Lyrics:

Breaking my spirit to live in this world 
God tell me he love me so why am I hurt
Y’all only focus on diamonds and pearls
Meanwhile I have been finding my worth

Everyone tell me they love me but I see that inside they soul they been lying to me
How you gon tell me you love me then tell me you can’t afford all that is coming with me

Momma I know it’s a long long road 
No regrets in the past I know 
If I could go back I would fix it though 
Offer my self to the cut short road

She ain’t deserve what she got so sometimes I just sit and I think about everyone’s pain
I don’t deserve what I got and I know it so I have trying to better my ways

It’s so hard to get away from it all
Numbing my pain with the alcohol
I get back up right after I fall
That shit ain’t healthy for me at all

I didn’t wanna end up this way 
I just don’t wanna finish the grave 
I’m only wanting to waste away
Non existent to the world today

Since 21 I been done
Idk why but I love to run
Facing my demons with loaded guns
I don’t drink liquor I pound it son

Kid on the way and I’m scared as fuck 
My babymomma a lovely one
You cannot tell me bout struggle son
I lost my job and she pregnant bruh

People want something for free
They noticing me
Just leave me alone in peace
Breaking my back for a g
Still not feeding me
Soon I’ll have a kid to feed

Would rather have money than all the fame
Lower my stress at the end of the day
Got bills on top of bills to pay 
Liquor gon help me get rid of the pain yeah

Dead Inside Pt.3 Prodby. Keko Beats

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MIC Vol.1 is an exciting new EP from rising artist MICah that seamlessly blends elements of R&B and Hip-Hop in a style that is uniquely his own.

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HORROR STORY

Damnit 
This is how I had it
I’m so stuck inside my fucking head
I guess im an addict
To the demons inside me im dead 
Keep me in the attic 
with all my other good friends
Shadows turn to ashes
And cigarettes will turn into meds

I think im fucking manic 
The only way around this is death
existential panic
Anxiety is cured with benz
I guess I’ll pop a Xanax 
And figure out a way to cure death
You ain’t no superman 
And you ain’t a saint so better repent 

Yeah im a single man
The only thing I worry about is rent 
And why it never ends
This weird fucking pain inside my chest 
Maybe you will fix it
Or better yet even if we’re different
You’ll fill a hole I left 
That ive been tryna cover up with stitches 
Different fixes substances and cigarettes and census 
That I am who I am because I am I guess im different



These bitches calling me heartless 
But they told me use my heart less 

And they come up and they pissed off when I ain’t giving my whole conscience

Or every dime in my pocket like fuck off with that nonsense

I bled for peace of mind and now I’m broken drunk and haunted 

And promise if I make it out this darkness ill take you
I’m honest with every word I say that I don’t hate you 
And comment all you want on how I’m a hot head and I faked you 
But look inside of that mirror and you’ll know that I fucking saved you

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Dead Inside Pt.3 Prodby. Keko Beats

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