ain't been the same
we've been fighting way too much the chemicals to blame

(qwnn)
the toxins you have put inside my brain
samehow make me proud of you and hide the shame
i know it's my fault but i wish you were to blame
the saddest part of it all i'd do it all over again
'cause i'm addicted to the rush baby
i know i've been too much lately
just need you on my tongue maybe
to go clean and convince myself i'm not crazy

(marku)
oh you're chemicals, just fucking chemicals
so why the fuck do i care so much
the hell i'm supposed to do
when i just think of you
just tell me why you mean so much
so much, so much, so much to me
so much, so much, so much to me

(diacetyl)
and the chemicals bleed me
i don't know why we never had a chance to try
you never had an antidote, stop it with the antidotes
i never knew i needed realigning
you never told me that the lights we blinding
and with these chemicals the agents binding
i wanna run away i miss the silence
'cause when i'm with you feel the poison climbing

chemicals w/ diacetyl, mo$h, bradily & QWNN (irby)

people change too fast for my pace
i can't even tell if i remain the same
though they tell me i should be ashamed
how i sit here all fucking day

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

to hate me
degrade me
make my accomplishments seem so small
gotta face it
can't erase 'em
but it's hard without any support

oh i wanna leave so bad
just to get them off my back
weight of the world i need shoulder pads
no wonder i'm why so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

shade

SPOTIFY

shade (Irby)

it is my birthday today :)
prod. sorrowbringer

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too  

I can't tell why i do this to myself
besides the little fucking peace that you brought with yourself 
like why choose hell for a little taste of bliss 
regardless you're the one i miss
when i'm driving around 

oh u feel trusting
i find it warming
lemme cross the bases no looking
yes shawty i'm lying bitch i'm lusting
you could put up flags
i deafen warnings 
but the source says do what's important
but what's important
isn't important to me 
so i act like i can't see
yes my downfall is willing

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too 

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too 

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too

louder than words (sorrowbringer)

feat + guitar by @diacetyl
m&m + produced by @markuwho

(marku)
when i'm gone i get lost
the disappointment on your face 
is always what it costs
i think i need a cause
a reason to be here
you got a quick fix & i'm drawn
it's always been this way since i was young
shawty hate me it's for the benefit 
we were never fit
old friends hit my line
but it feels so menacing yeah
i can't reminisce oh
i don't want a vessel 
i don't want an S.O.S
if i bleed out then it's my fault

i'm painted as a villain even if i die heroic
i spent most my life forced to try and be so stoic
but the bottle's filled, i just wanna feel
but my body's learnt to hide it all
adapted to conceal
my emotions
i feel out of place some times 'cause it hits me when i'm out of focus 
i'm always so loaded

all the time
the only one that gets me is me so i just talk in my mind
and i act like it's cool and it's sweet
when i'm walking read between lines
i'm sorry i'm cold and i'm stone and i give the wrong tone i know 
it's so easy for me to just leave and hope it sorts out on it's own

(diacetyl)
read between the lines
i know i can’t 
try to find a way out of my head
the seams are stuck 
for weeks on end 
i told myself ‘this isn’t living’
no, this just can’t be my life 
the reaper’s stuck 
right on my shoulder
hell contrived

so, somebody talk to me 
somebody talk 
give me reason to leave
‘cause i know 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
i sold my soul for better days 
reap what i sow in a bitter way
brittle bones
and a broken wrist
i’m weaker now
than i’ve ever been

and i don't really talk about the shit that i'm uncomfortable with
i'll be such a cunt, such a prick
i tell them that i'm sad but i'm not selling it
i'll blow another back and say i'm celibate 
i'm out here geeking on my own
no wonder these motherfuckers don't pick up the phone
like i see you in my contacts but you never hit back
while you never hit me back

read between the lines w/ diacetyl

White lips, pale face
Breathin' in the snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
Light's gone, days end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately, her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us

'Cause we're just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't wanna go outside tonight
And in a pipe, she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly

Ripped gloves, raincoat
Tried to swim and stay afloat
Dry house, wet clothes
Loose change, banknotes
Weary-eyed, dry throat
Call girl, no phone

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately, her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us

'Cause we're just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
But she don't wanna go outside tonight
And in a pipe, she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly

Ed Sheeran - The A Team (marku cover)

guitar by jolst
produced by recyclebin

it really depends what kind of mood i'm in
whether not i respond or let the walls cave in
oh i can't decide what i should do with it
speaking up is such a bitch so i get what i give

it really depends what kind of mood i'm in
whether not i respond or let the walls cave in
oh i can't decide what i should do with it
speaking up is such a bitch so i get what i give

am i meant to smile every time
regardless of how i feel at the time
and am i meant to conform and hide my spine
oh my i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else

am i to blame of things that haunt me
am i at fault when people taunt me
god, i minute to process 
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex

am i meant to smile every time
regardless of how i feel at the time
and am i meant to conform and hide my spine
oh my i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else

something, something else
something, something else

over with (recyclebin + jolst)

feat. @bradily
prod. everestdidthis

sometimes i zone out forget i exist
cherish the moments with flies on my lips
then reality hits i'm back in the present i'm back in this shit
i don't to like to think, don't like to realise
that there's so many problems surrounding my life
i'm not the same kid, oh he's so full of life
people go ghost 'cause my texting is dry

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

set me free
let me leave
working for you like over time
it's like ain't satisfied unless my eyes aren't dry
working hard's a waste of time
what's yours is yours and mine's never mine
and honestly i never mind
like dusty rhodes said it's always hard times
i'd break my spine to give you a back
see me crawl and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

Ed Sheeran - The A Team (marku cover)

not marku

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