NOW I KNOW (prod. CLOUTBOYSUS) stimmed

nebulizador

Produced By Paradoxx

Thinking bout Suicide all the time
Days hurt I just wanna end my life
I'm sad for no reason 
Fake smiles winter season

I know people care 
But they don't know im sad
so they're not really there
I just wear a mask when i go outside
Anxious on the inside , nowhere to hide

All these thougts in my head 
Crying by myself while laying in my bed
I just hope one day that I'll be fine
But right now I just wanna hide
I just wanna live my life
Walking out the door 
It's harder than you think
Taking drugs to live my life
Can't be sober , It's the way i ride

Fake Smiles

13/07/19

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Lonely World (feat. Simsky)

DANI ESCO - I DON'T WANNA KNOW (Prod. Platou & Dani Esco)

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

I Know I Got Things To Improve On
And I Hope You Remember That Love Song We Played

Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame
Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

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Madame (Prod.Smokerose)

I Find Beauty In The Beast
I Can See What You Can't See
I Can Feel The Morning Breeze
Yes It's Cold , It Makes Me Freeze
Pretty Please
Mother Nature Taking Me
Showing Me What I Need To See

Take Ahold Of Me So I Can Love The Earth
Bless Me With Your Divinity
All These Things That Don't Matter
Are Breaking , They're Shattered
And Now I've Realized What Matters

Divinity (Prod.Metlast)

DI$TURBED (prod. Miler)

@pastnight

lyrics-
snatch your soul like shang tsung
i'm antagonistic, extra witty
fuck a agni kai, i'm zuko
burn your body extra crispy
i know i get sentimental 
on my tracks, but this i'm on
something wicked, don't take pictures
of me, i don't like to front

i will eat your ass out like ted bundy
need my teeth exammed
every single one is fucked up
like i took a ceiling fan to my mouth, as hard as 
donkey dicks dicked down dat lisa ann
you fucking up my mojo boy?
prepare your shit like rack of lamb

craving combat i'm inosuke
boar, but bitch you boring me
i'm spreading seed up on my bitch
like bird feed, can't control the beast
run it up, fuck it i'm nuts
samehada, open yo guts
fucking with me, high key, magazine
will bust through yo head
like an elephant tusk

snatch your soul like shang tsung
i'm antagonistic, extra witty
fuck a agni kai, i'm zuko
burn your body extra crispy
i know i get sentimental 
on my tracks, but this i'm on
something wicked, don't take pictures
of me, i don't like to front

people talk about me, but that's cool
just don't come 'round me
chumming up a shark aquarium
to hold you under water
you're not bout it, always lacking
every thing inciting actions
i can't take you for a threat
retaliation, never happens

look
suicide doors, mimicking shisui
eat my baby out, little stubble never stop me
i don't play around, not a athlete 
still doing laps 'round ya'll like a track meet
it's about time that i finally get mine
yeah been traumatized,
but i'm coming back, hell yeah reanimated, mother fucka
convertible, blow your fucking top back

snatch your soul like shang tsung
i'm antagonistic, extra witty
fuck a agni kai, i'm zuko
burn your body extra crispy
i know i get sentimental 
on my tracks, but this i'm on
something wicked, don't take pictures
of me, i don't like to front

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agni kai! (prod. pastnight)

take me, take me apart
im not wanted yeah its clear, you want me to disappear
our love is so bizarre
strung up on the bedroom floor, you want me to lose it all
take me, take me apart
facing demons underground your the one who breaks my crown
not wanted so you discard
paint my picture on the wall, once u say it, yeah im gone

you look at me like you want this
so strung out, so messed up on the floor
my hearts broken, its heart to stay
so fatigued, so left out all again

so dip your brush into my mind 
and paint me picture-perfect I won’t come out alive
you watch the best of me die
im sinking further down

into the abyss where I couldn’t make amends with myself
im facing my demons 1 on 1 I know that I cant parry this
im fighting the old iron king throat filled with blood but I still sing
im gutts in this hellish world where im facing this on my own

took one to many of pills watching this depression kill
my best friends and myself when we face these suicidal thoughts each day
we thought we would just change, no we’re left writhing in pain
no, but these memories still haunt me, yeah they haunt me so won’t you stay

Take me apart

Yeah I feel like im stuck in a crowd of NPCs
Yeah I cant hold up a conversation 
I think I know the one who lost is me
Yeah I know that you’re losing patience

You love to fuck me up you know it’s free
Yeah you know that im not worth saving
Yeah these thoughts, they pressure me to jump and leave
When I fall will you just laugh and film it

im looking back at you with those perfect eyes
cus every time I see you a little part of me dies
cus im fucked up, bad luck, lost to the bad drugs
im giving in easily immediately using

it’s a shame that the light inside is just a bit dim
not working like it used to
abused through used through
barley landed on my feet most times I wish I never made it out alive

all get is the dial tone when I call you
all I get was never enough when I fall through
take it or leave it I am what I am
yeah im worthless, disgusting you say its just all in my head

yeah sick demented fuck, I wanna run away from my problems
I can’t just stop them, I put my feet down in a waste of yesterday
fractals of dust just get in my vision I can’t make decisions
of weather, I wanna leave or just stay still

cus I don’t feel like ill catch up
so ill just stay here lost in a hospital of souls
push me down and ill lose control

YOU GOT ME SO FUCKED UP

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Lonely World (feat. Simsky)

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