turned 22 today, here's a song

produced by stonesowavy

mastered by @sastrp

LYRICS:

let me in let me out

tell me what you know
bout your life the shit u hide and tell me what u owe
forget about the time i got it start right from the go
lemme know your fears the trauma buried deep below
tell me bout the time u didn’t have a place a home
tell me bout the desperation of being alone
moving day to day where every day was seeming slow
every time the outcome of events was still unknown 
it’s unknown where we at
no time to react
speculation mixed with fact and the fad of attention in remission
cause it’s not about you and it never was
and it’s not about me that’s what troubles us
expecting compensation for a life that seems mistaken
and receiving nothing but impatience conflict illness degradation
seems unfair all this monotony performed with calculation 
comparing hatred
constantly racing
wonder what’s the purpose of the pain
dream of peace a stable life consistent pay
don’t ask for too much only take the things u need
tell me how you heal and how you bleed

can i tell you what i know
bout my life the shit i hide and what i owe
hope you got the time cause imma start right from the go 
i got a lot of fear and trauma buried deep below
i got a couple diagnoses probably a couple more they haven’t found yet
but the symptoms are apparent and the treatment done is negligent 
i’m stubborn almost arrogant in my ability to counter obstacles it’s evident
that i would benefit from therapy if i just fucking went
but i can’t even dial numbers start the journey of salvation
once my halo dusty now it’s broken down to yo sediment
i said i wanna change the world
she said that i can’t make that promise
i told her that i need approval
she said i might be a narcissist
cause i’m so focused on myself in such a troubling way
i can recognize the rot but i still let it decay
doing the bare minimum so i can get through the day
but i’m still desperate for some clapping hands to say it’s okay 
cause just the thought of doing what is right is not enough if i don’t actually do it
i want diplomas houses i blew it 
why does life feel claustrophobic when i just got on my feet
can i tell you how i heal and how i bleed

let me in let me out

i simply can’t believe in over sharing
given proper context humans tend to love comparing
situations lived and coping methods revel baring
honest nature of existence and precisely planning
what to filter rummage memories depression or your BPD
and anything that’s troubling the most open that you’ll ever be
but only let out what’s acceptable the limit of your history
is undefined when you first meet somebody you can vaguely see
being in your life extended time bond through little things
like breakups high school bullies neurons firing
to find the sweet spot not too overbearing sort of comforting
to know you’re not alone in this eventually the dam will break
testing the relationship by showing what is underneath
standing at a checkpoint in the bond you built so carefully
started off with how your parents were divorcing
to how you know the makeup that can help to cover bruising 
buzzwords key components of a conversation hold em in their mouth and let them out
when necessity to shows up 
know i’m here for you i care but question if they do believe that
in their head are they judgmental bout a controversial past

and maybe i’m just nosy bout your life
not always my business do or die
imma tell you something bout me
this is how i heal and how i bleed

let me in [prod. stonesowavy]

this is an unused track for the upcoming tape "off the top!". keep an eye on my socials for announcements on the release ;p

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cover art:
@z6ndra

~lyrics~

percocets my guilty pleasure 
yea i had to ice my neck like i jus stumbled on sum treasure 
dpg yea thats forever
posted wit my chop i let it rain its fuck da weather 
woah, neck cold, n neck gold 
1s and 0s in my account n that shit look like net code
so much water like a fountain, u cant match the cheques bro
anytime i see a opp u know im screamin "BIH LESSGOOO"

hit him once, see him again? ima run it back 
they see dpg? they get to dippin like a runnin back
boy u fell off, u aint comin back 
n this bih handle my wood like a mf lumberjack 

percocets my guilty pleasure 
yea i had to ice my neck like i jus stumbled on sum treasure 
dpg yea thats forever
posted wit my chop i let it rain its fuck da weather 
woah, neck cold, n neck gold 
1s and 0s in my account n that shit look like net code
so much water like a fountain, u cant match the cheques bro
anytime i see a opp u know im screamin "BIH LESSGOOO"

i got blood on my shoes n in my cup too 
if u got problems wit me well then its fuck u
im a dawg, i wont beef wit no lil pup dude 
how u scream out "fuck lil wishy"? im who u look upto
damn, i done held my tongue too long 
u a drunk n u ugly, boy thats why u still alone 
other one fat n fugly, he got no bitches in his phone 
n if he fw me again? i might jus blow off his dome! 

