Winter Feels

"I wanted to rediscover that positive energy I had as a kid, I was the biggest showoff. That simple rush of climbing a tree to impress a girl, landing the perfect kickflip on my skateboard, or attempting to jump off the roof to see if I could fly like Superman (thankfully my Mom stopped me on that one). I wanted to get back the power to believe in myself, and see the world as I once did through the eyes of my younger self. This song is full of playful nostalgia, and a reminder to not take ourselves so seriously" - Alexander Saint

Showoff

Summertime

Song made entirely in one week live on twitch, shoutout to; Gatin00b, CStrachn, MaGetzUb, Utr_K, Jivee, DinoCrys, Mika314, BakersHear, Tacticalcodemonkeys, best_generic_way, educational_lettuce, Kishan, beachmonkyesmusic, djorjano2346, serotta_cyclist, escobutt, bashbunni, Lana_Lux, S_T_P_1, btvr, DSComposing, kaystylez94, jusst_al, djstat808, bigduckenergy, handsomewanker, milseymusic, thatmanrobin, blair530, itwasjack, arlenelovesheyimbee, halfademic, GANit_ak

Gotta Have It [demo]

Track from the soundtrack of "Güelito", a short film by Román S. de la Parra.
Watch here: youtu.be/HNQVUt2CpbA

godspeed

Song made entirely in one week live on twitch, shoutout to; Gatin00b, CStrachn, MaGetzUb, Utr_K, Jivee, DinoCrys, Mika314, BakersHear, Tacticalcodemonkeys, best_generic_way, educational_lettuce, Kishan, beachmonkyesmusic, djorjano2346, serotta_cyclist, escobutt, bashbunni, Lana_Lux, S_T_P_1, btvr, DSComposing, kaystylez94, jusst_al, djstat808, bigduckenergy, handsomewanker, milseymusic, thatmanrobin, blair530, itwasjack, arlenelovesheyimbee, halfademic, GANit_ak, tapir2342, MeeshkaMusic

Another Level [demo]

Hole in My Heart (feat. Todd Kerns)

Song made entirely in one week live on twitch, shoutout to; Gatin00b, CStrachn, MaGetzUb, Utr_K, Jivee, DinoCrys, Mika314, BakersHear, Tacticalcodemonkeys, best_generic_way, educational_lettuce, Kishan, beachmonkyesmusic, djorjano2346, serotta_cyclist, escobutt, bashbunni, Lana_Lux, S_T_P_1, btvr, DSComposing, kaystylez94, jusst_al, djstat808, bigduckenergy, hxlfway dexd, milseymusic, thatmanrobin, blair530, itwasjack, arlenelovesheyimbee, halfademic, GANit_ak, tapir2342, MeeshkaMusic, TriphosphateMusic, dreamerboii13, Manadono, ouiman1, lostpoolboy, SoompRT, kyleSPHINX, vaii___, MynameJ4YY

Again and Again [demo]

big s/o @kaystylezz
mixed by @juhiss
prod by @dvnek
soon
big love <3

ARE YOU DOWN (feat.kaystylez)

Song made entirely in one week live on twitch, shoutout to; Gatin00b, CStrachn, MaGetzUb, Utr_K, Jivee, DinoCrys, Mika314, BakersHear, Tacticalcodemonkeys, best_generic_way, educational_lettuce, Kishan, beachmonkyesmusic, djorjano2346, serotta_cyclist, escobutt, bashbunni, Lana_Lux, S_T_P_1, btvr, DSComposing, kaystylez94, jusst_al, djstat808, bigduckenergy, hxlfway dexd, milseymusic, thatmanrobin, blair530, itwasjack, arlenelovesheyimbee, halfademic, GANit_ak, tapir2342, MeeshkaMusic, TriphosphateMusic, dreamerboii13, Manadono, ouiman1, lostpoolboy, SoompRT, kyleSPHINX, vaii___, MynameJ4YY, notsimpl, DJGoodMusicAllDay

Make It Last [demo]

this ain't it

Everyday Is Like Sunday

Take me back, to when we were better men
Held up our heads, so the demons wouldn't escape again
It's such a beautiful lie, we tell ourselves while we sleep
We dream it every night, a vivid tragedy

If only we all could see

Keep them clean, those hands made of ivory
It's just expected, that history will repeat
Again and again

When you look in our eyes, tell me what it is you see
Another thief in the night, or a hopeless soul in need

If only we all could see
Just give us the light to see
Just give us the light

A thousand deaths and still, you let the darkness spill
Fuck every word you say, and just give us the light to help us see

The Light

This is a song I wrote about an ex, but I wanted to tell it through the lens of a B-horror movie. I want the listeners to feel stranded out at sea, lost to old throws of a lingering passion that keeps you tethered to a sinking boat, like a curse of a siren. The song is intentionally equal parts creepy and chaotic, a view into the realization for me that the person I really cared about doesn't feel the same, and isn't coming back to save me.

What You Need

About you all the time in my head
Over and over ‘gain in my head 
I wanna hide from the crazy shit inside of me
Ima fucking mess of depression and anxiety
Learned you shouldn’t mix fucking, heartbreak and sobriety
They’re deadliest together
Doctor said that I’m the definition of insanity
Post traumatic stress disorder claims another casualty 
Happiness seems like a distant fucking memory and
Im not getting better, so
Knock me out, tell me when it’s over
I don’t want idonwanna be sober
Fucked up is the only way it wont hurt
Barely even knew her
It’s obvious that even if we both were 
On the same page in the same place it won’t work
It’s obviously something that I’m missing
Right now I just need to stop thinking
Until we met I'd never felt so hard
Gave it to you gave it away and forgot about my heart
Now I can’t stop thinking ‘bout you all the time
I’ll be fucked up forever

21demos

ObVus [demo]

I feel safe inside these walls
Sorry if I ghost your calls
Really busy doing fuck all
It’s all on me, it’s not your fault
I don’t like the birds, afraid of bees
The seas too deep, trees make me sneeze
Just wanna be alone with all my screens forever
Wanna hide inside and play my games
Outside's no fun these days anyways
I got all my friends in the palm of my hand
I don’t need to leave, good where I am
Don’t feel safe when I leave this place
Could be abducted by creatures from outer space
Please leave me alone, I don’t leave my home 
It’s a scary world out there
I’m afraid of shopping malls
Everybody there is 10 feet tall
Panic attacks in bathroom stalls
It’s all on me it’s not your fault
Ima hide inside and play my games
Outsides overrated anyways
Mario link and Mega Man
Are the only who understand

Agoraphobic [demo]

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Make It Last [demo]

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