percocets my guilty pleasure 
yea i had to ice my neck like i jus stumbled on sum treasure 
dpg yea thats forever
posted wit my chop i let it rain its fuck da weather 
woah, neck cold, n neck gold 
1s and 0s in my account n that shit look like net code
so much water like a fountain, u cant match the cheques bro
anytime i see a opp u know im screamin "BIH LESSGOOO"

netc0de! (p. payback)

Written by Spiritless & Nick Ferreri


Prod. Indie Beats
Producer: https://youtube.com/@indiebeats222
BEAT (free for non-profit): https://youtu.be/Z8rDnF-CVeE

Let's Keep It That Way

bath and body works is a goated store fr

produced by 410 lucas, Rye Thomas, and Noah Heffner
written by 410 lucas

Froze
I got blood all up in my clothes
I got lost on the way to my home
And it’s fine cuz I wanted to be alone
Alone, and I’m lookin down the road
And I see nothing but a ghost
Smiling and holding a rose
Told me I should take my time
But lil baby I don’t wanna fall behind

And the sunshine is so bright
It blinds both of my eyes
So it really was the dark in disguise
At least the dark wasn’t tellin lies
And the moment I put down my knife
2nd floor shorty come alive
And she fucks with my mind
Mind

So she told me that I could come back
To the crib where she lives at
I told her that I got plans
She looked at me and she laughed
Laughed and looked me in the eyes
Taken over by her touch, but I’m thinking that I
I ain’t tryna put up a fight
And she told me that I would be just fine

And the sunshine is so bright
It blinds both of my eyes
So it really was the dark in disguise
At least the dark wasn’t tellin lies
And the moment I put down my knife
2nd floor shorty decides she doesn’t need to hide
Doesn’t need to hide
Hide

She told me I should come up
I’d never been so hesitant, oh god
But you don’t understand
The feeling that I got when she took my hand
She had me feeling so wonderful, oh
I should have known something was off
I’m thinking momma
I’m lost
I’m lost
She left the keys by the back door
Took me to the bedroom
Gave me a couple pillows
I’m thinking this place is beautiful
A break from a world that’s so brutal, but no
I peak around the corner, couldn’t believe what I saw
She’s gnashing her teeth and sharpening her claws
I snuck to the freezer to find
All the ones before me that lost their life

And the sunshine is so bright
It blinds both of my eyes
So it really was the dark in disguise
At least the dark wasn’t tellin lies
And when 2nd floor shorty tryna make me go bye bye
I won’t let it slide
Cuz I don’t wanna rot on the inside
On the inside

Your time is up 410 lucas

Woah
I hope I don’t see you in hell
I can’t imagine that it would be that bad
I was just getting back on track
Why you gotta do me like that
I’ve never seen nothin like you before
God damn, and I thought I was a monster
Lil bitch, I’ll have to change my moniker
Just so you never find me again
But it might not come to that
I could put you down, cut me some slack
Let me grab the strap from behind my back
Don’t tell me you swiped that shit
‘Cause 2nd floor shorty was on my dick
And she reached for the gun when I had my eyes closed
But if I go I’m thinking you might go
That necklace round your neck is shining bright, hoe
I feel like Prismo
2nd floor shorty is the Lich
I swear to god she wan make me her bitch
Taking my pic
Tellin me she gon eat me I’m sick
I’ma have to figure something out quick
I think something just clicked

And the sun shining so bright
She tryna put me with all the other guys
Talk about putting my heart on ice
And the moment I put down my knife
2nd floor shorty tryna kill my vibe
My vibe

I’ma need to get back on top
Smack you with my wrist watch
Didn’t see that one coming, did you
Now I’m standing over top of you like Windu
Let me show you what I’m gonna do
Take your breath away with the necklace you used
To put me under your ruse
Fuck
Dig your claws into my stomach, fill my stomach up
It looks like all hope is lost

And the sun shining so bright
And we lay together for the last time
In each other’s arms, isn’t that nice
And as 2nd floor shorty and I die
I look out the window and see a butterfly
Ha ha ha ha

2ND FLOOR SHORTY

produced by @imfrostd & @rubypearl

feat @yvesxtc

lyrics:
Talk down, take your skin like Dijon
I got a bitch on my left, and she gone let me hit, so I rock her face not like Chrisean
In the way of your queen you a pawn
Pawn Stars looking boy, chop shave it off
Shake it off
I'm just playing boy, You on the ground and this chop take you off
Chop shake the ground like it's Psychocillin
I take a Perc cause I like the feeling
You take a Perc cause you trying to fit in
Bitch I'm a dog, like Riddick
She take it off, let's get it
I'm too raw, can't hear what I'm spitting
Got to ask me to hit, Cause I already hit it
Got to ask me to spin cause I'm already spinning
Free Young thug, girl, Business Is Business
Girl I already hear your man bitching
She want to fuck cause she like my ambition
No time, but I'm still going to hit it
Took 5 minutes to fit all this dick in
Got a frog in your throat, girl Ribbit

@yvesxtc

ima tie that boy up up up
put my dick in his ho gut
pussy boy dont wanna fight us
im w staggy we gon cut up
thas a baddie ima fuck her
she aint bad then ima dub her
jus popped a xan im finna nod off
yeah thc wont get me boot(ed) up
im w staggy we on top of this shit
we on top of this shit we gon shoot at ur bitch
we gon take off ur face lil bro
you talkin that shit come on fade us bro 
make him run like the pacer oh
he aint money ready take him off like
like come on and pay me bro
he aint shooting shit he fakin us like
it looks like u pussy bro
you a snake bro dont post me up like
im w my ho im w my bros i dont wanna talk to u no
my dick in her throat ion fuck w hoes yeah im finna take ur spotlight
i got ur ho moaning i got ur ho groanin i think that she want me like all night
lil bitch im posted you know im posted im finna take ur limelight

Take that boy life like the bread from a feature tho
Sippin strong we still sip by the liter tho
I had some films from your bitch I deleted em
Cuz I got better hoes I ain't needed em
Stick to the bread like the frog & the toad
1 Text and the shooters all showed
Sports mode drivin then drive off the road
Suck me so much I gotta reload
Uh
He turn his back cuz he got a V lone on it
He got a strap??? well they gotta be loaning it
Oh he at the function well now we postponing it
Oh his bitch got some ass well I guess now we bonin it
Yeah we boning it up
We see his face he get thrown in the truck
His set was ass so we showin him up
Bitch boy I ain't showin him love
Chrome hearts & a chrome and it's tucked
His girl hit me I'm goin to fuck
Elementary you goin in the cub
Hear my name when I go in the club
Show out in Charlotte i'm gone in the cut
Ain't even want her but I got a slut
Ain't no distractions I'm throwin him slugs
It's gonna hurt if u not off the drugs

Chop shake the ground like it's Psychocillin
I take a Perc cause I like the feeling
You take a Perc cause you trying to fit in
Bitch I'm a dog, like Riddick
She take it off, let's get it
I'm too raw, can't hear what I'm spitting
Got to ask me to hit, Cause I already hit it
Got to ask me to spin cause I'm already spinning
Free Young thug, girl, Business Is Business
Girl I already hear your man bitching
She want to fuck cause she like my ambition
No time, but I'm still going to hit it
Took 5 minutes to fit all this dick in
Got a frog in your throat, girl Ribbit


Oh oh oh oh

got a frog in ur throat girl ribbit

ribbit w/ yves

written, recorded, mixed by me
produced by zanda._ on ig

Lyrics:
I waited
So long just to get you
Your mind's jaded
I wish I could pick it apart
But your dad hates me
And your family hates you too
If I was you
Then you should

Run
Till you can't see this town
You run
Till you can't see this town

You took my heart
Would you
Stay for another night
You're special to hear me cry
Your house is filled with portraits
Just let me know
If you're alone
Then you should

Run
Till you can't see this town
You run
Till you can't see this town

All this time
I was selfish
Bite my neck
For you, I'd let you do just anything
For you
And if you're ever alone
Then you should

Run
Till you can't see this town
Just don't waste another second, babe
You run
Till you can't see this town

softie

and so i left you at the front door
and you made me feel so shit about it
and you told me i wouldnt find no one as good as you
now im sitting alone inside my room thinking bout those times when i was next to

(yooooouuuu)
inside my
inside my
inside my room
(ooh)
inside my
inside my
inside my-
i dont think that i really wanna talk anymore
when i think about you all my thoughts go to war
like its draining me mentally
theres never a time were my mind is at ease

(wake up in the mornin and i beg and i plead hopefully this day will end up bettering me, talk about my issues like too much, it always ends up just making a new one)

like baby i dont ever wanna go back
ugh
and were havin issues and its a throwback
and you used to treat me like shit
you said its my fault
well it isnt
ugh
like snakes in the grass were i lie
like all these bitches fake i can see it right in there
eyes
like all they do is make up (makeup) for these stupid ass lies
like all they do is cover up like clouds in the skies

(like clouds in the , like clouds in the , like clouds in the- all i can do is think about-)

(yooooouuuu)
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my
(room)